Thursday, October 30, 2003
oh forgot to say dis.
who of u hates those pesky irritating flies that juz reek of evil auras?
give me a hell yeah on mi tagboard maties!
jase [@] 11:52:00 PM
hmm i juz feel like saying dis ..
its so amazing how simple things are nowadays.. all dat contemplation about grey areas.. well its reali juz almost plain black and white.. and its also amazing how simple some pple reali are =) and dats a gd thing.. i juz got reminded by sumone dat juz lookin at da reactions of pple on a stimulus can reali see their inner natures.. esp if the particular stimulus doesnt concern them. haha so true and amusing haha.. i guess its in some pples natures to b juz plain old nosey.. hehe but nosey can b a gd thing if reacted on right.. dats when da inner natures can b easily seen and exposed. i guess a reali interestin idiom 2 use is.. learn to fight your own battles.. and i would like 2 add sumthin of mi own which is reali applicable.. learn to fight your own battles and
involve the right pple i am juz amazed at da kinds of oppositions some pple face cos some other "interested parties" decide to call "reinforcements" cos .. num1 they cant handle their deeds by themselves or num2 they are unable 2 take defeat themselves and would like to bring others down wif them.. well there are many examples of these kind of pple nowadays.. i wun say names but sumone comes to mind.. Mister Bush.. well his actions speak 4 themselves ahha.. the world needs less pple like dat but wad 2 do.. there r pple like dis at our very own doorsteps.. hmm another saying i found while watching some anime movie.. watch the head of the tiger as even when detached it can still bite.. dat goes for some pple so its best to watch out =) or well just shoot its head to bits =)
jase [@] 11:34:00 PM
hmm i hope dis crap is all over k mei =)
hmm haha
you ah.. pathetic ol u.. hmm cheer up k =_ hmm yeh u did a lot betta den i thot u would do =) haha well done k =)
hmm well nothin much happen todae. .=) oh oh !! 6 weeks!!
6 WEEKS haha im veri veri happi now!! haah long long mc =) im so very happi!!
Breathe
(michelle branch/john shanks)
ive been driving for an hour
just talking to the rain
you say ive been driving you crazy
and its keeping you away
so just give me one gd reason
tell me why i should stay
Cause i dont wanna waste another moment
in saying things we were neva meant 2 say
and i take it just a lil bit
i hold mi breath and count to ten
ive been waiting for a chance to let you in
if i just breathe
let it feel the space between
i'll know everythin is alrite
breathe
every little piece of me
you'll see
everything is alrite
if i just breathe
well its all so overated
in not saying how you feel
so you end up watching chances fade
and wondering wads real
and i give u just a little tym
i wonder if u realize
ive been waiting till i see it in ur eyes
so i whisper in the dark
hoping u will hear me
jase [@] 11:07:00 PM
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
you juz dun get it do u.. i dun mind u spendin tym wif him at all.. is da fact dat u chose to take 4 granted the 3 of us. you decided dat u din need 2 tell us dat u wun b comin.. i mean u tell me u were coming isnt it
COMMON courtesy 2 inform us dat u wun b.. i knew u wld b sayin all dat stuff on mi tagboard cos u juz wana b right and u dun wana see da simple things.. the main fact i wuz gunnin 4 is ur hmm letme see.. ""morales"? isnt it the right thing to juz inform us, who were waitin 4 u, dat u werent comin..
you juz dun get it i haf no prob or qualms wif u spendin tym wif him over us.. the fact is u din even
think about us and took us 4 granted, if u tink dis is "reportin 2 me" so b it.. cos its not.. u tell us 1 thing.. and u do decide 2 do another w/o tellin us ur change of plan.. dats juz plain rude and inconsiderate and fine u kan threaten all u wan it doesnt matter one bit..
jase [@] 2:15:00 PM
hmph ..
SOMEONE super SUPER pang seh todae... hmph.. and u promised u would come but.. oh wellz.. din even tell me.. wad da? kinda expected u 2 b wif him.. not sayin dats no gd.. its juz dat it seems 2 me dat he's all u need dats all... hmm did i put dat out right? well.. u couldve asked da 3 of us 2 ur place 2 watch da movie.. havent i alwiz tried to include u and him in wadeva i can to allow u 2 to haf time together? havent i? well u actualli broke 2 of ur promises 2dae.. mi letta and visitin me.. hmm thanks.. well.. and i was changin mi mind about him.. i had a gd talk 2 him dat nite =) well.. i duno wad else to say animore.. oh wellz.. im veri disappointed with you
hm yay! had cowcow and germi bimbotic creature ovre todae! hehe played "you dont know jack" and a whole host of other "fun and exciting" games hahaah =) well yeh thanks 4 ur tym guys.. unlike sumone.. hmph..
well gonna stay up and watch man u .. sigh .. have faith in da team which was so shit over the weekend.. hmm suppoz 2 haf some reali gd young player.. chris eagles.. hmm wana seee 4 mi self.. hehe
jase [@] 1:10:00 AM
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
hmm yupyup well spent another day at home .. =) im qt enjoyin dis mc thing.. haha gonna go try and get more and more ahha .. =)
well tried to play the SIMs todae.. man kinda hard but gettin da hang of it hehe ..
well watched Aladdin todae on vcr.. hmm haha or wad sum pple call tape.. i think .. havent used dat dratted contraption in like ages ahah.. =) well yeh i enjoyed da show and
you with me k =) isle of yew!
hmm damn mei.. u betta b comin to see me tmr!! ahah
jase [@] 12:42:00 AM
Monday, October 27, 2003
heyhey all you pples! hah hmm its gd to b back at believers gettin all tongue tied and off toned ahah damn man i so kant sing haha .. =P
hmm oh thanks you 2 for lunch =) was fun tokkin to u agn ju! yeh i gues i know sumthins dun change no matter wad yeh .. =) thankew lion and monkey! *snort oink* eheh yeh lunch was fun ...
hmm den went 2 buy mi speakers wif da other 2 monkeys -snickker- haha and den ryan popped up haha wad a zoo! another lion 3 monkeys and me the damn pig!? ahah oh well ... =)
hmm
you hmm well todae was a gd sundae we kan add to our log haha well eh wheres our crap book? where is it? eheh .. isle of yew!! you looked reali reali pretty and all todae in dat skirt and white top! *damn* haha yeh mei u know wad i mean!! ahaha
hmm mei we reali muz like catch up hehe yeh .. =) it will b fun!!
oh i learned dis todae .. =) "Folly delights a man who lacks judgement but a man of understanding keeps a straight course" .. hmm thank u 2 for tryin to b understanding and listenin to mi pleas k.. i duno and dun care wad she says about me.. all i know is ive stated mi case and its up 2 u to decide wad 2 do.. its in ur hands.. haha Matthew 7:1-6 is gd too! hehe.. thank u 2.
hmm oh juz felt like sayin thanks 2 those dat haf been qt constant in mi life dis yr so far .. =) mei..
dahlin.. babymei.. dopeyju.. cowcow.. lionryan.. marky.. adn AgentSmith .. yeh thank you all k
jase [@] 12:27:00 AM
Saturday, October 25, 2003
hmm okok i shall update now .. bleh.. yeh had a gd chat wif u in da wee hours of da morning . eheh rock on .. ahah we suck at CM4 .. wigan sux haha =)
hmm
you.. sigh .. i duno wad to say about u sometimes.. say one thing den do another.. bleh .. oh wellz... ur a veri erratic person u know dat... oh wells isle of yew aniwae .. =P
hhah damn lilo and "b"stich ahah =) yay i got rid of dat game now ahah .. . =)
jase [@] 8:12:00 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2003
You are Form 0,
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optomism, even through tough times and have a
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haha oko did any silly quiz .. hmm i kinda like da results tho! ahha=) well .. hmm at home now alone while
someone
hmm oh wellz...
GLASGOW RANGERS 0 - 1 MANCHESTER UNITED .. phil neville 5min
hehe hmm glad 2 haf been of help yest nite mei .. hope fri goes ok =) hehe
hmm thanks for yest
you had da best tym ever on record yest =) hehe... btw yousuck at lilo and stich ahhai completed da game dis morning!! ahah
jase [@] 5:58:00 PM
Wednesday, October 22, 2003
Aladdin!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!) brought to you by Quizilla
ahah
you will b happi wif this quiz result haha =) ehhe ...
I can show you the world. shining shimmering splendid.. tell me princess now when can u let your heart decide cos i can open ur eyes
hmm mei .. pls do not break da promise u made to me yest nite... pls.. it wld mean a lot to me if u didnt k =)
jase [@] 12:22:00 AM
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
okok went to da physio todae .. wah ..mi arm seems to hurt a lot more now ever since after da physio session.. =P man.. hahah oh wellz..
hmm ive done all i cld.. the ball is now in your respective courts .. yeh.. and yeh ..
hm thanks ben and
you for goin to da hospital wif me k =)
PRincess & Thers jia you for your Os k! i knwo you 2 will do qt well despite sumwad weird prelim marks .. hehe .. zara i know your reali qt smart and you will show it in your O levels to prove everyone wrong .. dat your not slack and to prove to them al dat you can study and do well!! i know you can do it k so strive on!! and thers ... ive said all i cld haf said ot you on da phone dat day!! all the way k! u go guuurrrlll ahhaha =)
jase [@] 12:13:00 AM
Sunday, October 19, 2003
hmm juz had mi op .. and mi arm hurts like hell =P bleh .. all da painkillers dun reali work. =P haha well hope i get well soon k hehe...
well ..
PLEASE GIVE ME A CHANCE ive told u everything now and i gues im beggin u 2 gif me a chance.. sigh .. no matter wad sum pple haf said .. cant u juz gif me a chance juz based on wad we had in the past... isnt there sum heart left among all dat badmouthing left 2 juz gif me a final chance? at all? i tink dis wld b da 5th tym i said dis but i will repet it agn.. im truly sorry 4 dis whole year & im juz reali sorri & i juz would like u to gif me a chance... bof of u .. pls
thank you those hu haf given me da chances i dun deserve k.. thank u all and i wun let u down k
jase [@] 10:58:00 PM
Friday, October 17, 2003
weeeeehhhh. i can't get the background to not repeat.
jase [@] 12:52:00 AM
Thursday, October 16, 2003
GIVE ME A CHANCE PLEASE
well here goes.. da aftermath aint too bad.. hmm well.. onward young soldier! eheh..
well tmr is da big hospital day .. =P bleahz.. ahha oh wellz i hope it all goes to plan man =) eheh
yeh watched the rundown today! eheh was pretty cool and all =) ahah The ROck rawks!! aahah oh thank
you for spendin tym wif me..
jase [@] 10:15:00 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
typetypetype ...
well needed 2 add sum more things... i neva had da idea of "startin all out war".. but if its war u wana wage im game.. plus isnt a blog sumwhere where u can rant everythin u feel out? an outlet where u wun b criticised for out in da real world? i agree wif wad
YOU said in ur blog.. i reali do & i am reali tryin to change.. wether u believe it or not isnt i dun reali bother cos i do not need to convince any1 but God dat im tryin.. i can promise u dat.. but can u promise dat u will gif me another chance? ive begged for another chance but u 3 have apparently taken mi pleas and shredded them apart w/o any contemplation... esp
YOU.. like u said about age.. shouldnt u b da one tryin to end da "coldwar" .. not add fire to it like u did da lasttym i tokked to u.. i wanted 2 change.. i wanted 2 c miself as da shit in u 3s lives and change .. esp
YOU to gif me dat chance... i confided in u thinkin dat "class comraderie" would gif u sum pity on me.. yet u interogated me like a criminal & u condemned me.. why? i wantd to look at things from u 3s pt of view but
YOU din wan me to.. u wanted me to stay away.. why? i neva thot bad of u 3 till recently.. like onli after i had dat tok to u.. u instigated mi thots & now u tell others its mi prob.. did u tell them exactly hwo our convo went? or u conveniently editted it 2 ur advantage.. shouldnt things b like no matter wad happened in da past da way is to forgif and to forget? its in da 3 of u allz hands k.. i am willing 2 admit and do wateva it takes to b at least on tokkin terms wif u 3.. but it seems
YOU r stoppin me.. thanks.. pls i beg u all to gif me a chance .... a chance dat at i deserve juz based on the yr 2000 and b4.. sigh...
jase [@] 1:12:00 AM
typetypetype ...
well needed 2 add sum more things... i neva had da idea of "startin all out war".. but if its war u wana wage im game.. plus isnt a blog sumwhere where u can rant everythin u feel out? an outlet where u wun b criticised for out in da real world? i agree wif wad
YOU said in ur blog.. i reali do & i am reali tryin to change.. wether u believe it or not isnt i dun reali bother cos i do not need to convince any1 but God dat im tryin.. i can promise u dat.. but can u promise dat u will gif me another chance? ive begged for another chance but u 3 have apparently taken mi pleas and shredded them apart w/o any contemplation... esp
YOU.. like u said about age.. shouldnt u b da one tryin to end da "coldwar" .. not add fire to it like u did da lasttym i tokked to u.. i wanted 2 change.. i wanted u .. esp
YOU to gif me dat chance... i confided in u thinkin dat "class comraderie" would gif u sum pity on me.. yet u interogated me like a criminal & u condemned me.. why? i wantd to look at things from u 3s pt of view but
YOU din wan me to.. u wanted me to stay away.. why? i neva thot bad of u 3 till recently.. like onli after i had dat tok to u.. u instigated mi thots & now u tell others its mi prob.. did u tell them exactly hwo our convo went? or u conveniently editted it 2 ur advantage.. shouldnt things b like no matter wad happened in da past da way is to forgif and to forget? its in da 3 of u allz hands k.. i am willing 2 admit and do wateva it takes to b at least on tokkin terms wif u 3.. but it seems
YOU r stoppin me.. thanks.. pls i beg u all to gif me a chance .... a chance dat at i deserve juz based on the yr 2000 and b4.. sigh...
jase [@] 1:12:00 AM
hmm i see i see .. a "backlash" has surfaced on mi tagboard =) finally.. well .. i shal reaffirm sum of mi notions... firstly i know wad da hell u were tryin to do so dun u even try and cloud mi "fragile" F***ing emotions.. hmm dat talk by Rev.Ting reali did make a lot of sense and esp now.. =) haha .. secondly i onli tink of
YOU as da bitch =) haha .. sumhow a little part of me has not given up wif those other 2.. i shall leave dat to God and see if He wans me 2 do anything about it.. and puleeze .. u 3 are da least "things" on mi mind nowadays... u cant do anything to mi "fragile" mind haha.. im sure.. im realli sure.. i know hu mi
REAL frenz and pple hu i can trust now =) ha! its gd to b able to see da real light of u 3 esp
YOU.. all quiet and at da side.. wad a mask.. ur da most venomous of them all.. to tink ur da oldest .. ha.. well... and lastly i will repeat mi self .. i have not given up on da other 2 .. and i will not give up till God says so =) so yeh =) u know.. im different now and 4 da betta and u know wad i haf u 3 to thank ironically ahha ... God does have a plan 4 everything =) even dis kinda crap =) wad a surprise!!
jase [@] 12:47:00 AM
Monday, October 13, 2003
Morpheus
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla
haha i was bored =) hehe .. well ... man.. i din go work agn todae ... had mc .. felt qt sick dis morning .. bleh.. but all betta now!! thanks to
you hee ..
hmm ohohoh!! tonite last episode of smallville!! muz watch muz watch muz watch!! eheheh and da scv man is coming too!! woo hoo!! finally i will haf scv!! muahaha =)
jase [@] 7:51:00 PM
heyhey! =) hmm yeh thot i will update now =) well while waitin 4
sumone to cal .. hmm sigh .. kant believe mi life involves around a chosen few pple... gd or bad i duno man.. oh wellz..
hmm excuse da earlier entry if it was harsh 2 certain
people hmph to think i was "
oversensitive" .. blah blah blah
well yeh.. hmm exams are all done for da minor leaguers .. hehe.. all u major leaguers! GD LUCK k!! jia you!!
hmm damn worship was a wreck todai .. thanks gdness u werent dere babymei.. thanks gdnes u din see me flop.. sigh .. hehe . oh yeh
THANKS BABYMEI!! eheh u ah!! well i am honored k .. lets keep praying bout it k =) if God allows .. i am honored to be ur ment-kor and u mi tu-mei =) eheh keep praying baby!
hmm u ah .. i reali dun tink its a gd idea.. i tink its iresponsible regardless da reason.. regardless if shes there or not... i know and trust dat u wun do anything.. but dats not wads botherin me.. sigh.. lets say its sumthin dat i will neva do wif
her and i felt downright guilty 4 even suggestin it 2 her da last tym.. wld u allow ur own daughter to do dat? i reali dun tink its right an du 2 shld go forward wif it.. and seriously i tink she is iresponsible 4 even organising it and having dis idea... BUT... like i said its to ur own disgression.. i dun c da point in sayin animore.. its ur life.. =) i meant dat in a gd and cheery k =) sigh ... i juz haf dat gut feelin da consequences will b bad... like wif mi headache... dammit... if u go on wif it.. i reali hope im wrong k.. i reali hope mi gut is wrong ..
hm
you its almost over k . .=) jia you!! hehe den yeh .. oh pls pray 4 me k darlin .. thanks
jase [@] 12:38:00 AM
Saturday, October 11, 2003
heyhey peepz .. hmm yeh i thot i wil update now since
sumone cannot go online .. hehe not ur fault hhe .. im juz damn bored now.. =P haha.. yeh being bored is way betta den being at work anyday!
ehhe work wuz a farce 2dae .. had some shitty OCS aniversary crap todai... all da propaganda and bloodie lies.. hmm oh wez .. da chicken wings, fishballs and eclairs were worth da 2 hours in bloody hell hole.. yo johnnie damn!! ahah we are da
MASTERS!! haha
hmm well hda a gd tok wif da 2 smith characters .. eheh eh pls ah wad we tokked at dat table stays there k mateys ehehe... hmm yeh .. pls are esp u mei.. pls chill.. sumtimes u juz gotta let thme FAIL.. u cant keep tryin to bolster them even b4 they fall.. let them fail and fall .. lofty ambitions wun even take flight if effort is not there to pilot it...
U.. i juz will not say anythin about u animore... u know wad. wad ur "fren" says bout me havin no right to bother bout our broken relationship juz based on da fact dat im not permanently here in s,pore is bullshit.. some piece of shit advice u gave me.. "why do u bother if u gonna leave aniwae..? " juz from dat statement i see hu u are now.. damn u.. damn al 3 of u.. wana use da word bitch but it wouyldnt b "nice... i shouldn't haf even asked u dat tym .. u juz made me realized dat sum princessy girl has in fact influenced u beyond anythin.. i thot u had SENSE.. HA.. mi ass .. ur juz like da 2 of them.. i was totally wrong about u 3.. i thot wrong.. wel .. ju.. u had betta not become like them k.. and u(M) .. pls realize dat u betta take sides soon.. ur wif them or agnst me.. open ur eyes pls .. ur a gd fren to me and has alwiz been .. DO NOT BECOME ANYWAY LIKE THE 3 OF THEM... dammit u know hu im refering to misterM .. i tink i made it clear...
hmm S&R... sheesh .. ambitions and goals are gd and stuf but pls are .. REALISM... da seniors DO NOT wanna pick up ur crap later.. LEARN pls... do not become like sum arrogant high-up-his-ass jerk dat i know...
hmm mei... sigh... pls relax & and let tym take dis thru and hopefully they all realize their own mistakes... be it thru pain or not .. do not keep helpin them pls...
sigh... 2aspire.. u gals are da epitome of class teamwork.. wish plh classes were all like urs .. i envy u all .. =) well keep up da gd work k=) eheh ... luv ya heaps babymei! ahah specoial mention.. =)
hehe.. hmmm
you.,. thank God i haf u no matter wad k =) i realli thank u and God
jase [@] 5:58:00 PM
Thursday, October 09, 2003
heyhey .. ok im on to updateing now =) heeh .. im on a roll .. 2days in a row! hehe .. hmm well i juz got back into da groove on wad da hells been happening online =P all those blogs and crap.. =P hmm yeh .. i juz realized not being online for awhile gets me qt behind on "current affairs" eheh
hmm well mei.. pls concentrate on ur studies k .. i worry for u ... =P sigh... juz a lil bit further more and it will all b done k =)
jase [@] 11:43:00 PM
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
aRgh .. mi mum infested mi room wif damn mosquitoes by openin da window da whole day dammit...ive got . i count 16 bites all over mi legs and feet dammit...
hmm.. i liek fish&co =) eheh ..
you and your calamari.. haha yeh i had a gd lunch too!!
YOU do well 4 ur exams pls ah .. and study hard too k .. half way there liaoz .. jia you k
oh oh OH! I AM GETTIN MI OWN SCV!!! muahaha .. finally... =) ahah den i can watch mi soccer, CSI, anime WWE etc from da comfort of mi own home!! hehe. .=)
sorry 4 da outburst of unforeseen evil emotions during da weekend k u 2.. yeh .. i will try not to in da future .. yeh.. and i gues . u haf 2 do ur parts too k.. im not totally at fault k .. so yeh =)
jase [@] 11:48:00 PM
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
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heyhey pplez! hMmmMm .. i havent been online and updated in like yonks .. haha well ... i finalli am tho! hehe
well .. lets juz say mi weekend wasnt all dat gd .. stoopid comms parade .. bloody hell .. den lets juz say i mentally imploded dat nite and da whole of sundae... well thanks joy honey and thanks babymei! well ...
you have them to thank k =P reallie...
and
you i dun mean to be petty or "oversensitif" .. but realli i can handle mi own affairs wif
her i dun need another party trying to "advise" me on wad im supp to do .. u know wad ..
you almost broke us up wif ur kindly interventions .. its juz i dun do da same to u k .. i try not to interfere wif ur thingy wif him.. u duno da whole story and u say she doesnt deserve 2 b treated like dat .. why dun u ask me exactly wad she has done like da past whole month.. u neva .. u assumed i was being petty and oversensitif so yeh .. thanks
you.. it doesnt mean dat me takin
you back means i haf totally 4given u... ur on probation k darlin.. im realli sorry but i dun haf a choice ... uve destroyed most of da trust i haf in u .. uve gotta win it back.. uve got a month to do so... da onli thing dats keepin me from leaving is .. watchamakallit .. "love".. so dun destroy dat too..
thanks babymei aagn .. i realli appreciate u and ur help dat day k =) thanks heaps... at least i knoe i alwiz haf mi baby to count on=) thanks
jase [@] 11:35:00 PM
Friday, October 03, 2003
hmm i heavent been online to blog and update in like ages .. was reading pples blogs and was like.. damn .. im so far behind in da times... =P haah sorry mateys
hehe .. tokked to
your mum earlier .. hmm i think things are and will b qt ok la =)
dammit...
you .. sigh .. i dunno wad to do about u... man ...
jase [@] 12:19:00 AM
