Wednesday, June 30, 2004
ok ...bleargh.. mi whole block of hdb blackout.. it seems queensway(germ) to Thomson(Bern) to Punggol(juu) also affected.. and mi sources told me jurong also =O rahh islandwide man =P oh wells its all better now =) i got mi lights bacj and all.. hm it ws kinda cool wif all da candles lit around da house =) reminds me of when i was wif mi
other a long time ago =P oh wells
anyways here i am finally updating =) hehe yeh.. realli nothin much has happened so yeh .. well spent most of yest and today at work catching up on mi Zzzs =P haha all dasleep i lost during da wekend and actualli from thurs onwards cos fo Euro2004 =)Go Portugal!
well anyways ok i made up mi mind on wether to go for youth rally or for YAF bbq! =) thank you thers k =) u dunno how much it means to me =) a nite away from it all =P yeh well hope it all goes to plan come saturday k =) yehh thanks agn thers!!
well its not dat ur too young for me to tell u stuff.. sighh i realli dunno k.. let me think it over some more k =P sorry k
well ok notin else to blog about =)
haa i think its cool =) ahah thanks bro! JAP PPG!
"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice; it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved."
-William Jennings Bryan
jase [@] 1:26:00 AM
Monday, June 28, 2004
ok i shall update now =P yeh got home late cos i went to Kbox wif da YAFers yeh dunno leh jus felt liek going for some reason =P yeh anyways..
WELL DONE THERS i am realli proud of you k =) like realli heaps =) it was an honour to help u k =) and yeh i think dat was easily da best "slow" worship dat ive experienced ever =) or heck! and da most meaningful and well executed worship session ive experienced by any PLH worship leader =) yeh thanks heaps k thers =) and pls.. i haf told u b4 dat i will always try to be there 4 u k =) and i will continue doing so k =) oh thers i hope u can go wif me on sat.. yeh it wld realli mean a lot to me.. ALOT.. i realli mean it.. sighhh -prays hard-
oh kudos to you too bern mei =) yeh u tried ur best and i think u did a great job on da piano k =) take today as an experience and work adn grow on it k =)
well anyways aftre dat went to play badminton wif da YAFers =) yeh qt fun =P i couldntrun for nuts tho. i dun think i cld haf run fast or anything even if mi life depended on it =P yeh =P i feel so useless w/o mi legs =P
well i duno wether to say im disappointed or jus pissed or maybe im overeacting =P wads wrong wif forking out a lil more money and plus da fact we will pay u back.. sheesh jus becos of dat we din watch movie.. i know you haf money k so yeh..
ohoh! shelby is back! we must meet up soon k =)
sighhh wad will i do wif
you.. oh wells i will follow wad u said k zara =) see how things turn out in da end k =P im reali wrried tho =P thanks thers for da heads up.. eventho dat was da cause of da anxiety in da first place =P
oh thks zara for making me feel better when we were walking from PS to Paradiz.. yeh i dunno wether u did it on purpose but yeh thk you anyway.. i was feelin realli crummy and yeh u jus came up to me to talk to me and all =) i realli felt alot better =) thanks! yeh.. well jsu try and tahan him la k =P i will try mi best to be there for u to "scuttle" off to when he does "things" but yeh.. char or i wun always be there to do so.. yeh jus try and ignore it k =P but loookin at ur "physique" ahha can se why he dos so >_< haah =) jus kidding! thanks agn k zara =) and for talking to me on da phone too =) realli made me feel better agn =)
"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart."
-Hellen Keller
jase [@] 2:09:00 AM
Saturday, June 26, 2004
haha hmm i see everyone doing this so yeh =) why not =) haha
| How to make a Miyuki |
Ingredients:
5 parts intelligence
3 parts crazyiness
5 parts empathy |
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little lustfulness if desired! |
| How to make a Jason |
Ingredients:
5 parts friendliness
5 parts silliness
3 parts ego |
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little wisdom if desired! |
haha quite intersting! haha well its been ages since ive done a quiz of dis sorts =) ahah
jase [@] 11:25:00 PM
ok im typing this out for da 3rd time.. something is wrong wif blogger =P damn man.. stupid com.. stupid IE stupid blogger ahha =P nvm i shall do it on notepad 1st =P blehhh
hmm yest was not too bad i guess... ahah well had guitar lessons and well i am so far behind and since it was mi liek 2nd lesson =P ahha even more behind loh =P anyway si did learn t a bit from da lessons.. or 2 of them.. yeh i can play more chords den i could before! ahah well went to play generals zero hour after dat .. ahah beat 11 particle cannons ahah =P haha well after dat had an ok dbs.. yeh =) haha den went home after chilling around loh. so tired din haf enuf sleep =P
haha well thanks thers for trustin me agn =) and i think its way better den it was last time too =) yeh.. anyways dun worry abouttmr k =) im sure it wil lturn out all very good =) yeh dun need to worry! leave it all up to God k =) i will be praying for u nonetheless k buddy =) jia you tmr ah
PORTUGAL BEAT ENGLAND 1-1 FT 2-2 ET 6-5 PEN ahah so happy =) go da portuguese! ahah i actualli think they can go all da way =) ahah u engalnd surpporters all can go home and cry liek babies =) muahhahahaha =) ur team wa really lousy dat day anyway.. DID U SEE BECKHAMS PENALTY.. liek WOW! ahahah =) u got sunk by portugals goalkeeper too =) so malu =) ahah well byebye england!
GREECE BEAT FRANCE yeah aotehr underdog reigns triumphant! muahaha i hate da french.. all da ARSEnal players in there.. oh wells... tehy do suck anyway.. dunno wad so great about them.. their players aint even good.. no rothen and no giuly.. french suck! yeh haha i was so right.. play trezeguet.. when liek saha is better =-P sheesh
well hmm im actualli feelin qt ok nowadays haha =) well
rahh i duno if i will go mission trip at da end of da year =P certain factors =P blah
jase [@] 5:58:00 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2004
ok i shall update now =) haha well nothin else to do.. i read abit.. played CSI and played mt NBA ao yeh =) next on da list bloggging =) ahah =P
anywayshad a good quiet day in da office today =) spent most of mi time chilling and reading mi tom clancy book =) haaim almost done =) 2 more chapters i think =) yeh will be don eby tmr den gif to germ to return for me =) yeh den probably go get another book to read =) hehe
well tmr is lie half day for me.. got physio in da afternoon.. early afternoon actualli haah =) so yeh will probably leave camp about 11.. den go sgh. yeh den off to church after sgh if got time la =) yeh =P hopefully can make it for guitar lessons =) haha
hmmeh study hard k kara =) u must get to a good school next year =) hehe the CDs rock dun they! =) ahah i burn u da cd and gif u on sunday k =)
well i miss anime =P da anime on scv onow kinda sux.. and ive watched it before =P damn.. oh wells.. this means time to get new vcds!!
"Good teaching is one-fourth preparation and three-fourths pure theatre."
-Gail Godwin
jase [@] 11:37:00 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
heyhey =) i shall do some updating now =P while waitin for pple to come online =P somehow seems a bit empty today =) haha oh wells maybe or probably i am too early online =) haha oh wells
hmmm well went back to work today =P caught up on mi reading.. yeh hafta finish mi book by fri =P dun think i will do it tho =P damna ahah whew i read quite alot today and i say it is tiring reading =P
man i am so tired and yet bored =P theres absolutely nothin to do online.. =P other den blog and check out mi usual soccer websites =P theres nothin else to read about.. NBA is over =P haha yeh =P mi hawks are floudering at da moment =P sighh oh wells..
blehhh i need to get mi excuse from da medical centre tmr =P stoopid guard duty crap.. i realli cant stan dall of dis extra additional shit we haf to do =P so stupid.. and liek no reasons to do it =P idiots all of them...
"The greater the difficulty, the more the glory in surmounting it."
-Epicurus
jase [@] 11:59:00 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
haah im updating now =) well got heaps to update about!
haha i think dis is mi fav camp picha =) ahah u rock XM!!
had da cooking session at bens house earlier today =)hmm sorry to say i told u so ben! ahha anyways had cheesttrout =) not bad ben =) not bad =) aah da combination kinda surprised me but it turned out qt well =) ahah yeh ate so much dat we all felt like sleeping =)
went to guitar lessons today =) i think i got da whole therefore being justified song liao ahha =) jus need a refresher from time to time.. ahha yeh cool i can continue to play mi micha branch songs now!!
hmm going back to work tmr =) yay! i get to finish mi book haha hopefuly i can read it all by like fri =) ahah try try and i think possible!! ahah
hmmm hope u like da cds kara =)
i wanna see riddick and spiderman2!! -looks to zara =)- ahahahha
i think BoA and da cat is adorable!!
"I find that a man is as old as his work. If his work keeps him from moving forward, he will look forward with the work."
-William Ernest Hocking, Wisdom for Our Time
jase [@] 10:33:00 PM
ok i shall blog now =P after a somewhat lengthy absence ahah not realli lengthy but it feels liek its been awhile =-P
well im not going BMT recourse now.. i was actualli looking forward to it =P now cos of mi knee.. blehhh i tore a meniscus.. adn mayeb a igament inside mi knee =P bloody =P why liddat =P sigh.. is dis Gods plan again.. =P sheesh
well i can safely say i can walk more den 2km a day now =P i couldnt make it today =P was liek gettin more and more pain =P sighh
blehh mi hotmail acount cannot go in =P blehhh
mi mum aint hoem yet =P wher are you! -shout-
sighhh im so worried over wad da doc said.. i dun know wether to tell mi mum =P soighhh
"Welcome anything that comes to you, but do not long for anything else."
-André Gide, The Fruits of the Earth
jase [@] 12:15:00 AM
Monday, June 21, 2004
jase [@] 10:51:00 PM
Sunday, June 20, 2004
oh yay!
im done wif da slideshow =P i hope its ok =) ahahah mi brain juices just stopped flowing after awhile =P ahha but i got it done in da end =) haha
went for a choir concert.. SYC.. was reali realli good.. but today was da wrong day la =P i was liek so tired and all.. da music/singing was liek so soothing loh.. so almost fell asleep =P but yeh =) it was a gd concert throughout! =)
blehh i dun wanna go meetin tmr =P
i wanna hit kara tmr! =) muahaha
"It is no use saying, 'We are doing our best.' You have got to succeed in doing what is necessary."
-Sir Winston Churchill
jase [@] 2:34:00 AM
Saturday, June 19, 2004
i shall update now =) din even touch da com yest nite or in fact da whole of yest =) im quite proud of miself =) haha well
was out da whole day .. went to camp first to extend mi mc =) hence mi presence at home dis wonderful saturday morning =) hoho well den after dat headed to church to meet da guitarers =) haha well -slaps mei- ahha ur braces dun look dat bad =) aha u actualli look kinda cute =) ahah =) well dbs was good =) thks jophia again! u realli rock man =) after went to candis house and jus slacked aroun dlooking for a "gem" hahaha -peers over to princess- ahah =P den had agd supper =) chicken and crabs =) yumyum!
oh thanks again buddy =) we've passed thru our conflict and yeh =) lets haf fun and haf a good friendship for da remaining of mi time in s,pore k =) yeh glad to haf finally cleared things up =)had a reaali nice prayer and sharing session wif you k =)
hmmm well tmr is D-day =) things din seem too bad yest so yeh =) hope it goes ok
hmmm i actualli am not looking forward to da entire meetin tmr =P oh wells i guess im jus going to sit down and chill and not say much =P yeh i think dat wld be da best option to choose from.. -looks at thers and jane- blehhh help =P gulp
hmmm i think ive lost them bof.. but no matter ive stillgot mi usual and a cute little pig =)
"What we call the beginning is often the end. And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from."
-T. S. Eliot, "Four Quartets"
jase [@] 1:36:00 PM
Friday, June 18, 2004
DEFEATED
"That man can destroy life is just as miraculous a feat as that he can create it, for life is the miracle, the inexplicable. In the act of destruction, man sets himself above life; he transcends himself as a creature. Thus, the ultimate choice for a man, inasmuch as he is driven to transcend himself, is to create or to destroy, to love or to hate."
-Erich Fromm, The Sane Society
jase [@] 1:04:00 AM
Thursday, June 17, 2004
ok i shall update now cos i din update yest nite =P was to dead to stay online for long.. so yeh..
hmmm hopefully i can get an extension on mi mc to da weekend later tonite.. da knee aint gd.. ahha well anyways am still contemplating da whole recourse thing now.. coz of mi knee =P yeh am hoping dat mi knee gets better so can go recourse but at da same time wanna not go recourse =P dunno leh =P hafta se da specialist on monday =P so se how it goes and all =P
hmmm was just thinkin.. im just gettin so tired of it all.. like yeh cos of certain individuals its just not right anymore.. i dun see miself continuing wad i do.. and like im afraid to say it but wad i loved to do.. i dun love to do it anymore.. i actualli kinda startin to loathe it.. sighhh oh wells
just thinking back on dat meeting during camp... sighh jus reminds me of da futility of da way things work and da way pple think.. i mean u go FOP treatin it as a concert of cos u will think its a concert.. sheesh.. are germ and i da onli ones who treat it as a worship session? sheesh it was a mistake to haf put in any input to dat meeting.. so stupid.. pointless and useless.. well da exit beckons.. enuf of all da crap
hmmm well dats i guess da reason why i wanna stay home nowadays.. sighhh like jus by going how things were dat 10mins i was downstairs wif the rest.. sigh.. i dunno.. mi mood can change jus when one thing happens =P sucks isnt it..
i find certain pple very irritatin.. to da point of aspyxiation
and for goodness sakes.. i hope i dun feel mi weekly "pains" on sunday =P ... sighhh pls ah.. literally for teh love of God.. do not play dis like a concert.. do it properly... if theres such a thing.. sighhh hopefully ur choices dun come back to haunt u.. =P
"I wash my hands of those who imagine chattering to be knowledge, silence to be ignorance, and affection to be art."
-Kahlil Gibran, "A Handful of Sand on the Shore"
Hanlon's Razor:
"Never attribute to malice that which can be adequately explained by stupidity."
-Anon.
jase [@] 2:34:00 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
ok i hafta blog dis!
Detroit Pistons 100 - 87 LA Lakers Pistons win da series 4-1 and are the new NBA champions 2004 =) muahahahaha =) iw ill get da lowdown on da stats later tonight =) haha but its a good day today =)
yeh nothin else to blog about =)
"He who controls the past commands the future. He who commands the future conquers the past."
-George Orwell
jase [@] 1:46:00 PM
oh jsu heard from da news =) i get to ORD 2 months earlier =) hehe so instead of may05 its march05 =) hehe oh cool =) soe new policy or something.. yeh good good means i dun need to disrupt! and can clear leave earlier =)!! haha
hmm nothing much happen today =P jus been playin mi NBA live 2004.. lost 5 games in a row =P
oh tmr is game5 of the NBA finals 2004!! ahha hope detroit can close it out =) detroit lead 3-1 vs da damn lakers.. yeh one more win to go =) go detroit pistins!
hmmm blehhh im stuck in CSI =P crapo =P
"Ours not to reason why
Ours but to do and die."
-Alfred Lord Tennyson
jase [@] 12:04:00 AM
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
ok i shall update a bit now and den maybe update agn later at nite =) im on mc till thurs =) da knee is gettin worse and worse.. but yeh =) hopefully it will turn around tmr =)
hmm jus read an email i recieved from da grps =P hmmm more "siong" den any of wad ive been doing.. which leaves for a spectacle to behold dis weekend.. oh wells.. i cant say dat im "proud" if dats da word... dunno.. im older so pple follow wad i do? i dunno.. sighhh... well i guess it shouldnt bother me but somehow it does =P i dun like pple trying to hard.. but like.. i dunno.. snt dis going a tad overboard? i dunno.. ahha im just perplexed about it all ahahha
anyways! ben came over adn we played nba live ahha =) still cant get da controls =P so weird.. da button not near enuf =P weird.. =P
ahah yay! mi fairyland gained lvl! im lvl 12 now ='P i still suck tho ahha =P damn man
thers! u owe me pasta! and sushi buffet!! ahahah
"We all dream; we do not understand our dreams, yet we act as if nothing strange goes on in our sleep minds, strange at least by comparison with the logical, purposeful doings of our minds when we are awake."
-Erich Fromm, The Forgotten Language
jase [@] 6:33:00 PM
Monday, June 14, 2004
hmm well i twisted mi knee yest at mi cousins house =P blehhh how stupid.. da whole camp din get injured den when get back to singapore o got injured.. must be singapore man =P
from joel! do not open da email by him... its not him! some worm virus thing =P
rahhh.. haha somehow i dun "miss" church camp =) i thank God dat i din back out of it tho =) and like i guess its not about "mising" it.. i mean it was a damn good experience adn all so yeh.. i learnt not to miss stuff anymore.. jus take it in mi stride.. allda memories and fun times =) haha well =) i hope to pat karas head on sunday =) ahahaha
well hope to see da photos... i dun think theres any of me in there =) -whew- haha but im sure theres lots on mi mei =) haha =) so yeh should be interesting =) haha
ohoh lyd is coming back today =) actualli should be back liao =)
WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE LYD
haha oh u rock XM! ahah -closes eyes and runs mi 400m in mi head- ahah =)
oh i still hear all da screaming from juuu and zara in mi head from camp =P ouch =) ahhahahahaha =) -slaps bof heads- ahah =)
u know wad i forgot to mention someting!
The commm rocks! ahah yeh a job well done and was damn fun runing around wif u all ) thks juuu zar char bench sar and SK!!!
"Millions of men have lived to fight, build palaces and boundaries, shape destinies and societies; but the compelling force of all times has been the force of originality and creation profoundly affecting the roots of human spirit."
-Ansel Adams
jase [@] 9:22:00 PM
heyhey im back from camp =P da most tiring church camp ive been to on record =P yeh but it was all good =) ahah shal gif a brief overview of wad
I thot of da camp ahah =)
well advance party was dman fun! eh juu and ben =) ahha rah! all da durian yummy =) and da mediocre shopping centres =P ahah well den discussed da minor details fo games and well.. slack time! =) ahha
well i guess i wun bore u all on da exact things i did during da camp so yeh =) jus mi thots will suffice haha =)
oh i think da pri 6s ah realli cool =) or at least those whom i do recognize as pri6s ahah =) yeh special mention to a little girl called kara =)! haha well i think ur realli sporting and all and yeh =) realli impressed and blessed to haf had da honour of having u in mi grp =) ahha for a little person u sure haf a big heart and loads of guts too =) haha yeh i haf lefty one of da most lasting impressions on me during da camp =) thx for being so sporting and wearin da weird "costume" ahha =) im actualli damn surprised u cld fit in it ahha =) u looked good babe! =)ahah plus all ur courage in da rappelling and flying fox =)
yeh had lotsa fun doing ald arope confidence stuff adn da team building games =) yeh mi group rocks =) ahah V-I-C-I-O-U-S haha =) vega+sirius =) hehe yeh lucky lucky in my grp got bench, bern mei, lil kara, jophia dorcas daniel ricky jane sar vicki huixian julian john stephen auntcat and mark =) ahaha a realli realli cool grp =) if i miss anyone jus tell me k =)im realli sorry haha mi memory dying liao =P yeh we realli realli rock =) plus vega got 1st in captains blank too ahha =) oh wells and dat was when i was slacking around ahha =)
hmm da speaker dis time was reali reaali good =) yeh moses was reali engaging and made da talks very interesting and even tho i was liek tired and all =) i din sleep ahah =) i reali learnt alot at dis camp =)
well bench fried mi playstation =P
anyways played waterfooty liek alot =) ahah probably our fav game during camp haha =) i played full forward! scored qt alot of goals =) hehe eh we make a good attacking liek yeh bern =) ahah haah we rock!
well kudos to da BB guys =) we all had fun together and look forward to working and playing wi fu all again as soon as possible k =)
haha another highlite of da camp =) is our durian fight eh =) ahah -waves to thers and shaun- ahha =) bleargh thers adn i smelt liek durian da whole nite =P damn man.. even after showering =P but it was all good =) funfunfun!! haha
well was cool having to spend so much time wif u k mei =) ahah realli had alot of fun =) ahha u were liek comatose half da camp but still fun =) ahah thanks for all da fun and smiles uve given me k mei =)
haha had heaps of fun on da bus back too =) was having good time talkig to u k XM =) all da catching up =) yeh u jia you in sch adn studies k =) den after dat joined da back row in singing all sorts of songs =P ahahh so funny and fun =)
yeh camp was fun adn i guess da Bb guys and da younger ones realli made it even more fun =) yeh thanks for all da good times =) sighh .. and special mention to daniel jane bern bench andre jophia dorcas and kara for making me realize dat it aint dat bad in s,pore =) thks k =) u all rock!
"The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up."
-Mark Twain
jase [@] 5:12:00 PM
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
CHRUCH CAMP
CHURCH CAMP!
i will be away for church camp from now till proabably sunday =) hehe if lucky den i will update in between but if not haha nvms =)
yeh hmm lets see how things devlop and yeh =) ought to be funny ina lot of ways haha =)
ok no matter =)
lets get it ON!
jase [@] 2:31:00 AM
CHRUCH CAMP
CHURCH CAMP!
i will be away for church camp from now till proabably sunday =) hehe if lucky den i will update in between but if not haha nvms =)
yeh hmm lets see how things devlop and yeh =) ought to be funny ina lot of ways haha =)
ok no matter =)
lets get it ON!
jase [@] 2:31:00 AM
Sunday, June 06, 2004
ok i shall blog now and fairyland later =) muahaha =) hmm i love fairyland =) mi character so rocks!! ahah one more level and im a full fledge fighter.. not a crappy apprentice =P
anyways ...
36 more hours till church camp =) hah for me bench and juu that is =) advance party here we go =) an di got da moola to thoroughly enjoy miself on tues haha =)
hmm must something be so rigid dat it must be followed accordingly right down da line? cant we bring somehin new to it all.. fresh and refreshing maybe? or da staleness is preferred? =P u know wad imnot just talking about one particular place.. but da whole organisation? where something new is considered "wrong", "radical" even? why is it like dis? no matter how one tries da old mental model is still apparent and unfaltering.. lonely is dat individual.. lonely but happi dat hes tried his best and has found out it hasnt worked.. that individual wil leave and go to another place to conquer =) or at least be among pple who think da same as him...
onto a topic which disturbed me yest... hymns.. personally i think hymns are alright.. jus alright.. but seriously its time to move on.. we cant jus use hymns all da time.. wads good will be a mix of bof.. no matter for wad circumstance a mix of old and new is good.. but in certain times hymns jus cant be used.. stuff liek youth outreach.. hymns? its jus too old.. for those who dun know it.. music is wad brings young pple together.. not jus old music. but music dat is "crash crash bang bang".. ur not going to reach to young pple using hymns.. well personally im a fan of good contemporary christian worship music.. da planetshakers/hillsongs/etc .. i think some of da lyrics are as meaningful as some hymns.. so yeh.. i will not lie but i prefer planetshakers to john wesley ANYTIME... plus u dun exactly go about dancing to a hymn either.. its not possible.. is there a hymn dat has da same tempo/beat as one day? tell me if there is man.. let da old slowly "grow old".. da new is here for all to use and accept.. but at da same time dun forget da old.. dats all i can say..
wad defines a hymn? my shallow view.. old, classic stuff haha i dunno man
well onto "retirement" .. wel i think personally dat its wrong.. but well somehow i think ive got no say and da 2 of us are kinda resigned to our predesigned fate =P well da purpose of "retirement" so dat we can progress to da next stage.. in any case wad if we think we can do more where we are now.. (im speaking for someone else here)...den how? u just chase her away? i know i dun make a difference anymroe so im not fussed.. but wad about her? sheesh u throw away ur only senior left and for wad? u sure it will make everythin better? u wanna take da risk to find out? is it all worth it? if u expect me to "make da next step" well be rest assured i wun be taking dat step.. im leaving at da start of next yr so its not worth it.. im staying put to da "detriment" of everyone =) ha try to stop me =) heeh well yeh and at da same time i wun be allowed to do da one thing i truly enjoy doing for God cos its been taken away from me.. wad use am i know? wad plan is there left? oh wells =) doesnt matter doesnt it =) -shrugs awaay- =)
its happening all over again isnt it.. sighhh oh wells... i guess i should be used to it..
today deserves 2 quotes man =) ENJOY
"He who joyfully marches in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would suffice."
-Albert Einstein
"Whenever you find yourself on the side of the majority, it's time to pause and reflect."
-Mark Twain
pls someone if u think im fullof bull at least heed da smartest man in da world =) and one of da best authors of our time.. sheesh i plead for u man.. =P
jase [@] 10:10:00 PM
Saturday, June 05, 2004
ok i shall make a quick update before i go and play my wonderful fairyland =) haha
ok just got back from a whole morning of sleeping and reading and talking.. basicaly to put it in a nutshell
slacking! haha
oh good luck for ur SATs Char! =) tel me how u went k buddy =)
hmm im intrigued.. u may not see it da way i do but why dun u go suggest ur wonderful either to da mentors and see wad happens since i think u are qt adamnat dat it will work.. haha we will just see how deep da rabbit hole goes...
u of all pple shoudl know dat trust is not just based around who da person is.. who u are being around wif affects it too.. jus take "it" for example... becos of "hit" last time no one wanted to give dat trust.. no dat "it"s not there.. see how htings are "better" haha riddle riddle =)
oh wells doesnt matter..
IM GONNA BE DIFFERENT
ok one more working day till church camp =) haha
"Don't steal. The government hates competition."
-Anon.
haha i liek quotes liek this! =)
jase [@] 2:09:00 PM
ok im back from FOP. i gues it was ok la =P yeh not as god as planetshakers =) haha but ok nonetheless =)
well its 1.5 working days till church camp =) and 3 days till church camp ahah =)
hmm are u back yet zara? =) tag me if u are k =)
hmm well its no use always trying to do something "for da good" of something cos i guess theres no point in doing so.. oh wells to hell wif all of it den =) im leaving at da end of da year anyway =) ha! good riddance to dis damn country and all da "frills" it comes wif it..
OH ha =) did i say wad i said haha =) how funny =)
hmm im just thinking of wad i haf left here and dat i cant take to aust wif me... well its probably one mum, 7 frenz, my dog, durians.. nothin else seems to actually engage me anymore =P u seven should know who u are loh ... G Z BC C XM JL J3 .. oh wells yeh if ur like damn psychic or u know me too well den u probably know who dese are hha =) yeh theres absolutely nothin left in dis damn island of value to me anymore.. its slowly all going away =P mebbe dis is Gods plan/sign tellin me to just get da crap out of this country and to melb.. just maybe =) yeh easier to forget s,pore if theres jus so little to remember it for right =) well its all goo di suppose!
AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE!! OEI OEI OEI!!
hmm on a lighter note =) i like wad i am and who i am so yeh =) sure not going to change myself =) wether is for good or not.. wad is "good".. somethin dat someone else perceives as "better".. ha enuf of trying to satisfy others.. =)
hmm i think i shall keep somethings "away" from some pple now.. some pple whom i dun "believe in".. yeh it will make life alot easier.. i guess if these ppl eare kind a"related" to certain other pple it will count too so yeh.. hush hush.. pple are watching =)
"What we call the beginning is often the end. And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from."
-T. S. Eliot, "Four Quartets"
jase [@] 2:22:00 AM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
hmm well i get responses when i dun wan any and when i want soem i dun get ahah =) how very very interesting.. ahah well its jus so predictable u know =) oh wells its damn interesting and all so yeh
well theres nothin much to blog cept...
its almost da weekends and churrch camp
well tmr is FOP..not too keen on it for some reason... i dunno.. oh wells just go and hope it aint gonna be that bad =P
ok back to business =) i will hold by mi stand on things.. i wldnt be so irritated if it were done on da sunday when we were allowed "freedom of choice".. more like freedom to be arrowed.. so yeh.. we will see n sunday.. i wil probably be more fed up if we were den jus told to follow da orders.. so yeh..
"If you think of yourselves as helpless and ineffectual, it is certain that you will create a despotic government to be your master. The wise despot, therefore, maintains among his subjects a popular sense that they are helpless and ineffectual."
-Frank Herbert
jase [@] 8:19:00 PM
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
okok i shall update now =) well today was realli realli nice and good =) thank God for da weather =) dat i didnt rain thruout da morning =) yeh thank you al who caem k =) was damn fun =) da next time we haf this will be at church camp =) yeh bball was downright awesome today =) but tiring tho hah
hmm im very fed up wif da behaviour of some pple.. i guess da next time i wun even invite them agn.. its a plh thing and they go off adn play their own "game" or sit by their own selves.. fine they do wadeva they want but there wun be a next time.. consider them off da invite list =P sheesh
and.. da usual la.. those who din go u know who u are.. if u have told me dsat u wun be coming fine =) im not going to be referring to u.. i kept da smses/emails that u wld be coming.. but you dun show up and bother even to tell me.. i dun care wad u haf on wadeva.. u tell me or someone that u wun be coming.. im just going to say names cos dis aint da 1st time.. thers.. sheesh.. isnt it common courtesy if u tell someone dat u will attend and if u dun attend u inform dat person... sheesh -disgusted-
ok hmm 3.5 more working days till church camp=)! i cant wait =)
eh u volunteered to do da covers k.. u make it as perfect as u can.. i mean it better not be a halfpast six job.. i mean realli i dun care if its hard or how frustrating it is.. u volunteered.. not arrowed.. u wanted to do dis.. so do it properly...
well im not a damn pawn dat u can move to where u want me to go.. da fact dat im already going to be "retired" and da decision behind is already a lot of bullshit an di try to be very understanding and all dat but now dis.. havent u even spared of thot if we wanted to be moved? or that we wanted to be in certain "grps" sheesh.. i guess not.. but who cares wad i say anyway.. im "outgoing" .. sheesh how stupid.. "forgot the groupings" ?! sheesh i think its constructed convenient bull..
"To command is to serve, nothing more and nothing less."
-André Malraux, Man's Hope
jase [@] 9:28:00 PM
heyhey =) yay its tues! =) holiday tmr!! ahha yay!
bball tmr at ngee ann 9am
yeh hmm today was a realli reali slow day at work =P did absolutely nothin in da afternoon... but in da morning i went thru hell and back =P but actualli i din think hell was dat smelly plus i thin they wouldnt even allow such a black dog into hell anyway.. sheesh da stupid rancidishitjit come to find fault at me again.. even wif da constant help from mi 2 bosses.. sheesh he doesnt know when to take a hint to get out of da office.. plus he dare to call me a dog.. sonuvabit**.. liek get real.. whos da real dog trying to be powerful when all he got is a big fat yapping mouth.. i cleared da "problem" wif someone whom is liek way higher rank den u.. and u still dare to stick ur stupid head in it.. like please loh.. oh wells.. its beyond even race now.. he makes his race look bad.. someone go shoot him man
hmm oh wells...had bbq earlier at mo cousins house =P i was so looking forwatrd to fish and co.. -looks to joy- haha yeh we bof were so looking forward to it =P
ok
pray dat it wun rain tmr so we can all haf a good time fellowshipping with each other adn playing basketball =)
yeh ahah
"success seems to be largely a matter of hanging on after others have let go"
William Feather
jase [@] 12:26:00 AM
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
okhad a realli weird yet fun today =) haha went to watch confessions of a teenage drama queen =P haha man its so predictable adn disney-like =P haah a typical teen flick =) oh wel lidsay lohan looks damn good in it tho =) ahha its so much better den dat hilary duff one a while back =P erm lizzie mcguire =P haah yeh lindsay is so much better looking den hilary =P ahha well and not fat =) haha den went walking and talking as usual la =) ahha no worries it twas fun =)
well anyways =P nothin else happened.. boringboring at work =P oh wells tmr got a good dinner at fish and co =) hehe yeh den weds got bball =) happy happy
bball at ngee an at 9am.. no badminton =P sorry p.s all who told em u were going pls showup or at least haf da courtesy to tell me beforehand dat u wun be coming
ok.. =P hmm its still quite early now =P haha
"A great deal of talent is lost to the world for want of a little courage. Every day sends to their graves obscure men whose timidity prevented them from making a first effort."
-Sydney Smith
jase [@] 12:36:00 AM
