Sunday, February 29, 2004
heyhey i shall update now den going to watch some weird tv show.. horror =P
firstly. jane.. stumblin him and all.. sometimes its not your fault and i dunno but in dat case its like da factors of being too sheltered and da way of being taught and all.. like he prolli has grown up wif da idea driven into him dat cards=gambling .. and for his case proli so loh =P dun be so hard on yourself k dear =)
well i guess i haf almost realli given up now =) sorry shelby.. i tried agn but well... was forgotten and ignored so yeh =P haha u get mah drift whale =) im losing =P
well todays "cohesion" crap thing at sentosa was actualli qt fun =) da beach volleyball =) haha brings back memories and all wif faye and joy =P sighhh.. =P
"For of all sad words of tongue or pen,
The saddest are these: 'It might have been!'"
-John Greenleaf Whittier, "Maud Muller"
jase [@] 12:20:00 AM
Friday, February 27, 2004
ha so yeh all da O levels pple jia you and be satisfied wif wad u got cos dats prolli wad God wants u to get =) yeh esp to princess and thers k=) haha u 2 will get wad u deserve and im sure it will be to ur expectations =) shoot me or somethin if u dun get k =) haha yeh will be praying esp 4 u 2!!! =)
well nothin to blog leh =-P haha well i truly am enjoyin mi new BoA cd =) haah =) its realli realli nice =) i like her voice and other *ahem* "talents" ahahha
"We cannot change anything until we accept it. Condemnation does not liberate, it oppresses."
-C. G. Jung, Psychological Reflections
jase [@] 1:56:00 AM
Thursday, February 26, 2004
I get so unbearably annoyed. Ugh. I can't stand it when someone says something and does another. ARGH. What's the use if someone else's works??? For this is a (somewhat) public blog, I am not able to elaborate.
I hate backstabbers. It's so disgusting. How can you be so nice to someone then go to another person to bitch about her?? It disgusts me. Again, I cannot elaborate.
hmm sorry germ i jus had to grab dis off ur blog man.. =P cos like its so troo for da pple around me too .. esp in da damn green shit hole they call da SAF =P
well ok haah zara u wil be so jealous if u seen mi new samurai x modls ahah they are SO cool ahahahha drool!! man ahha yeh i had a mini shopping spree jus a few days ago wif jane and ben after our slackers united outing minus one haha nydc din haf mi R&J =P bleh haha ohoh and mi new BoA cd and vcd ahaha yummy man haha shes so cool =) and onli 17 hmm ahhaha oh btw thanks jane for da cookies.. tehy are keeping me aliive in da army haha
"The fastest way to succeed is to look as if you're playing by somebody else's rules, while quietly playing by your own."
-Michael Konda
jase [@] 2:48:00 AM
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
okok i shall update now =P i realli dunno wad to update nowadays =P its jus da same old monotony everyday at work loh =P u cant beleive how stupid da whole system is and all =P mi gosh.. horrors of horrors i found something dat i cannot comprehend besides thers =) ahah
well lets see.. =P haha now i hafta like "comfort" any fella whos going to OBS.. =P idiot leh all of u.. all say dat i so dun wanna go.. it will kill me.. i will die.. im sure to hate it.. den after it al.. idun wanna come back to s,pore.. OBS is so cool etc.. ahhaha u WILL enjoy it im sure k =) ahah
i do hope dat u are right lyd about HER and all =) thanks heaps k ur email realli put mi heart at rest =)
"Usually, terrible things that are done with the excuse that progress requires them are not really progress at all, but just terrible things."
-Russell Baker
jase [@] 2:06:00 AM
Monday, February 23, 2004
hmm i dunno wad to update loh.. sigh.. still a bit peeved wif certain pple haha =P
wel lets haf 3 scenarios k.. perfectly random and stuff..
1) ok uve arranged to go out wif someone like 2 days b4 da thing.. den da nite before they cancel to go out wif other pple..
2) 3 weeks ago uve arranged to go out wif someone and thinking they wld rem u juz leave it til 3 days before.. den u tell them to remind and uve found out they are oredi going out wif another fren juz so happen at da same time dat "supposed" to go out wif u
3) u org a week before giving ample time and all.. den da nite before u get cancelled on... cos too tired..
i had da honour of getting cancelled on 2 days in a row... more peeved about da 2nd one so dun worry princess =P but da thing is more.. twice in 2 days man=P its qt irritating to look forward to things and haf them cancelled on da nite before.. ok anyways lets lok at da scenarios individually =)
scene 1 - its very last minute and all so not realli anyones fault.. all clear la.. no issue wif this one..
scene 2 - well 3 weeks is a long time and all so if forget its ok la.. and kinda da fault of da person to remind the other party late.. so no issue or is therE?
scene 3 - is tiredness a valid reason to cancel esp if arranged wif a weeks notice? i dunno.. i find dis an issue..
well sigh... u know shelby i think i failed in wad u asked me to do =P so yeh sorry crucify me or somethin k
haha i realli dunno wad to do.. its like da change is so much...
sorry germ for last nite =P
crap.. dis has been a topsy turvy weekend =)
"We call that person who has lost his father, an orphan; and a widower that man who has lost his wife. But that man who has known the immense unhappiness of losing a friend, by what name do we call him? Here every language is silent and holds its peace in impotence."
-Joseph Roux
jase [@] 12:27:00 AM
Saturday, February 21, 2004
haah mann im so tireed... =P mi poor legs hurt like siao from al da walking ive done today =P ahah well work was as usual nothing =P slacked around and played bball haha =P den went to lunch wif one of mi old acs barker frenz and den germ came along to go ACJC for funorama =) yeh haha had "donations" from blurry and was it mel? ahah i dunno da other chix name =) ahaha blurry is da onli fren of germ dat actualli waves to say hi to me =P haha yeh bouhggt these shirts haha will decide to wear either that or mi man u tmr =) ahah played al sorts of games =P haha me and ben are like qt bad at funfair games =P hahaoh wells we tagged along wif germ adn her frenz ahah blurry is so funny and silly =) haha pretty nice gal =) haah one of germs cool frenz =) da others were kinda dao ahha
haha well besides fun-o-rama nothing much has happened loh ahaha =P bleh mi life is boring and thsu goot =)
"Not all who wander are lost."
-J. R. R. Tolkien
jase [@] 10:21:00 PM
Friday, February 20, 2004
haah updating now! haha im realli hapi Camile is in da finals =) ahah got some talented eyecandy to see =) i think she was da best one in da whole grp so yeh =) haha well ive found mi 2 pple to support in ami now ahha yupyup!! CAMILE VELASCO!
well thanks for joining me for dinner k pal =) ahah -coughcough- oops ahaha =)well im so damn full adn sleepy now =P will be retiring early tonite =) yeh thanks for a nice time at dinner and all k =) ahha u look nice in ur uni =) ahah like da good ol times =P hehe
well WHERE IS MI BURNT CD?! u betta finish mine b4 anyone elses ah =P idiot.. =P
"Though we travel the world over to find the beautiful, we must carry it with us or we find it not."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
jase [@] 1:32:00 AM
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
hmm shall update now =P it seems like an eternity since i last updated.. =) well it all hit me yest.. i dun even know him dat well adn for some reason da whole dread and sadness thing overwhelmed me from 8am to around 4pm =P jus couldnt stop thinking about it... well
WE MUST ALL CONTINUE PRAYING FOR HIM jane... yeh u mus be strong too k =)
hmm ive kinda settled da choices thing but we will se if theres another way out..
the path u choose is not determined by anyone else but youreslf ahah a quote from gensomaden saiyui! i love anime!!
well shelby if u ever read dis!! hope ur doing gd and all k =-)
"We can try to avoid making choices by doing nothing, but even that is a decision."
-Gary Collins
jase [@] 4:06:00 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
hmmm well mi "first" day at work ahah =) hmm well guess wad! i did absolutely nothing haha cept photocopy dis piece of paper =) hmm how efficient da army is ahah
rahh i realli dowan to hafta give up one of da other.. sheesh... hmm i dunno mebbe its a pride thing but i feel i can do loads more wif bof of them =P oh wells den i hafta actualli bloody hell choose.. dat reali reaalli sux k =P i dunno dis is damn bugging me =P
darn it... jus becos someone like does something totally unrelated to me and i still kena.. basket.. =P
ok not a gd start to da week..
I think there is choice possible to us at any moment, as long as we live. But there is no sacrifice. There is a choice, and the rest falls away. Second choice does not exist. Beware of those who talk about sacrifice."
-Muriel Rukeyser, The Life of Poetry
jase [@] 1:58:00 AM
Sunday, February 15, 2004
hmm ok shall update now =P well today is mi last day of mc haha going back to work to do wad i do at home.. slack haha =P yeh i guess i haf learnt one thing from mi time in mc.. haha when i go back to da army i will not be too trustin.. keep to miself be quiet and leave.. trying not to do anythin.. yeh dat should be da way..
well shelby is in aust now =P i wanna be in aust man.. well hope u are settling in well and ok and all k=) gd luck there and keep in touch k =P
hmm well im realli disappointed in u k...
oh wells plh was normal as usual la =P jus im not yet recovered from mi lack of sleep ahha =P yeh but its all gd i made da most of mi weekend! ahha =) yeh fun on sat .. first dat whole chatting session wif benS and jane haha wel actuallli sat was gd cept 4 shelb leavin so yeh .. den took slckers united neoprints ahah =)
yes! man u won 4-2 =)
"No legacy is so rich as honesty."
-William Shakespeare
jase [@] 7:54:00 PM
Friday, February 13, 2004
haha ok i shall update now since i haf da energy to go online and actualli post something substantial haha by mi standards haha =) todays bowling "partty" was funn haha was usual la.. those who couldnt make it well u missed out and those who went well thank you for coming and giving shelby a day/nite to rem k =) thank you all k and im sure shelby thanks u all for coming too k =) haha well our scores and all were somewad.. ahah typical amateurish ahha so yeh no high scores or anythin la =P ahha but yeh we all had fun!! ahha i got a 126 and 90 =P ahah usual usual from da "jack-of-all-trades-master-of-none" haha =P
hmm 2more days till shelby leaves.. bleh no more stoopid pink damn whale to suan haha =P well yeh hope u haf a gd time seeing frenz and relatives etc before u leave k buddy =)
well
we shoudl be able to finish da thing by tmr rite thers =P oh wells u silly busy busy bee and haha ur not rejected la =) u wil always haf all of us =)
"Discretion is being able to raise your eyebrow instead of your voice."
-Anon.
jase [@] 2:37:00 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
haah ok shall update now cos i dun think i will be updating like tmr or fri =) hehe yeh busy busy!! =) oh later got CSI so yeh i will update kinda short short haha =P
oh will be donning da uniform tmr =P haha hafta go find da bimbotic one and make sure she doesnt dilly dally in sch =P ahah yeh should be funny =) hmm well tmr got da "party" haha a kinda slackly put togtehr one ahha yeh =) but it should be a blast i hope =)
hmmm shoudl be going to paint mi house tmr!! haah da whiffs of paint fumes will so make me high! =P hahaha
oh about da "issue" its over already and it wun like continue... so take it maturely and not be a kid. carry on wif ur life man..
We choose our joys and sorrows long before we experience them."
-Kahlil Gibran, Sand and Foam
jase [@] 11:45:00 PM
hmm well i wun tag miself to say stuf but i shall jus do it on mi update.. who escaflowne is i dun care cos for once an unknown "entity" has not said stupid things on mi blog. i think wad he/she said is DAT DAMN TRUE. wads wrong wif continuing "commitments"? well when someone cant handle these commtiments den of cos its like "wrong".. when u cant even handle ur sch and u wan to do everything.. and den u complain when there is too much u cant handle.. now dats wrong.. i dun see da need to do certain things when u haf a more impt things to deal wif down da road.. continuing a commitment when there are prior commitment around doesnt make it "honourable". oh btw sarah i managed to decode ur paragraph.. not becos i was kaypoh but at 1st glance i saw da last 2 words and u know how much i despise him.. so i went on to decode da rest.. =P sorry if it was personal. but yeh dun mean to sound corny . dis is jus consequence adn causality.. u take on too much u buckle under pressure.. and when u buckle u lose sight of everything .. GOd and even urself.. da wheels of inevitabilty has started turning for certain pple.. and pls only they themselves can apply da brakes.. if they wan to.. its such a shame to see such potential destroy itself.. and pls help urself b4 its too late.. or is it oredi..
hmm onto another thing.. i realize dat "fame" does realli change a person for da worse.. makes a person prouder and yeh think they are "indispensible".. its amazing da change seen in some pple since dat day.. dat very day.. dat very very day.. sigh.. oh wels wad to do ... INC day.. sighhh...
oh wells today ws eventful in itself haha =) i feel somewhat.. how to say.. carvocaled ahah if dats a word! =) haah
There is nothing more frightful than ignorance in action."
-Johann von Goethe
jase [@] 2:31:00 AM
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
hmm heyhey alls =) ok haha im like tired now =P haha a gd evening wif da peeps!! haha slackers united!! yeh da 4 of us went to watch gothika =) it was a tad creepy and all but yeh i knda enjoyed it =) nice adn disturbing at times but very entertaining and def worth mi 6.50 ahha =)
ok i was readin someones blog...
Sunday was a day I would have loved not to have happened. I would have much preferred to be at home doing something else. Lighthouse was boring. hm very interestin =) i will probably get "dissed" for dis 4 reading too much into it but yeh heres a thot k esp since dis statement is made by a senior.... as seniors why do we go to plh? is it cos its not boring? is it to socialize? is it to be wif frenz? non of da above! we go there to serve God and to fellowship and "spur each other on"
Hebrews 10:24 so how can plh be BORING? its sad to hear a statement like datfrom anyone let alone a senior and its jus disappointing too.. sigh... dis attitude is wrong.. its like u are expecting something to happen all da time in plh and if nothing "special" happens u say its boring and u wanna be at home.. special?! every PLH sunday is special.. its a time God has given to us! of cos its
SPECIAL dammit .. and never boring!! its ur attitudes dat needs checking.. pls go and pray for goodness sakes and do some soul searching k
sigh.. wads has happened to pple nowadays.. it seems onli a handful haf grown over da christmas period and most haf fallen backwards.. i thot christmas would get everyone fired up for God.. and at least da feelin will stay for liek 3-4 mths.. sigh...
"An inexhaustible good nature is one of the most precious gifts of heaven, spreading itself like oil over the troubled sea of thought, and keeping the mind smooth and equable in the roughest weather."
-Washington Irving
jase [@] 2:43:00 AM
Monday, February 09, 2004
haha well another weekend goes by as usual haha and as usually i went by good and dandy ahah =) well hmm wanna see ur damn kittens k lyd ahaha =P sheesh dunno why jus wanna see them adn yea i promise not to eat them k =)
oh haha man u gave me like a big big scare on sat nite ahah leading 3-0 den let in 3 goals to everton and i thot they were gonna lose.. den luckily van nistelrooy scored da winnning goal haha =) oh yeh the new jersey nets win agn! =) beat Philadelphia 99-87 wif jason kidd gettin 14pts 13rebounds and 10assists
haha was damn fun and cool chattin wif u yest nite zara =) haha hmm haah and udin sms me at 730am haha so i take it as u were like sleepin still or something ahah =) lazy bum =) u are probably STILL sleeping hahaha
welll sundays worship was realli cool =) a bit nervous and all but yeh things din turn out da way things were supposed to turn out but yeh it all worked out!! WOOOOOO!! ahah thank you God =) You Rawk!!well thanks agn shelby for letin me haf da opportunity to lead wif u =) it was realli cool =) arigato!! haha after dat had lunch den chilled around haha toko like neoprints ahah =) was qt funny.. esp da spooky machine.. wah lau =P haha all thers fault!
ok dis is thus mi last week of mc =) wil ttry adn do as many things as i can! =) oh i dunno wad to do for valentines day =P dammit .. oh wellz =)
"Throw your dreams into space like a kite, and you do not know what it will bring back, a new life, a new friend, a new love, a new country."
-Anais Nin, The Diaries of Anaïs Nin
jase [@] 2:11:00 PM
Saturday, February 07, 2004
haha ok i shall update now since like im so bored and stuff =) haha we got another new player for our slackers united club ahha welcome jane! =P ahah
well tmr is da worship day =) haha looking forward to it! should be good wif shelby and all =) yeh ahah and we are goin to haf fun after dat too! *winks at shelb and ther* ahahha =)
rahh ok germ is back from obs haha all burnt i reckon! ahah =) shld be funny!!! TOLD U DAT U WOULD ENJOY IT DUMMY
haha ok shall chill now =P bleh i think i need a graphics card =P haha =P hafta to go buy =P
jase [@] 11:12:00 PM
Friday, February 06, 2004
haha well today well started in a bit of a blur for me =P jus when i got off da fone yest and went to sleep it was like... DAMN mi alarm went off and i was supposed to get up liao =P haah well yeh den da day started to roll faster den mi brains could work=P
ok another craziest thing i did k =) haha i was on da damn fone fo rlike 4.5hrs last nite or actualli dis morning =P dats da most i think ive ever spent on da fone =P bleehhh im exhausted =)
haah den went shopping around orch wif shelb to look for something for rach before she goes back =P damn .. oh wells it was nice to see her and tok to her while she was back in s,pore ahah we will all miss u k rach!!
well den went to crash rjc after meetin up wif rach to send our final regards cos i dun think i will be able to wake up at like 6am to take da mrt down =P yeh.. haha rj was ok la =P if someone din dao us!! ahha but its all cool now so yeh =) dun be late for dbs tmr ah =) and like i will crash agn nex fri jus for u k =) haha yeh so chill la =)
haha dis quote is for u thers!!
"The real test of friendship is: can you literally do nothing with the other person? Can you enjoy those moments of life that are utterly simple?"
-Eugene Kennedy
jase [@] 12:29:00 AM
Thursday, February 05, 2004
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jase [@] 12:02:00 AM
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
haha ok im updatin now even tho nothing much has happened recently.. =P well germ is at OBS now haah probably enoying herself =) haha man OBS so rocked da last tim ei went in sec3 =) haha
wel rach haha have a gd trip home k =( aiyah u should haf stayed a lil longer la =P hmm oh good luck in uni and al k=)
ok haah mi pokemon are gettin damn powerful ahha caught dis dragon haha =P Leyton Orient rawks! ahah i got promoted to division 2 haha
ive been playing too much computer games =P
jase [@] 3:45:00 PM
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
haha will start bloggin now even tho i am so damn tired =P ahah actually waiting for ther to come online =P da idiot is no where to be seen =P ahha man .. come online soon =P before i actualli faint =P
haah well i think we should hereby now proclaim da emergence of the PLH BC.. ahha basketball club =P haha playing an unorthodox formation haha here comes da line up!
Fullbacks - SeanCh & BenCH
Halfbacks - AndrewL & Julian
Centrehalfs - Jase, Claire, Sars
FullForward - Juuuu
man we rawk we beat those queensway sec bball pple.. haha has da standard of sec sch bball dropped so significantly =) ahah hmm so far PLH has beaten any all guys teams =) haha da first scapl being da BBboys of Pioneer ahah =) well im qt happi wif mi arm =) chalked up about 13 plus points loh i think and a whole lot of assists thanks to juuuus clinical finishing hahahahhaah =P well things werent so ez at da start but when we got into our groove we steamrolled over them ahhaah man =) well main contributers were juu and julian plus i chipped in wif a few baskets here and there haha =) haha we were missing our usual teams but oh wellz we won!
ahha man im tired =P haha germ.. u WILL like OBS im sure ahha=)
Good leaders make people feel that they're at the very heart of things, not at the periphery. Everyone feels that he or she makes a difference to the success of the organization. When that happens people feel centered and that gives their work meaning."
-Warren Bennis
jase [@] 2:17:00 AM
Monday, February 02, 2004
heyhey haha i kinda had a rocking sunday today! ahha me and gab are on OFF for believers haha well we bof are qt happy now =) hah well had a great lunch wif shelbs, mark, benCh,BenS, gab, andrew and thers haha.. neva had such a good satisfying lunch haah bof appetitewise and socialwise ahha =) yeh we are so gonna miss u k shelbs.. =P ahha
oh i am
LOOKING FORWARD to collaborating wif u agn next week =) !! we are so gonna rock PLH!! *high five mate!!* ahhaha
was talkin to mi mum about believers and worship... she said she will come to mi band pract and help ahha eh MUSIC DEGREE eh dun play play k =) hahaha plus shes jus wondering why me and gab are like "kicked out" of believers ahha =) so funny
mufufufuffufufu
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference."
-Reinhold Niebuhr
jase [@] 2:16:00 AM
Sunday, February 01, 2004
heyehy guys haha =) well hmm its been an ok ffri and sat for me =) haha woke up early to watch bball agn haha =) yay da damn LA Lakers lose agn! haah jus happy about dat haha.. well hmm mi sporting weekend looks set to end perfect haha =)
Manchester United 3 Southhampton 2 haha well the scorers are Saha(i think) haha Scholes and Ruud van Nistelrooy =) hehe
well i think i had a realli efficient shopping spree on fri ahha well got da 2things i was lookng for.. haha and i got miself a spanking new red funky bag =) hehe.. =) and ben carried mi shopping bags haha mi young padawan learner mufufufufufu =) hahah
well i think things are reali boring w/o mi bro here.. bugger man=P oh wellz =) solitude for da cool ones yeh *winks at zara* mufufufu!
hmmm me looking forward to monday! haha i get to excercise haha =) finally!
haha i wouldnt mind watching u 2 at ur dance concert but. ahah 25 bux is qt alot hahaha =P plus mi mum lazy too =P haha well actualli i am lazy too =P
haha i will continue mi quote business now ahha
A friendship can weather most things and thrive in thin soil; but it needs a little mulch of letters and phone calls and small, silly presents every so often - just to save it from drying out completely."
-Pam Brown
jase [@] 1:31:00 AM
