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Friday, April 30, 2004

ok i shall comment on wad someone else wrote a long while ago =P haha hmm hope dis doesnt sound off as insulting/wadeva =P sheesh

ok hmm well i guess plh has become kinda "diferent" .. but different doesnt hafta mean bad wad.. ok we dun like do things like LAN or pool often anymore.. its jus who are da core of pple usually playing these kinda things.. sheesh like they haf decided not to participate in things like these anymore.. those dat cont to do stuff together obviously become better frenz wad.. plus stuff has happened around certain pple dat haf caused dissension.. i for one certaintly doesn not wish dat things were like last time anymore.. things happen foir a reason and i certaintly do not wann ago back to da past =P i like wad i haf right now.. and dats da diff btwn me and some other pple.. but hey dats mi opinion


jase [@] 1:33:00 AM

ok i shall update now =P for da 2nd time.. my damn com jammed so lost all dat i wrote .. nvm maybe now got da inspiration to type more haha =P i doubt so tho ahha

ok its FINALLY fri =P ahah been aiting all week for today =) ahah for da 1st time im actualli all hyped about da weekend! =) ahha not usually like dis ahaha =P well hope tmr goes well k and it wil eb upholding for You God =) yeh wo men hui ti ni jia you =) hehe hmm hope u do come and not live up to pples "expectations" .. i think most can kinda guess who im referin to so yeh.. im not gonna say anymore

hm well been praying over dis for abit liao.. hope and pray dat she will be recpetive to wad i wll say to her tmr k =) hopefully =) ahah its all in your hands k God =) u decide wether she is ready or not =) u decide if u want her to serve in dis too =)


jase [@] 1:22:00 AM

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

ok i shall updaet a wee bit now..bleh im so damn tired..

oh thanks for talking to me last night even tho u were going to haf a busybusy day today k princess =P yeh i knew u din haf 2 and all but i thank u to bits k =P yeh ni hen hao =) wo ai ni ah =) ahahhaha yehyeh =P damn haha =)

well yay! new jersey thru to da next round of da NBA playoffs 2004 =) after sweeping da new york knicks =) and at madison square garden too =) ahha yay! =) and jason kid is in da ALLNBA First team =) point guard =) eheh .. =) jason kidd rocks =)

sigh.. im damn tired =) haha blehh hope u had a gd time at ur first day of work k princess =) haha
jase [@] 12:42:00 AM

Monday, April 26, 2004

hm i shall update somethin little today =P wel.. jus liek haf no mood to blog or do anyhing for dat matter.. .. rahh im not very pleased at anything today .. =P

hmm well im jus geting tired of everything.. =P why are u being like dat germ? why? sheesh.. not liek im like dat all da time.. sheesh

sighh.. thanks you for always listening to me k =) thank you

dis sux.. mi pool was so damn awful today =P sighhh.. sorry princess dat i got abit angry at miself and all k =P i jus dun remember being dis SHIT before =O .. oh wells.. our partnarship record is a dismal 6-5.. bloody hell..and da 2 wins today like damn tyco one loh... =P blehh..

SIGH
jase [@] 1:04:00 AM

Sunday, April 25, 2004

its a damn conspiracy i tell you

hmm well today has been a very crappy one for me.. doesnt help to know dat someone "hates" you too.. haha kinda depressing at first glance but yeh i know u dun mean it ahah i think =P haha =) bleehh i cant believe how much saturdays suck.. sheesh..hope tmr is alot better man.. bloody hell

hmph no mood to update.. blardie


jase [@] 2:02:00 AM

Saturday, April 24, 2004

okok i shall update now since im online anyway =P haha wll work was kinda stupid today =P din exactly do much.. =P but hey wads new man =) haha

well things haf changed and its up to us to see da bright side of stuff and not harp on the negative =)

haha ok i shall update more later la =P
jase [@] 5:47:00 PM

hmm ok in responce to wad u wrote in ur blog about plh =P im not realli certain how dis wil sound but yeh =P will try not to be too offensive =) hehe..

ok.. hm maybe i choose to not see wad u see but yeh =P maybe u are right maybe not but uve gotta recognise one thing.. things/situations/ people change.. i know ive changed.. i dun care wad some ppel think about wad or how i am now.. deres onli one person in da whole of plh who knows me inside and outside and knows da real changes.. and da best thing about it is dat it works bof ways.. i know dat person as well as dat person knows me=) .. *dunno if dats a good thing*.. haha but yeh =) to me all da stuff said about me being "clingy, immature etc" its for other pple to critisize me about but da bottomline is dat they choose to do so and its not in mi power to stop them and da way they think.. i realli thank YOU.. you know who u are k =) im sure =) we are so alike in many ways its scary =P haah but im realli honoured to be ur fren k =) liek uve said its been wad.. 6yrs? haha we will def last a long time k =) rem our promise =)

anyways.. yeh things change.. and i cld be like u said da whole class system as dis was one of da things at could go wrong cos of a radical change.. but u cant jus blame dat.. its also da factions thingy too playing its part.. together with da whole "study syndrome".. da whole priorities dbs din realli do much la as u can see..well yeh.. seriously to me nothing has changed cept for da fact dat im back to square one regarding da frenz bit agn.. im not gonna complain about da whoel situation cos it kinda suits me better =) .. plus im alot closer to da older ones now and i like it dat way =) and piggo has been a cool fren to be around =) muahaha

ok i shall stop here.. sleepy liao




i dun care wad pple will say.. im running after you, i wun turn back and go their way cos im running after u.. no matter wad may come my way.. im running after u .. its u im following today .. im running after you
jase [@] 12:59:00 AM

Friday, April 23, 2004

hmm mi damn msn isnt working =P hmm. funny =P cant stand mi damn com.. realli.. well had da worship sunday talk wif jane and joel =) went realli well and had some heads up info on certain issues too =) hmm well worship sunday will be a blast man =) hmm yeh yeh =) jia you amd it wil probably be our swan song too yeh jane =P *sobsob.. but wad a way to end it all =) im satisfied plus i think lyd adn mi babymei are able to stand on their own feet already =) plus we will haf seniors like princess and char to lead da way =) no worries man jane =) wo men jia yo bah =)

well =P hmm im very intrigued by wad da meting will eactly be about.. hope mi fears are gonna be liek way wrong and off man =P sighhh... oh wells.. i find it kinda disturbing.. da whole statement. sheesh

ok enuf of blogging.. tired liao.. still need to settle somethin =P damn..
jase [@] 1:39:00 AM

Thursday, April 22, 2004

hm ok i shall post/update now =P nothing much to post about tho =P

hmm... well bern u take care k =) dun worry too much about da stuff at home and all dat k =) i will be praying for u k =) and ur relentlesss sch work.. jia you k =)

well todays meeting was ok i guess.. hmm yeh babymei never come. u owe me somethin nice for making me lose da bet man =) haha had gd fun tokking eventho i was falling asleep half da time =P ..

see ive realli nothin to post about ahha =P
jase [@] 1:46:00 AM

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

jase [@] 2:15:00 AM

hm ok shall start anew =) a new begining.. finally.. funny ol story aint it.. right in the begining it was "them" .. the pple whom i was close wif post-melbourne.. after a year and a bit, not to mention all da problems etc.. in da end its "them" still,, funny how things do change but in da big picture.. things realli dun and havent changed =) wells i suppose im at least grateful for dat =) cos i seem to like it much better dis way =)

dats all i wanna post now =P haha..

sheesh..

damn




jase [@] 1:27:00 AM

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

ok shall blog now since got time in between tv shows =) ahha

rahh im so tired.. sept at liek 4am =P ahah but it was a gd interestin convo to stay da least =) hehe thoroughly enjoyed using mi brain in da wee hours of da morning haha =) tis good =) tis good =) da sheer diversity of subjects was well.. to say da least.. veryvery interesting and peculiar at da same time =) hehe

well was like a zombie dawhole day=P ahah slepy qt a bit at work too =P so yeh din get much done today =P ahha oh wells =P den tonite gonna watch soccer.. dun know how im gonna last tmr man =) ahha

yeh jus wanted to say something to name who said somethin on mi tagboard.. pls dun be anonymous.. wad i hate is someone talking crap to me.. but wad takes da cake is someone anonymous doing dat.. but i dun tink ur very anonymous cos it doesnt take someone too bright to narrow da posibilties down.. and oh yeh.. i see we cant even stand up for wad we believe in. even if da process may be wrong its our diff own specific styles.. and.. "disappointed".. yehyeh it realli doesnt matter wad u think even if i did know who u are.. seeing from where u arrived to dat conclusion.. u haf ur stand and i haf mine.. doesnt mean i dun see eye to eye wif u means "im disappointed" wif u ... ok it doesnt matter..

ok sarah din mean for ur blog to become like dat.. hm considering i havent fired a shot in a bit makes me feel somewad "cheated" as i got equal blame into it too ahah =) well oh ryan.. dun assume and gif a bit more thot b4 u put mi name anywhere k. its not reaali good to assume about where i stand on da issue or in dis case dat i havent stopped jsu becos i haf not said anythin.. sheesh.. ask me first man.. there is a reason why i stopped commenting k.. sheesh.. mark ur not clean of dis either man.. so yeh

ok enuf liao.. PS TIME!!



jase [@] 10:43:00 PM

Monday, April 19, 2004

hmm shall do some updating before i sleep.. sigh its a kinda disappointing day today.. well i think ive kinda lost another person and guess wad.. eto ayoumi sagainei.. oh wells.. i think i still have BM and mi old Ms and you G... well sighh.. it happens agn and dis time i reali din do anything.. sheesh... why liddat? i like mi old grp.. zara, juu, char, candis... sigh.. i realli do miss joy and faye.. well.. sigh.. i guess i wanna realli run away from da others and back to dis grp.. where all da "stuff" aint there.. thanks zar and char for forgiving me and giving me another chance to be your friend k =) reali appreciate it.. and yeh thanks candis too =) hehe wad was our cell grps name ah? patria or something is it.. sigh those were da days.. and yeh good to see u claireclaire for still being qt constant wif me this whole like year ive been ur kor =)ur smile always seems to brighten up mi day.. hehe =) well.. im actualli hoping dat there will be a worship revamp... dunno.. wan somethin new.. something not like da way things are now...

i wash mi hands of all dis and all dat.. and of u

well ok onto happier notes =) hehe.. B E B E ... ahah hmm we rock zara!! well thanks for dat very sweet sms =) made mi day =) realli =) was kinda realli bad when u left da bus =P jus thinking =P oh wells.. hm thanks for helping da additional band pract too k =) u din haf to but u did which im am very grateful to u =) hehe

well worship wad .. hmm kinda... ok la... jus cld haf done w/o da starting jitters and flusteredness.. =P well but i guess it all worked outwell.. =) ur reali realli a joy to work wif u know princess =) we must do it more ften =) next opportunity we get i will def volunteer us ahaha =) jus felt nice and cosy wif u up there leading worship despite all da flusteredness =) hehe u cool babe =) haha den had band pract agn after plh.. haa it was gd everything went qt smooothly haha =)

hmm im waiting for mi next para =P zara!!?

ok i made a promise to you today... i shall strive to work on keepin it dat way =) it will help thru lotsa of future grief =) hehe well yeh..

today, went down to cine with jane and zara. haha! we went to take neoprints! =) so fun.
saw a part of jane noone ever knew existed. we took this neoprint and while it was printg, the machine jammed!!!! so we were wondering what was wrong when FINALLY after like 15 minutes..the neoprints came out and we saw *gasp* jane looking like a sadako.. =P it was like she had no pupils in her eyes..jus a blank wiry stare ..so after looking at the picture, we kinda guessed why the machine jammed while printg jane's scary face, it got a shock and just kinda stopped.... i guess da machine was repulsed bt da sheer ugliness of her facial expression.. or i cld be just JANE ahha .. had alotof fun earlier =) hehe its all cool

well ok i shall go sleep now =) nites man =)


"We all dream; we do not understand our dreams, yet we act as if nothing strange goes on in our sleep minds, strange at least by comparison with the logical, purposeful doings of our minds when we are awake."
-Erich Fromm, The Forgotten Language
jase [@] 1:59:00 AM

Sunday, April 18, 2004

ok shall do i quick post =) rah i need to sleep early.. gtg church tmr early to help wif brekkie and den band pract =P bleh im going to be so tired man =P bleh..

ok... OK... OK .. hm well i think i finally see da full extent of it all.. how it affects and twists.. well no matter wad its like dat story dat ben made up.. oh wells.. wel shall jus see how it al unfolds.. it should be a mite interesting to say da least.

hmph.

*disgusted at da ENTIRETY of da both -

jase [@] 1:12:00 AM

Saturday, April 17, 2004

hmm ok.. lookin at someones nick... im juz disappointed to how things haf turned out.. if all the stories are true... how did it all happen like dis? how does sport ruin a person to dis point.. is it da sport? da sporting organisation? or da person? i dunno wad da exact details are but its jus so wrong.. hm oh wells.. oh all dis running away is not exactly gonna do any good.. u run away from da stuff dat u haf caused.. for goodness sakes.. is it cowardice or foresight.. i sure hope its da latter.. u break somethin or someone u bloody fix it.. not jus run away.. mongr**l sheesh...

ok anyways.. sat is always a gd day =) esp at work haha went to play bball =) den after dat went home =) got mi playstation back so yeh =) happi happi =) yeh =)

hmm nohtin to blog about now man =P .. =P

"A man who won't die for something is not fit to live."
-Martin Luther King, Jr.
jase [@] 5:10:00 PM

Friday, April 16, 2004

ok i shall update somethin which i think is quite interestin =P ahah well firstly to a certain individual.. if u were in mi shoes u wld think da same way.. and puhlease thinking aint exactly doing.. im certainly not gonna speed da process up cos its way more satisfying for it to unfold itself if it does la.. and if u din know wad da "choice and consequences" are.. dun jump to conclusions and assume... im not dat petty.. its an issue dat goes beyond wad u think.. so yeh =) i see dat sense has deserted u at one point so yeh.. im sure uve got it back so i guess theres no need to worry anymore =)

hmm and yeh... so wad if pple etc change.. yes i agree God wil always be there and be dat constant.. but guess wad.. u will never ever be alone.. God will jus not allow dat.. and if u think dat God is with you.. da satisfaction u get will surpass dat of having no frenz.. u wun even realise u dun haf frenz cos u du need them.. plus God will gif u frenz to help u along.. u mus be damn bloody blind if u realli think u dun haf frenz.. and from ur tagboard i realise dat thee are at least maybe 2-3 fellas who are indeed blind as bats.. u dun see it cos u dun wanna see it and dats da bottomline.. God will never be so cruel to take everythin away from u.. u take things away from urself based on shallow thinking.. if u look on da larger scale.. there will always be da proverbial "silver lining" .. if these are ur "frens" sarah.. its worth a think b4 listening to them...

Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhwre. We are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly."
-Martin Luther King, Jr., Letter from the Birmingham Jail, April 16, 1963
jase [@] 3:03:00 PM

ok i shall update somethin which i think is quite interestin =P ahah well firstly to a certain individual.. if u were in mi shoes u wld think da same way.. and puhlease thinking aint exactly doing.. im certainly not gonna speed da process up cos its way more satisfying for it to unfold itself if it does la.. and if u din know wad da "choice and consequences" are.. dun jump to conclusions and assume... im not dat petty.. its an issue dat goes beyond wad u think.. so yeh =) i see dat sense has deserted u at one point so yeh.. im sure uve got it back so i guess theres no need to worry anymore =)

hmm and yeh... so wad if pple etc change.. yes i agree God wil always be there and be dat constant.. but guess wad.. u will never ever be alone.. God will jus not allow dat.. and if u think dat God is with you.. da satisfaction u get will surpass dat of having no frenz.. u wun even realise u dun haf frenz cos u du need them.. plus God will gif u frenz to help u along.. u mus be damn bloody blind if u realli think u dun haf frenz.. and from ur tagboard i realise dat thee are at least maybe 2-3 fellas who are indeed blind as bats.. u dun see it cos u dun wanna see it and dats da bottomline.. God will never be so cruel to take everythin away from u.. u take things away from urself based on shallow thinking.. if u look on da larger scale.. there will always be da proverbial "silver lining" .. if these are ur "frens" sarah.. its worth a think b4 listening to them...

Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhwre. We are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly."
-Martin Luther King, Jr., Letter from the Birmingham Jail, April 16, 1963
jase [@] 3:03:00 PM

Thursday, April 15, 2004

ok i shall blog now since i haf da chance =) at home now and about to go 4 physio now =P bleh i fine physio realli boring =P but oh wells.. gives me da opportunity to haf a half day =) ahha and thus im home now.. later after physio gonna haf dinner before going back to camp =P got damn guard duty hopefully da fella doesnt check to see how many guards and all dat cos i will be reporting late =P mi fren say he will help me but still.. oh wells.. praypray =P hmm oh wells.. nvm la hopefully fri i will haf mi half day guard rest =) from wad it looks like today most likely i will get mi guard rest tmr =) there was instructors day rehearsal and i din need 2 be there.. so yeh =) jus hope and pray =) hmm den maybe can go "potting" -------- *__(8) tmr b5 band pract eh princess haha u get it? =) haha will sms u tmr when i leave da office la k

wel i find life to be full of cycles... frenz wadeva.. they all go in a cycle.. except God tho =) dat one is always constant =) but like everythin else is a cruel merry go round =) hmm u knw i hope dis merry go round like realli takes you in its cruel hands and makes u realize ur choice and its consequences =) haha

i shall be reali discreet tmr.. =P slowly come into office by the back door after guard duty.. den enter mi bosses office and proceed quietly to do work.. hmm den noone will notice and yeh =) the rest will go do their instructorr day shit.. den i leave at 1145 =) hmm good good =) da situation looks gd for now -)

hmm i prolli will go physio earlier.. maybe can start earlier den can finsih earlier so i can do other things =) hehe

"Glory is fleeting, but obscurity is forever."
-Napoleon
jase [@] 4:00:00 PM

ok i shall update now.. oh tmr wun be going online =P got damn guard duty =P hopefully i can get mi guard rest in da afternoon or can at least leave early so dat i can help in da worship pract k =P otherwise princess will be very angry.. =P and we wun want a anooyed little princess loose in plh ahah =) bleh im very doubtful about it tho so u may haf to handle band pract by yourself k =P oh btw u know who da band members are right? can u like "remind" them... via phone call/msn/sms =) thanks k =) wif Gods power we will so rock on sunday man =)

hmmm.. had da damn parade today =P aha IT RAINED!! haha so no inspection no wadeva crap =) so dats gd la i suppose =) well had half day off today.. met lisa b4 she goes back to england.. played pool and bowled =P damn man our bowling sux man =P had a 75 and at least a 117 =P oh wells.. mi pool rocks now =) i won 6-3 =) haha yay!

hmmm i realli cantwait for dis sunday =) hmm wonder how we wil work out for worship =) haha shoudl be ok la =) hmmmm wonder if 2 of them will be like *?* haha u know wad i mean =) muahaha

hmm since noone to chat to tonight den i shall go sleep early la =P im a bit tired anyways =)


"The harder the conflict, the more glorious the triumph. What we obtain too cheap, we esteem too lightly; it is dearness only that gives everything its value. I love the man that can smile in trouble, that can gather strength from distress and grow brave by reflection. 'Tis the business of little minds to shrink; but he whose heart is firm, and whose conscience approves his conduct, will pursue his principles unto death."

jase [@] 12:57:00 AM

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

okok i shall update now =) well jus finished watching smallville... well i can somehow empathise wif clark.. =P losing someone dear cos dat someone din want u as a fren anymore =P oh wells poor him.. but sure makes for a good story line =) hehe

hmmm eh we muz take worship neoprint after our worship on sunday ah =) haha =) den play pool wif shaun lee too =) ahah so manythings to do!! =) so many fun things to do!! ahah

well tmr got a damn parade.. i should pass it.. i got everything ready.. new ironed uniform... cut mi inger nails.. mi hair is shrt.. i polished mi damn boots. everything is set.. but da bloody shithead indian retard sure will find something stupid... nothing wrong also want to find fault.. wad an asshole.. =P i will be mightily annoyed if dat happens.. will kinda spoil mi plans for da afternoon... =P bloody bastard.. i realli cant stand him... he is prolli da onli person i wld like to shoot to death with a gun.. if u give me 5 bullets to kill 5 pple.. i will prolli shoot him in da arse twice and in da chest twice and in da groin once.. =P he is worth all da pain dealt to his miserable little brain he calls his ventricle.. i haf clearly not seen anyone with such a hoigh level of stupidity in mi life.. killing him wun solve da whole problem.. who da hell wans to cleanup da sorry disgustin rottin carcass of his after? hope he reads dis but... he prolli doesnt even know how to spell "internet" let alone know wads a blog =P.. its ppl elike him who defy da laws of natural selection and thus disproves it.. survival of da fittest?! mi ass.. how can someone or somethin evolve into something so stupid..

ok i rambled on enuf about stupidity.. hmm

well damn man it costs 85 to repair =P damn.. oh wells wad to do .. bo pian man... i still havent completed da games =P haha

bugger nothin to talk about anymore =P mi brain has stillnot recovered from lack of sleep yet =P.. damn man..



"We do not have to visit a madhouse to find disordered minds; our planet is the mental institution of the universe."
-Johann von Goethe


jase [@] 1:36:00 AM

Monday, April 12, 2004

okok im updating now.. mmhow do u check how many posts i haf made ah? i dunno how leh =P hmm wel ok haha i wld like to know how many posts i haf made. even tho its a damn useless piece of info no harm knowing =) haha oh wells

jus thinking how one of da stations at da easter retreat wld haf been good for you.. and like i dunno.. it was ju sdisappointing dat u missed it... well God will gif another opportunity for us i guess =P wel til den.. i hope u like haf even thot about it.. hmm ur usual antics again was evident on sat nite so yeh dun think i din notice.. jus dat it din realli affect me adversely cos i had others =) haha

well hmm we mus play pool more often yah@! =) ahah i cant wait to lik eextend our record to higher den 4-1 =) haah jia you =) u know i never reali enjoyed playing pool till now haha =P haha

hmm well princess we must play badminton agn together soon k =) haha havent played in ages =)


"It is no use saying, 'We are doing our best.' You have got to succeed in doing what is necessary."
-Sir Winston Churchill
jase [@] 11:53:00 PM

Sunday, April 11, 2004

heyhey okok im back from da easter retreat =P haha rather tired and all but yeh otherwise a gd retreat twas was =) so yeh =) ok gona start from wayway before =) when da retreat started =) i haf a feelin dat dis post will be quite long so u can bear wif me =) muahaha =)

ok wel da 1st day of da retreat was quite cool =) onli downside towards dsa whole day was da drib and drabs of pple coming in as da day progressed haha but i think its gd to see all da young ones like gwen, hannahT, cedargirl etc =) haha yeh all da usual suspects either late or coming later but yeh =) doesnt matter =) went thru da whole day as "camp cook" =P blehhhh remind me never to volunteer for dat agn =P y my dat was indeed sapping and a painful afternoon and night =P well at least everything went well la i guess =) haha

hmm yeh managed to crash chars station and torment one poor grp haha =) didnt realise how fun it was to torment ppl eas they haf little crystals balancing on their hands and an oreo cookie in their mouth haha =) wanted to go see zaras station but missed it =) haha

DURACELL ROCKS haha =) yeh thanks to da entire comm for da help and encouragement =) u all rock k thanks zara esp too =) uve been absolutely reali nice and kind and thotful thru out da whole retreat =)

yeh hmm i slept onli like for an hour plus =P coupled wif da few hours slept da nite before becos of WWE Wrestlemania 20. where it al begins .. agn =) ahha yeh good fun good fun =)

da passover yest nite was quite interesting an dfun at da same time =) learnt stuff i din even know ahha =) well it was all good =) after it had da grand finally game =P ahah fun yet painful to say da least =P haha damn man =P yeh ahha den at nite or rather dis morning stayed up late to sing, bridge anime =P etc .. aah

oh cool cant wait to lead worship wif u k =) should be damn fun =) ahah we SO rock in pool =) almost perfect today but oh wells.. damn unlucky da last game =P rahh ahhaha nvm next time yar =) haha we will overcome all odds =) haha oh da neoprints are damn funny ahahha =P we look so toot man =P

haha okok shall stop here.. mebbe post a lil more later =P


jase [@] 10:01:00 PM

Friday, April 09, 2004

oko i shall update now while i can =) hmm damn ARSEnal... they are winning 3-2 atm =P bleh.. i want them to lose man.. oh wells.. haha had d alast meeting for da easter retreat so yeh .. cant ait to see how things turn out tmr =) haha so yeh =) hmmmm another interesting thing or piece of info came to me todayahha yeh... seems dat easter convention was kinda "interesting" ahahahaha =)

well going ot benS house later to prep da food and al so yeh =) prolli wun be online anymore tonight ahah =) well zara lets hope da retreat wun be dat "interesting" ahahhahaha =) winkwink =)


jase [@] 10:50:00 PM

heyhey fellas!!

Happy Good Friday well good friday is a yet sad but momentous day for us.. i use da word momentous cos its obviously a better word den celebratory! da celebrating we do on sun! =) well i cant stand mi office pple.. da shallow buggers.. they onli "celebrete" good friday cos its a holiday.. they dun even care about easter and were in fact laughing at it =P retards

hmm.. was talking to benCh when we went swimming earlier =P things were a lot better like a yr and abit ago.. liek things when downhill like when "stuff" got "complicated".. which we deduced at about june camp.. well i liked da analogy he used about da damn dog =) haha it goes something like dis

"there was a dog.. who goes whereever he wants to do his business.... the fire hydrant.. the new oak tree beside murray road... the Harringtons mailbox.. etc... where he wants to do it he well.. jus does it w/o giving a damn to wad happens and da consequences. he has a master and he scolds da dog everyday but still lets da dog do wadeva he wants and in fact defends da dog and says its "natural instincts". so da dog "shits" all over da neighbourhood. The master doesnt clean up after da dog and da cycle continues... no matter of warning from da rightful authorities brought any change to da dogs behaviour. The master too doesnt take any action for fear dat da dog mite run away. he cant bear to lose his pet eventho da pet is ruining da neighbourhood wif all dat excrement. In the end.. da dog is shot

haha =)

pray dat da Easter Retreat will be a blast and pple learn things.

oh yeh if u 2 do a houdini and i find out.. well DAMN is da next word echoing around da church man.. and it will not be from mi mouth.. i sense a spear along wif dat too... watch it man


"Regrets are idle; yet history is one long regret. Everything might have turned out so differently."
-Charles Dudley Warner, My Summer in a Garden
jase [@] 1:13:00 AM

heyhey fellas!!

Happy Good Friday well good friday is a yet sad but momentous day for us.. i use da word momentous cos its obviously a better word den celebratory! da celebrating we do on sun! =) well i cant stand mi office pple.. da shallow buggers.. they onli "celebrete" good friday cos its a holiday.. they dun even care about easter and were in fact laughing at it =P retards

hmm.. was talking to benCh when we went swimming earlier =P things were a lot better like a yr and abit ago.. liek things when downhill like when "stuff" got "complicated".. which we deduced at about june camp.. well i liked da analogy he used about da damn dog =) haha it goes something like dis

"there was a dog.. who goes whereever he wants to do his business.... the fire hydrant.. the new oak tree beside murray road... the Harringtons mailbox.. etc... where he wants to do it he well.. jus does it w/o giving a damn to wad happens and da consequences. he has a master and he scolds da dog everyday but still lets da dog do wadeva he wants and in fact defends da dog and says its "natural instincts". so da dog "shits" all over da neighbourhood. The master doesnt clean up after da dog and da cycle continues... no matter of warning from da rightful authorities brought any change to da dogs behaviour. The master too doesnt take any action for fear dat da dog mite run away. he cant bear to lose his pet eventho da pet is ruining da neighbourhood wif all dat excrement. In the end.. da dog is shot

haha =)

pray dat da Easter Retreat will be a blast and pple learn things.

oh yeh if u 2 do a houdini and i find out.. well DAMN is da next word echoing around da church man.. and it will not be from mi mouth.. i sense a spear along wif dat too... watch it man


"Regrets are idle; yet history is one long regret. Everything might have turned out so differently."
-Charles Dudley Warner, My Summer in a Garden
jase [@] 1:13:00 AM

Thursday, April 08, 2004

okok i shall update now.. i havent been dis happy in bloody ages!! =) haha well first things first =) its gonna be holiday =) long weekend =) starts tmr afternoon cos i have physio.. den mi weekend was damn great =) *winks at princess =) den man u win too.. den ive "settled" some shit wif erm some person dat i hereby de"exist" from mi life till further notice =)hahahaha den ARSEnal lose to chelsea =) haha Real madrid lose to monaco =) man dis weekend has been awesome and i reckon it willbe getting a lot better =) muahaha ARSEnal.. YOU DAMN BLOODY SUCK U HEAR DAT hahahahaha

well hmm da happi week continues! all da officers haf been on course so yeh =) pretty much slacker den da usual fare but yeh .. im not complaining! =) muahaha =)
ahah ok i shall stop da crazyness =P


jase [@] 1:35:00 AM

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

heyhey.. bleh... i so dowan to post over da entry dat was dedicated to u man *princess =) haha but oh wells here i am going to do it =) muahaha =) hey.. u rock still yar =)

bleh da loneliness and monotony of an empty house is realli begining to irk me =P bleh jus too quiet, too uneventful =P

blehhh.... i realli need to get a pet.. mebbe a dinosaur =) haha or dragon.. mi dragon is currently sleepin on mi bed.. its uninteractive doesnt talk and most of all doesnt breathe REAL fire =P bleh.. germ your dragon is defective =P

rah im tired =P but somehow satisfied tired=) haha

hmm there will be no quote for dis entry =) lazy to find man =)

cheerios


jase [@] 1:34:00 AM

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

ok i shall post something since i am able to at work =) using da "other" room com to do dis so gonna be short and quick =) oh yeh forgot to mention dis on sundays post but thanks heaps zara for making things and everything realli "better" u rock girl =) haha take care of mi darlin "hawk" for me ah =) haha well u reaally are special u know pal =) haha about the other fello and sunday.. well chill la i suppose it wun get too far esp since u fended away da initial moves but yeh if anything happens and all i realli wun hesitate or mind sticking mi neck out for u k =) if u need anything jus ask me =) i will be happy to oblige.. among all da pple in plh i guess u been wif me for da longest =) all da good times and bad =) our past really stretches way way back =) lets hope it will stretch further forward too k

yeh i dedicate dis post to u k *princess =)

-silly music plays in da background-

The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
Carl Jung (1875 - 1961)

hehe u haf indeed transformed me for the better =)
jase [@] 4:25:00 PM

Sunday, April 04, 2004

u know wad.. u are damn lucky.. u are lucky i guess to da point of incomprehensiblity... why she can look past everything dat u did to piss everyone off... everything ur other did to make things worse.. she forgives u and forgets it all and even tries to get along wif someone whom she cant stand.. well i do one thing.. get angry at one thing which leads to dis now.. not as if u wld know dat i was angry if someone din tell u.. den u take mi past.. all da stuff i told u and shove it all back.. i guess i din matter dat we were so close last time.. i rem wad u said.. "i dun belong here.. i wanna leave" guess wad! i stuck by u during dat whole time.. in da end i guess u were jus waiting for an opportune time to jus discard me right.. so u went ahead became gd frenz wifu know who agn... not dats dat wrong i reckon its gd.. but jsu discarding me like trash.. dats wad irks me.. not da part about not having u as mi fren.. but da whole discard throw and heck care attitude.. u say u dun liek being fake and all.. i thing dats hard to tell.. u are so da expert in "faking" things.. fake until u dun know u are doing t.. and till its not faking it anymore..

the decision is yours.. liek mi previous entry dats how i think of stuff.. i dun hold grudges.. i never show dat impissed wif someone.. i always try to look at da gd side of pple... its in your hands.. da proverbial teh ball is in your court crap.. wad u do will decide da future.. so go make it
jase [@] 10:28:00 PM

ok i shall update now.. hmm im a lot better now since last nite =) yeh now i know for sure wad u think and its a lot easier to deal and i guess theres no turning back and its al up to u... i seriously dun realli care wad u think and all and i dun realli care wad uve told others about it all... it doesnt matter to me.. things are in your hands now and if u decide dat its not important to fix den so be it.. shows dat it wa in fact all a farce.. it goes to show dat jus maybe wad we had last time was all a farce... well we'l see ahah at least im a lot more.. how to say.. well off now

well wanted to go down to service today but bern persuaded me othrewise.. dat il pig is somewad adorable at times ahah =) nervous aso can laugh ahah =P well she broke da piano chair to day =) ahah den had class.. wasnt so bad .. haah den had our recce trip.. but before dat had crry fish head. ahah da recce was qt fun cept for da walking ahah .. yehyeh zara.. walk ot much hor =) yeh den had a drink at olio dome later after da whole thing cos it was raining =P i hada mango piss.. i meant whizz ahah =P den went hoem la.. im tired now =)

"When making a decision of minor importance, I have always found it advantageous to consider all the pros and cons. In vital matters, however, such as the choice of a mate or a profession, the decision should come from the unconscious, from somewhere within ourselves. In the important decisions of personal life, we should be governed, I think, by the deep inner needs of our nature."
-Sigmund Freud
jase [@] 7:48:00 PM

MANCHESTER UNITED 1 - 0 ARSENAL!!!! ahahahah finally justice has been meted out to arsenal =) haah Paul Scholes scored da winner which was damn well deserved =) Man U played realli realli well today =) da whole team played well.. da defence was gd too =) im damn happy adn [proud of mi Man U !!! =) haha woooohhh!!!

hmm well nothin much happened today =P well actualli i haf soemthing i wld liek to say but first.. mi mum went to aust =P w/o me .. bleh ahahoh wells hope shes enjoys herself =) well ok onto something dat i was wondering about

well it was ACM today.. gladly and luckily i din go for certain reasons.. one MAN U ... 2 is there realli a point.. i mean they so its when u can voice out ur views and ask for changes.. is dat realli troo? they pple dun even listen to liek adults adn wld us teens actualli make a difference.. i cal out to any plher who thot dat attending da ACM was worthwhile.. mentors not included. i wld reali like to know why.

ok i shall end here

"When you make the finding yourself - even if you're the last person on Earth to see the light - you'll never forget it."
-Carl Sagan
jase [@] 12:22:00 AM

Friday, April 02, 2004

okok i shall update and post tonite cos last nite i didnt managed to do it and tmr nite wun be doing it either haha =) yeh hmm its been a semi good week altogether =P

hmm germ.. ur idea about sunday may not be such a bad one.. hmm if u realli wanted to go can i go too.. need to get away from things =)

hmm damn i havent done da dbs work =P i dunno where da book is either =P aha oh wells tmr den find la =) ahha

hmm dis sux im qt satisfied wif things around me now.. hmm mi mum going to aust w/o me =P bleargh =P yeh oh wells


"He who joyfully marches in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would suffice."
-Albert Einstein
jase [@] 1:18:00 AM