Wednesday, March 31, 2004
heyhey i shall update now =) and mi other blog haa finally something of worthy to update on da other one which became kinda dead for a period of time =P well today was ok i guess.. mi flu adn wadeva is geting kinda better =P i hope =) so yeh haha took a lift from mi fren so got home kinda earlier den usual haha =) so alls gd =)
well as someone said.. its still broken and well.. its looking beyond repair now =P try a lil while longer la.. i proli give it until da worship day la.. a 9am one =P i realli dun ssee how we are gonna be working together at dis moment... dat wil be da proverbial litmus test i suppose... oh wells
hmm damn com is screwing up .. =p haha oh wells..it will fix in time =) haha
well i think like dis seasons.. man u has been robbed countless amounts of times its qt da joke... agn on sunday shld haf been 2-1.. stupid ref... not da 1st time liao... its jus liek ferrari.. man u and ferrari win all da time so they decide to set new rules and liek decisions are bias such dat bof "red" superpowers cant win.. but as wif ferrari.. u cant stop great teams and thsu man u will not be stopped =) so yeh
"Before the gates of excellence the high gods have placed sweat; long is the road thereto and rough and steep at first; but when the heights are reached, then there is ease, though grievously hard in the winning."
-Hesiod, Works and Days
jase [@] 1:31:00 AM
Monday, March 29, 2004
hmm i shall update agn for dan unprecedented 2nd time today =) ok haha nothing much to post tho but oh wells jus decided to post somethin.. ahah i actualli had something to post about but like now i kinda forgot =P well nvm hopefully it wil "hit" me later =)
hmmm i still cant think of wad it is =P oh wels nvm.. wel going back to work tmr.. hopefully when nex months list comes out i onli haf 1 duty den i can return a fav =P sheesh da army is so majorly "F"ed up =P hm gettin tired of da whole damn system now =P i actualli thot for a li while it was "ok" but i now know for sure its all a sham and farce
hah oh i forgot mi quote =P ahha oops
"The very essence of the creative is its novelty, and hence we have no standard by which to judge it."
-Carl R. Rogers, On Becoming a Person
jase [@] 11:22:00 PM
ok i shall be updating now =P im sick =P its all
your fault haha =) ok anywaysim jus gonna rable on cos im at home, sick and kinda bored =P well mmm
i remember dat promise u made me right when we were still "frenz".. i dun reali care if ur not mi "fren" anymore but u had better keep dat promise
i find it kinda ridiculous dat somehow someway it seems to always turn out as dis.. i thot i gave u a chance and u blew it agn. oh wells.. forgotten.. forgotten promises sheesh
jase [@] 1:26:00 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2004
heyhey i shall update now =) haha after a long absence on da net i am on;line agn.. finallllyyyyy ttthhhheee rrroooooccckkkk hhaaasss cooommmmme back to.. =P hahaha
well hmm guard duty was so.. nothing.. hmm blkeh hafta do agn tmr =P bloody hel =P oh wells one more la.. hopefuly nex month dun haf too many.. oir mebbe i jus go report sick or something cos im reali not feelng too well =P yeh haha see how first =) well
yeh haha mi hawthorn hawks won!!
HAWTHORN: 2.7, 5.12, 11.13, 17.17 (119).
MELBOURNE: 1.2, 4.2, 6.5, 10.10 (70).
GOALS: Hawthorn: Williams 4, Thompson 3, Everitt 2, Brown 2, Crawford, Jacobs, Graham, Cox, Vandenberg, Dixon.
Melbourne: Green 2, Godfrey 2, Johnstone, Holland, Miller, Davey, Wheatley, Whelan.
BEST: Hawthorn: Mitchell, Crawford, Williams, Smith, Vandenberg, Jacobs, Everitt.
Melbourne: Yze, Brown, Wheatley, Davey.
haah hawks rock!! =) wel hoping man u win tonite to make oit a hapy double for me=)
bleh.. da situation bleakens =P ...
oh bought da planetshakers book for plh =) haah worship sunday is SO gonna rock!! =)
"We cannot change anything until we accept it. Condemnation does not liberate, it oppresses."
-C. G. Jung, Psychological Reflections
jase [@] 5:09:00 PM
Friday, March 26, 2004
ok... hmm us got back from church.. had some meetin =) haha rahh.. ended like so late loh.. bleh.. oh wells... im still waiting for da email to come back =P dunno wad to expect... yeh wun be at dbs tmr so yeh... kinda feel relieved to delay da whole thing for another 2days ahah =) how funny i rem when i had like "persuaded" her to stay in Believers cos she wanted out.. haha oh wells dats liek da past =)
hmm got guard duty tmr plus i dun think i will be going for da funfair on sat.. noone ot go wif.. mebbe ben when and if he confirms =P oh wells will be home ike at 930 latest on sat morning so yeh =) dun need to stay at work too long even tho saturday qt slack anyway =) haha
hahza
"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved."
-Helen Keller
jase [@] 2:24:00 AM
Thursday, March 25, 2004
heyhey i shall update now while i actualli am not watching tv nor playing mi playstation =) haha decided to catch up on mi music and thus here i am on mi computer =) haha i feel as if ive neglected it =) haha well lets see.. =) hmm *tinkertinker* hee
well
I WANNA RIDE IN YOUR BEETLE EMMIE!! haha i cant wait man =) haha i shll bug u when u r exams are over man =) ahha ij da meanwhile good luck in your exams babe!
hmmm yeh prolli go wif jane and benCh to buy music on sunday instd of da thanksgiving... mebbe go thanksgivin late =) haha hope they are still interested in going to buy haha =) need to start thinking wad music to use for da worship sunday =) haha cant wait for then to =)
hmm dumb mei =) u better not be staying up till late too often man haha u too lyd =)
well its time i had a bit of space of mi own..
"To confine our attention to terrestrial matters would be to limit the human spirit."
-Stephen Hawking
jase [@] 2:42:00 AM
Wednesday, March 24, 2004
o i shall update now=P finally i can access mi blog =P blergh damn internet =P well okhmm i shall prolli not be on da net much anymore haha got mi PS to play wif now =) yay! haah if i do come online will be latelate den come online =) ahah =) hmm haha well zara hope u enjoy ur books =) ahha bleh i wanna go shopping too =)
ok took ur advice jane =) i wrote her an email and yeh now i shall see wad happens =P hopefull yit all turns out ok k =) pray 4 me k pal =) haha
im sumwad glad to be at work and it not being da weekend =P i realli dun wan da weekend to come loh =P onli thing im looking forward to is da funfair at juuus sch actualli =P im so not looking forward to da music shopping on sun =P esp if she goes =P why did it all haf to boil down to dis =P
"Each time you are honest and conduct yourself with honesty, a success force will drive you toward greater success. Each time you lie, even with a little white lie, there are strong forces pushing you toward failure."
-Joseph Sugarman
jase [@] 12:22:00 AM
Sunday, March 21, 2004
ok i shall update now =P wel jus got home from da musical =P finalllyyyyy its all over =P i can chill now and no occurences till sun... yaye i can actualli chill now =P sigh... dis whole week had been damn painful yet somewad "nice" 4 me =P i pretty much am at mi tethers already... how.. zara how? u say to jia you ad dun give up.. but hwo to do dat ah? allm i efforts seem so futile =P oh wells
ok BUP is over =) good and bad =) but it twas nice to see and hear pple coming to GOd bcos of dis event =) eheh not bi our might but by the power of GOD! yehyeh its all good =) well
well da weekend is over =P hmm finding it more difficult during da weekendds den at work nowadays =P im exhausted now =P mi playstation is calling out to me =) hahaha
"When one ceases from conflict, wether becos he has won, becos he has lost or becos he no longer cares, the virtue passes from him"
Charles Horton Cooley, the life and the student
jase [@] 11:15:00 PM
.. da view is a tad clearer.. thanks for da tipoff =) well i guess in a way it was mi own fault cos assume dat we were more den frens.. like i thot we were better den jus frenz and not in a relationship.. like goodgood frenz.. when in fact we are jus not dat.. how confusin.. despite all da sharing and etc it in da end counts to nothing.. how great.. how stupid.. i see it takes more den trust to be more den jus a normal fren to u and i guess i dun measure up.. ok things r clearer now and i guess its ezier to deal wif now..
well BUP was ok i guess... =P
ok i shant blog anymore =P
jase [@] 3:56:00 AM
Saturday, March 20, 2004
haha ok today was all good nonetheless =) actuali a bit better den i thot but its all ok =) i just got back from claires =) well da usual ple la as expected.. adnliek da usual "hickups" and more =P like eh can u have da coutesy of tellin me if u are not gonna show up for goodness sakes =P there was one culprit today adn like im damn displeased at da person =P idiot... i dun care of ur busy or not .. its common courtesy and responsiblilty to inform either claire or me da organisers dat u are not comin.. somemore u told me liek 2hrs before u were coming.. sheesh
ok ball was fun as usual haha hmm some ple suppose to play but purposely never bring clothes =P cheh.. and i dun think she got much work done in da end anyway =) ahha well damn fun la.. hmm why is it dat when we organise a grp outing there wil always be some pple who wil take da liberty to stare at da damn tv =P i mean there are like a grp of ple and u pefer to go to da tv wif your own little group instd of talk to da whole grp as a whole? why? sheesh like wad.. da rest not good enuf for u or wad? i jsu dun get it...
ok i will end here =) i had a damn good time anyways so yeh =) ahha see you all tmr =P damn.. pract.. =P
"We must learn to live together as brothers or perish like fools
Martin Luther King Jr
jase [@] 2:48:00 AM
Thursday, March 18, 2004
heyhey im posting now =) BTW ...
PLANETSHAKERS ROCKED too bad for u all who missed it... sheesh so wasted and to be more spiteful TOO BAD for u dat u missed it adn treated it so lightly =) HA oh wells da message and worship wad good =) haha da wholeshouting thing =) ahha gdgd =) well i haf a cd wif all da autographs adn a free book too haha =) i shall read it soon =)
well hmm i guess if things were jus meant to be a certain way den no matter wad i do or dun do will not change it so yeh =) oh well jsu pray and see how la
ok tired tired.. dis whole week sux.. i proli reach home at 11plsu everynite =P crap man/..
bleh forget teh quote for today . mi com is naggy =P
jase [@] 2:50:00 AM
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
ok i shall update now =P havent done so in like ages and cos i wasnt home all too often.. din realli wanna post anythin and had a new thing to do at home now =) Thanks joel for the games!! playing Xenogears now =P stuck in some desert cave now =P walking aourn fighting =P hmm i like learning those moves =P haha
well.. =P i realli do not...
DO NOT get it.. =P sigh.. its jus getting more and more painful everyday =P im actualli dreading all da practs and suns becos of dat =P sigh well at leasts theres worship and class time to occupy mi mind =) sighhh... wad da hell did i do =P
haiz well ...
PLANETSHAKERS WAS DAMN AWESOME!!! all those who missed it and wun be going for it.. well ... TOO BAD!! ahah u missed out man =) wel adn furthermore those who me and germ got da tix for =P we took qt an effort to do so k.. i dun reali take it lightly to jus brush of our efforts esp when u told us u will be attending...
"None of us knows what the next change is going to be, what unexpected opportunity is just around the corner, waiting a few months or a few years to change all the tenor of our lives."
-Kathleen Norris, Hands Full of Living
jase [@] 2:48:00 AM
Saturday, March 13, 2004
ok i havent posted/updated for qt awhile ahha =P lazy and been at camp too =P oh wells da weekend is here so at least dats one good ting =P well u know wad im ctualli begining to enjoy campo and all =P besides da usual shit about attire/hair wad f*** its all ok =) haha
well as for other things.. futile
futile FUTILE.. i dun see da point.. first you say its not me den u say its me? like make up your mind.. oh wells.. all da stuff last time is like "gone wif da wind" da winds of change =P yehyeh i did thigs differently and still liddat.. cheh oh wells makes me wonder why go thru da change den =P
ohoh! cant wait for joel to pass me the GAMES!! ahahahhah =P yeh realli want to play xenogears and all =) ahah
next week wil be great =) !! haha cant wait to go exhibition!! PLANETSHAKERS and da rest! ahha =) BBQ!!!
"Efficiency is intelligent laziness."
-David Dunham
jase [@] 2:36:00 PM
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
ok shall update cos tmr i wun be updating cos i haf to do stupid duty in camp =P so retarded =P oh wells get it over and done wif den fri can zhao earlier haha =) yeh
APPLICATION CLOSES TMR NITE
hmm wells had a gd dinner today =) ahha yummy i had mi R&J baked rice!! haha finally =P last time i went NYDC dun haf =P ahha i cant wait to sit in mi frenz new VW Beetle ahah =) yeh hmm today da rain came agn =P i had physio haha mi shoulder aches now =P
man u got ROBBED! stupid ref.. linesman.. =P retards.. bloody bias.. i hate divers =P well nex yr la =P
"It is good to vary in order that you may frustrate the curious, especially those who envy you."
-Baltasar Gracian, The Oracle
jase [@] 11:01:00 PM
well i shall update now...
COUNTDOWN TO THE APPLICATION FOR BBQ/BBALL ENDS IN 2DAYS
sheesh show some interest pple =)
hmm well i realli hate dis.. im being pushed further onwards and onwards... hmm well the pre-arranged was postphoned and another time today =P hmm is it worth da effort to even talk? it seems to someone dat dis aint at all important.. sheesh so i should like make it not important either.. dis is so stupid.. waiting for a perpetual call dat will never come ahha =) mebbe its jus not meant dat we haf dis talk and clear things up hor? ahha oh wells will never know=P i shall jus hope for da best
well tmr got physio so half day den thurs got stupid duty.. oh wells wad to do=)
"The doubt of an earnest, thoughtful, patient and laborious mind is worthy of respect. In such doubt may be found indeed more faith than in half the creeds."
-John Lancaster Spalding, Means and Ends of Education
jase [@] 2:32:00 AM
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
its been the rainiest day i remember since last nite till now =P
CALLING ALL PLHers WHO READ THIS!! BASKETBALL/BBQ 19TH MAR
INTERESTED PARTIES KINDLY CONTACT ME BY HOME NUMBER OR SMS
KINDLY TELL ME BY THURS NITE
haha well today has been qt amusing =) its rained and rained and rained =P haha all da rain means i slep and slept and slept ahha =P well nothing much to updaet now =P yeh shall jusmake da announcement ahah =)
"Always design a thing by considering it in its next larger context -- a chair in a room, a room in a house, a house in an environment, an environment in a city plan."
-Eliel Saarinen, "Time", July 2, 1956
jase [@] 12:50:00 AM
its been the rainiest day i remember since last nite till now =P
CALLING ALL PLHers WHO READ THIS!! BASKETBALL/BBQ 19TH MAR
INTERESTED PARTIES KINDLY CONTACT ME BY HOME NUMBER OR SMS
KINDLY TELL ME BY THURS NITE
jase [@] 12:50:00 AM
Monday, March 08, 2004
okok i shall update now =) ahah mann im damn tired... well mi wekends has been realli shit =P oh wels at leasts its over =P yeh it seems another one of mi fears haf surfaced and yeh =P another crap to deal wif... sigh..
im reali scared to wads da reason for it all =P sigh i dun wanna lose it all =P oh wells.. dis is so crappy =P im getting realli frustrated now =P pls may it no tbe something very bad .. in lifechanging bad =P
well tmrs monday =P dammit gonn atake anoter trip to da docs tmr =P cos of some dumbass in camp =P so stupid =P
"Carpe diem, quam minimum credula postero."
Lat., "Seize the day, put no trust in tomorrow."
-Horace, Odes
jase [@] 1:22:00 AM
Sunday, March 07, 2004
heyhey i shall update now =P its been a very torrential weekend so far =P well at least some good things happened today =P Man u winning.. =P
2-1 against fulham.. =) adn mi New Jersey Nets win
78-74 vs da GoldenState Warriors =P well mi fantasy NBA team is doing well i think =P
haiz.. im reali beginning to feel da age diff now =P i realli wld like..believe it or not.. maturity.. someone who knows her way around and is able to handle things and prioritise stuff better =P i dunno.. its finally caught up to me dat AGE does make a diff =P thouhgtfulness comes in handy too
well i guess no weekend will ever hit this low anymroe so yeh dats something to look forward to ahha =)
thanks for listening k princess =) i can always count on u being there nowadays and i appreciate dat k =) seeing dat i seem to haf "dissolved" some salts recently ahha =)
harhar i feel somewad lifted now ahahahaha =P
"There is no conversation more boring than the one where everybody agrees."
-Michel de Montaigne
jase [@] 2:53:00 AM
Friday, March 05, 2004
heyhey guys =) ok firstly haha i dun realli like being "confronted" about stuff on mi blog.. haha i put stuff there cos i dun haf any power to like do anything about it or for everyones elses best interest dat i dun do anything about it..
well wad u do from here onwards is up to u.. jus dun u dare repeat mi words or anything.. i think its stupid to haf a chat wif someone.. den words are exchanged about someone.. den later dat someone finds out from da other party wad was said.. misunderstandings occur and den.. damn .. =) so yeh if things turn out .. lets say "detrimental" to me .. well i guess then.. -ominous music-
haah well gd i missed da damn guard shit today.. hopefully got no makeup duty =P bleh SAF sux =)
"If being an egomaniac means I believe in what I do and in my art or music, then in that respect you can call me that ... I believe in what I do, and I'll say it."
-John Lennon
jase [@] 1:47:00 AM
Thursday, March 04, 2004
hmm shall update something not so crappy and substantial now haha =) well haah i wanna do dat but cant realli think of anything to say.. oh ahah got it!
well i haf a hunch.. =) just a hunch and onli a hunch ahaha =) are you pulling someone away from me? ahah it just sems dat way =) all those weird loooks and suspicious glares ahah well.. you alwayz seem to i quote from someone else "complicate and screw things up" for others just for your own gain.. hmm so SAF... sheesh oh wells i jus hafta do wad has to be done... =) but i shall do it differently.. i shall do it jus to show you dat well
you dont know me haha sounds so WWE =) haha oh yeh btw i jus watched WWE on tv haha
well had a gd day today =P had a nice sleep and all den jus slacked around da house waiting to get better haha =) yeh away from all da propanganda and shit =P
thers.. if u do read dis.. haha
BE CAREFUL AND D.T.H =)
"Children love to be alone because alone is where they know themselves, and where they dream."
-Roger Rosenblatt, The Man in the Water, 1994
jase [@] 2:52:00 AM
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
well i shall update now since someone wants me to update anyways even tho i persuaded her dat i din want to haha =) well today qt gd la i suppose =) had a slackers united outing went for dinner and watched Somethings Gotta Give haha
R U there?
You hungry?
meet in da kitchen in 5 =)
ahhawell want as good as i thot it wld be .. mainly cos it kinda dragged on a bit too long =P ahah oh wells had fun tho=)
well i hate army =P and da jackasses in it.. u knwo wad guard duty ass.. if ur reading dis which i know u wun be haha ypou are da 3rd biggest F*** i haf seen.. jackass.. so by da book and no peolpe skills at all .. how to survive in da outside world.. LOSER
well da more i think of it i jus dont get it.. -looks at princess-
"Today, if you are not confused, you are just not thinking clearly."
-U. Peter
jase [@] 2:23:00 AM
Monday, March 01, 2004
Planetshakers in town! whos going? =) i sure am!
hmm well i shall update now while waiting for someone to study and be done haha =) well its been a very crappy start of da week for me =P firstly i found out im doing an unprecedented 3 damn guard shits dis month =P so tupid.. like noone does 3 like ever =P den when iask around for an explanation da loser said dat im supposed to do ... man i smell an mc coming up =) wel den aso got stupid parade on monday =P dat reatrd rancidashit singh arranged for one =P wad an asshole =) adn if u look at him well he is an asshole =)
well hmm i dunno about stuff but i still do not understand da hype over it all =P realli why are pple getting so "excited" if its da right word =P excited 2 da point of overbearability =P i havent felt dis distaste in mi mouth for awhile.. everythin is jus so like... used.. passe..i dunno im jus gettin sick and bored of it all
well ok princess i shall heed ur advice =) wo hui jia you!! haha thanks agn for da encouragement last nite =) or for techincalities sake dis morning =) haah yeh thanks agn k =) u realli rock =) i jus din expect anyone to rem =) haha
"In a hierarchy, every employee tends to rise to his level of incompetence."
-Laurence J. Peter
jase [@] 11:38:00 PM
okok i shall update now =) ahha zara!! update leh =) ahah -bangs u back- haah sounds a bit sick but who cares aahhaha
well i haf officially given up ahah i will cease to put in effort now and will jus see how da wheel rolls by itself now ahah so yeh jus gonna see how it goes la
well hmm i haf prayed about it all and stuff.. plus tokked to lyd and jane too.. and da decision was made.. ahha and no ketsugi me and jaen are not going steady =P idiot ahah me and jane will officially "enter the running" for worship sunday haha =P dunno man kinda din wanna "volunteer" cos i wasnt realli sure and dis sort of decisions usualli wld require a bit of prayer and thinking before deciding =P yeh i dunno aso din wanna reali put up mi hand straight away cos i havent even prayed about it =P
hmmm gonna collect mi hp on tues =P too lazy to go tmr and liek when i went today it was closed =P dammit =P well had fun at pract adn playing badminton at mi cousins house =) aso had a nice chat wif her =)
oh lyd enjoy ur OBS k! =) and u must tell me all about it when u get back =)
"The very essence of the creative is its novelty, and hence we have no standard by which to judge it."
-Carl R. Rogers, On Becoming a Person
jase [@] 3:29:00 AM
