Monday, February 28, 2005
hope u din forget ur promise cos i sure didnt
well uni was absolutely boring today =P 4hrs total of lects =P crazy.. da weather was excruciatingly hot too =P
still no sight.. not even a sniff =P
soccer tryouts tmr.. wish me luck fellas
well done to all da Os pple =)
jase [@] 6:17:00 PM
Sunday, February 27, 2005
last night at the dinner,the adults were talking about church the next day,and i thought,"it's sunday tomorrow?oh right.yay.i get to see jase again."and for a while my spirits lifted.then i remembered. x((
jase [@] 7:57:00 PM
all it took was one sunday to undo everything.. i actualli thot i was "happy" but i guess it was not to be.. maybe it was too good to be true yeh.. so da search continues i guess.. oh wells..
i dun like church.. maybe i should jus go for bball instd now.. sighh
today was suppose to be fun.. but why did i feel so left out? so left out and unwanted such dat i wanted to follow mi dad cos theres noone else to follow.. it jus like back in s,pore.. i want to follow someone.. but there's always noone.. at least here i dun drag anyone down wif me.. sighh
im realli CRAVING to find "you" sighhhhhh
im categorized under "nonexistent"now
well look on da bright side.. im away from pple like herso dats one good thing.. for da first time in ages i cannot hear anything =)
jase [@] 3:28:00 PM
Saturday, February 26, 2005
oh who wants an unused blog+address and all? ready to use?
lookhereyeh tag me if interested
jase [@] 3:05:00 PM
ok i shall update..
well sighh its been getting worse...
yes its been a week.. =P
oh hmmm uni starts for real on monday =P 3 lects in a row.. how wonderful... oh wells.. back to studying after like wad.. 2yrs and abit =P kinda dunno how im going to cope..
well thanks phoebs for last nite =) made me feel heaps better.. oh ahah and i dun need to find dat "person" anymore cos of you =) thanks agn
i will always think dat u are a ****.. no changing dat man
i was jus thinking.. hmm who wld u define ur frenz.. i dunno jus lookin b4 i left.. there are those who put in effort on a reg basis and den those who jus put in on one time and den dats it.. ohwells...
hmm ok its sat.. slack day i guess =)
jase [@] 11:20:00 AM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
well ok went to uni for liek informative sessions and crap.. damn wastetime.. ahah oh wells 1st lect and i go to sleeop already ahahha =PP man i joined dis ASEAN club and da biomed society =-P dun going for soccer trials on tues nite 645pm =P yehh hope everything goes wel and stuff.. man there are no pretty girls in da biomed course.. i think well i din see any =P rahh not good.. hopefully soccer haf =PP ahahs
jus walked around heaps den.. left da uni to get mi n ew glasses from the glen so yeh.. no more old dodgy falling apart glasses ahah =))) yeh den went to intencity.. da arcade place.. well it still sucks =PPP
sighh haf u realli forgiven me.. sighh i dunno nvm la
hmm well look at yourself and ask da qn agn.. mayeb ur jus to blind too see.. yeh well dun allow me to start cos theres lots to go round..
rahh uni starting after dis weekend =P darnnnnn
jase [@] 5:18:00 PM
Monday, February 21, 2005
u know wad i left s,pore and one thing im happy is leaving is probably you and ur entire family...
well and to you.. i shall not forget wad u did.. i hope someone gives u dis to read.. u are a liar and u jus hafta thank ur status for exemption of any blame.. u are no better den any of us youths.. no better.. u are petty deceitful unethical cruel impulsive and bias there we haf it.. and da worse thing is no matter wad proof anyone has pple will jus see "oh mentor! so he must be right".. yeh so im da one dats always wrong..
it doesnt matter if ur a mentor.. i hope u are proud of ur actions cos they will return to haunt you
jase [@] 11:27:00 PM
hmm well im jus blogging cos im bored..
haha
well went to uni earlier to do mi id card and concession stamps yeh den left.. hmm today was kinda hot =P
thanks chris for taking me and phoebs around =)
alrite i was quite happy after da phone call so yeh =)
i wun forget you k dun worry
jase [@] 8:04:00 PM
goodnight,you.*smiles* <33
jase [@] 2:15:00 AM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
ok things are better i guess..
its still realli realli cold tho
oh wells.. eh come online quick leh =P make me wait agn..
well went back to mi old church.. i dunno.. was ok i guess.. but i miss coming to church wif you.. sighh i miss waiting for you after too.. sighh..
i miss seein mi mei too.. bleargh
things are jus kinda weird and awkward still oh wells..
jase [@] 10:26:00 PM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
sighhh..
thanks for da sweet song and update ok
dun be silly ok..
u think i will forget u so easily.. i wun and i cant.. jus pray and see wad happens in da future ok.. put everythin to God ok.. jus hang in there ok i will be back in less den 10 months ok.. jus remember wad we talked about on vdae..
be patient i will be there soon..
u dunno how much i miss you too
im still wearing our ring..
it hurts to be so far away..
its probably going to hurt later on.. sighhh
i wish things din turn out dis way
jase [@] 9:26:00 AM
hey,you.you're probably flying over some ocean right now in your comfy SIA seat playing all the games on your inflight passenger entertainment thingamijig.and here i am,alone and going to sleep soon.*makes face*and yes,i do remember what we talked about and what you made me promise you but,don't you see.even if i try my very darnest to forget you and that you ever were mine,i don't think i could ever stop loving you and everything about you.i couldn't.i love you so so much,and it hurts that you have to go,that you aren't here with me,and will not be for the next ten months.very frankly?this sucks.i'm sorry for all the times i've bitched you off,for all the stupid and insensitive things i said;i take them all back.even the times when i got so mad i said i hated you..i never meant any of those things okay?i could never hate someone like you.someone whom i love so so much and only wish i could have more time with.i hope you're happy there,make my missing-you worth it okay?and..if you find someone else who meets your "dream girl" criteria,go ahead and get her.as long as you are happy,i'll be fine.study hard kay,take care of yourself. :)
I love You. <3 --Germ.
jase [@] 2:42:00 AM
Friday, February 18, 2005
u haf lost all respect for you.. so there
i will let da other adults settle dis among themselves
u made da decision independently.. no discussion was made.. only YOU are in da wrong.. YOU apologize.. admit ur mmistake and maybe things will be ok after dat..
BUT i will never respect you as a mentor ever again..
jase [@] 4:24:00 PM
ive got all da info i need
ok jus to straighten out something.. its not about me wanting u to come to see me off.. its about making da decision yourself and if u do dat den im alright about it..
and wad i am pissed is not at u guys but at onli ONE person
how could u sms EVERYONE.. i was going to let it go if it was onli to bench.. but NO.. u sent it PLH-wide.. and now i haf a problem and da problem is you.. u taught me to settle things wif da person involved.. but no.. u decided to exclude me in it all and involve everyone? are u getting back at me? u think im leaving i cannot pursue it.. well i am going to and by golly m tryin mi very best to
jase [@] 1:46:00 AM
Thursday, February 17, 2005
wow ive never updated so many times in a day
ok da cradle has been rocked marginally.. now we will jus see wad drops out tmr if anything at all..
im jus sorely disappointed
jase [@] 8:41:00 PM
im leaving it for mi mum to settle for now..
its jus so unethical.. call urself a mentor
im just biding mi time.. if mi mum doesnt bite someones head off first i shall have da honours
u haf hurt me in a way such dat i haf realli no choice..
jase [@] 3:02:00 PM
till i find out more info..
be warned
there's going to be hell to pay..
jase [@] 4:40:00 AM
ok i shall update =) haah after finally so long =P
well today was realli good =)
went to kuishin bo! wif sam bro shelby mark bench and zhiwei =))) finally.. whatr a stupid jingle they haf tho =P ahah but da buffet was realli reali good and worth it too =)) haah i ate so much dat im still full eventho i had no dinner =P ahha =) yeah i had heaps of unagi beef teppanyaki salmon sashimi beef carppaccio and heaps more dat i forgot da names =) ahah da paper steamboats haha =) yeh den had dessert too =) i liked da green tea haha
yeh den played SO much arcade too =PP its crazy i tell you.. never played so much in mi life =P
im quite happy today =P but like could haf done w/o da church part =P its so stupid its liek obviously so "stalemate" but like no u hafta like push it and say its wrong.. and den next u jus "its an exception"? now wads up wif dat =P.. make ur mind and be prepared to stick wif it all da way..
well.. SIGH
thanks all for coming today for lunch and etc =) reaali had fun it was a blast
bloody Arsenal should get points docked for fielding an all foreigner team in da ENGLISH premier league.. like no englishmen even on da bench.. f***ed up arsenal..
mi BBM =) haah always there =)) haah
jase [@] 2:18:00 AM
Monday, February 14, 2005
it has been a really nice and sweet day =)
hope u listened and really think about stuff ok
sighh
why d things hafta turn out dis way
jase [@] 11:57:00 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2005
sighhh
ok flight details.. all i know is im flying on SQ!! hooray!
dats all =P around 8ish =PP i dunno..
SIGH
thank you thers for your time today =) realli appreciate it ok.. luv ya best pal!
jase [@] 10:33:00 PM
sighhh
ok flight details.. all i know is im flying on SQ!! hooray!
dats all =P around 8ish =PP i dunno..
SIGH
thank you thers for your time today =) realli appreciate it ok.. luv ya best pal!
jase [@] 10:33:00 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
i bought da new BoA
cd+dvd =)
im so happy =)
BoA so rocks =)
hmm i realli wld like ot meet her and converse wif her =) wonder how she deals wif all da media attention =) and she is SO young =) sighhh
-gushes-
haha
jase [@] 7:23:00 PM
its been a dreary day dat got bad to worse...
i dun owe u 2 anythin anymore.. dats dat... why do u bof always do things like dat.. i prefer ur company as a singular and not da pair =P
sigh
the bloody thing is broken!
better be letting me change it =P
jase [@] 3:24:00 AM
Thursday, February 10, 2005
hmmm i jus smsed you to ask you out =P sighhh wondering if u wld spare da time =P oh wells..
ok CNY is realli overrated..
today was ok i guess.. da money count went aboce expectations so dats a plus.. =) i played abit of puzzlebobble and we played AoE at cousins house so dats a plus too.. den there was THE prawn =P had swellings etc da works so dats a minus.. swensens was a plus too.. and yeh da mahjong was another plus.. hmmm so overall more plusses den minuses..
tmr will be slacking at home so yhe.. maybe going out for dinner at nite
hmm hope saturday will be fun.. sighhh i recall tellin u to keep da sat mornings free to play badminton wif me.. u forgot loh =P rah
i gues its all about time to forget yeh
hm i like laoing da damn yu sheng and saying "go man u!" hohoho
jase [@] 4:21:00 AM
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
ok i shall update a short entry..
CNY is overrated i say =)
we realli stuffed up today din we =P
ohoh! i bought my nokia cable =) hehe yay! no more mmsing needed ahah jus take direct off da net =)))
well chelsea drew and thus dropped points =) and also they may haf oints docked too =) goodgoodgood =) hehe
u know i realli meant it wun i said u were dao =P but like yeh.. maybe its just too late? well im glad u finally FINALLY found tme for me =P
jus da mere sound puts me off.. like u SO wanna be heard is it? nvm i wun hafta put up wif it any much longer.. al da good stuff im going to leave behind.. sighh.. i guess im realli happy dat i can go far far away from you.. attention seeking parasite..
jase [@] 1:13:00 AM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
heyhey liek i said b4 k.. thanks a million.. =))) it was good =) very good.. but i think da timing could haf been better haha.. its still abit early isnt it =) sighhh
well.. you realli rock mei =) love you to bits k
germ u are da best ive ever had.. we must realli pray heaps in da coming months k dear
and yeh bench mandy lyd mark andre julia julian david gabriel shelby kara thank you all
sighh onto da not so good things now.. sundays haf jus been realli crappy and all nowadays... had to force miself to go today =P sighh
oh HA i got da phone earlier den you xm!!!!
jase [@] 11:14:00 PM
Thanks for today ok =) realli appreciate it =)
jase [@] 4:25:00 AM
Friday, February 04, 2005
hmm some pple are just so desperate for attention
mi last few days in camp liao.. im finally done.. whew finally all done once and for all =P going to miss u all tho =P thank you janice for evrything ok =) and yeh.. uve all been cool.. cept for "you".. u are the onli blemish in mi entire pubs life =) as for u.. "the other" branch =P uve showed me wad leadership is NOT.. thanks alot.. now i know wad Not to do when it comes to leading =) sheesh
hmm dis weekend looks set to be quite good actuali =) hehe yeh hopefully it ends w/o having to see or hear you.. jus seeing u dat time makes me feel.. wads da word... disgusted.. yeh got it
looking back on one of mi past posts.. ive proven miself correct once agn.. jus realli "entertaining" how things haf turned out for da worse all becos of one factor.. haha stupid yet entertaining.. =)
hmmm WWE is as funny as i recall haha =) HBK is back =)))))) the undertaker still rocks! hehe
u know u were a fren i realli thot highly of.. and like i made da most effort got ur prez den i did anyone else.. yes da assortment of stuff which i never haf seen u use since i gave them away.. do u even rem its from me? u din make even half fa effort on mi own day.. sighh forget it la im not going to make effort anymore..goodbye in advance den
i said it once and i will say it agn.. i really despise pple who rely on certain "strings" to go places instd of using their own merits.. and den is proud of wad they haf done.. pathetic isnt it..
ok end here..
jase [@] 12:51:00 AM
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
COME ON!!!!!!
Arsenal 2 - 4 Manchester United
Ryan Giggs, Cristiano Ronaldo2, John O'Shea
GLory glory Man United!!!
absolutely BREATHTAKING! incredible game.. glorious performance for man united! even with ten men man u still is a match for arsenal.. haha ive never seen man u play so well dis year till dis very match.. =) from 2-1 down to 2-4! man u win in grandeur style =) haha won at highbury too! =) haha we complete da league double over arsenal! haha woo hoo
yes! we go 2nd =)
AWESOME awesome awesome!
3 cheers for united!
The flight of the crying frenchman - DOWN and OUT
jase [@] 8:53:00 AM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
ok hmm
im in mi "mood" now.. haha liek im was on mc for 2 days den tmr taking leave.. =P (thank you janice and others) and den its like work thurs fri den next week i on leave mon tues den CNY den fru leave den monday last tday liao =)) wows! very quick man.. sighhh.. but also kinda too quick =P sighhh
well...
but da problem is im getting real bored at home =P haha =P
ok end here.. nothing happened today of note =P
jase [@] 11:56:00 PM
