Thursday, March 31, 2005
alritey i will blog cos im actually happy and feeling pretty "up" now.. its a far cry from wad i was feeling yest so yeh
went to uni abit too early for mi liking esp since its midsemester break =P went to do abit of "extra" research for mi stupid crappy essay at da library =P yeh in da end i think i wasted 2hrs plus there cos i realli couldnt find anything of use there =P everythin so cheem and i dunno wether its needed for da essay =P haha man u had 3 books and i think u achieved more den i did =P rawr... den after dat had bball "training" haha u still lazy to run =P stupid kid =)))) went to chaddys after dat for jap lunch which onli cost us 6dollars each =) and bought mi zoid toy which im making now =P taking a break now.. making dat thing is actualli quite tiring =|
mi arm still aches.. along wif mi back =P
hope u liked ur ballon phoebs =) hehe
im glad u understand k germ =) i realli cant wait to see at da end of da year =)
im waiting for Medical Investigation to start at 930 =)
oof =)
jase [@] 8:38:00 PM
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
rawr im typing dis for da 2nd time cos of some stupid internal server error =P haha oh wells
today was a pretty good day =) had da peeps over for lan and ps party =) hehe funfunfun! jv wilfred dan and bryan played most of da lan while me chris phoebs played ps =) joel dank and sharon joined us for abit =) yeh oh i finally found a worthy puzzlebobble challenger =) haha sorry zara but puzzle bobble queen is not you anymore =) haha phoebs can actualli beat me regularly =) haha well done man =) yeh den played some bball in da evening =) haha u are learning realli fast =) im very happy wif ya =)
u know u became mi "sportgirl".. mi confidante.. everythin i wished for in melb =) thanks =)
rah hope dat i can update dis =P
jase [@] 10:40:00 PM
Monday, March 28, 2005
i'm sorry if i said anything i shouldn't have in the other email.i love you heaps.i don't know if you still love me that way,or you just like me as a friend,but i still love you.i don't think i could stop loving you.or it's gonna take a really long time,anyway.anyway,during tuition i realised that since we're probably not going to be living in the same country as each other anymore,therefore we can't get back together,therefore we can't get married.and i will be heartbroken for the rest of my life.yessiree.see you in a bit.--Germ
jase [@] 10:45:00 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2005
today was realli nice =) thank you ok.. ive never felt dis comfortable wif anyone since i returned here.. thanks for da past few days actualli too =) since fri ive never been happier =) actually its since thurs nite =) yeh im realli grateful for you..
hope im not being overbearing..
*wonders
letting it flow to see where it goes..
jase [@] 9:39:00 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Delirious from all dat planetshakin!!! heyhey guys =)
haha i jus got back from da most rocking easter service ever =) haha went to hamer hall down in city wif good ol phoebs =) yeh had heaps of fun and yeh =) thanks heaps phoebs for coming wif me and for being who you are =)
yeh cool last day of uni liao =) midsemester break!!! haha
hooray and woo hoos!
jase [@] 11:47:00 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
woohoo i got mi Ls =) suppose to get in da morning but da stupid system down so couldnt do it.. den like waited till afternoon to do den yeh got it on mi 1st try =) hehe
well today was a good day =) had oysters for dinner =)
tmr last day of da mid semester =) den hols =)) haha
jase [@] 8:54:00 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
hmm well havent been blogging for awhile but yeh i finally haf something to blog about now =) haha
well i realli will haf heaps to "settle" by dec when i get back.. screw being gracious.. screw being polite and screw "cos its church".. im going back wif a score to settle.. wether verbal or physically it will all depend on how mi baby is doing.. if she is by my standards not alrite den.. well there def will be a price to pay.. i hate all da insincerity and self-righteous crap there.. its even more apparent when im gone..
oh wells =)
hmmm dis week will be so slack i reckon =) haha
ok end here
jase [@] 9:50:00 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
well im back from camp =P
da camp was not very good... wad a waste fo a perfectly good weekend.. somemore dis weekend got so much stuff happening loh =P darn.. oh wells.. i did meet new pple and stuff so i guess maybe it did do some good in da end so yeh =P
well i one week b4 hols =)
reunification =)
well hm... i dunno for your sake jus go elsewhere ok =P reali sigh
im waiting for ya letter man
jase [@] 10:28:00 PM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
hmm its not fair dat u can make me change mi mind wif jus dat stupid smile of yours.. rah =P
today was ok i guess..
going on some stupid transition camp tmr.. bleargh not looking forward to it at all =P i hope its not as boring and stupid as wad pple haf been saying it will be =P
after next week its going to be so much fun =) midsemester hols are coming =) and i haf so much lined up for me =) hee hee finally i guess things are actualli looking up =P like i actualli haf somethin to look forward to now =)
hehe okok i shall end here =) see you on sunday =)
jase [@] 10:37:00 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005
im pretty happy now =)
its been a very good pleasant day =)
mi pool is so inconsistent =P was so crap in da morning.. den in da afternoon i owned in da 1st 2 games den da next 2 i died agn =P haha
yeh i love jus being wif you =) its always fun and stuff =) yeh thank you!
well dad watching tv so cant play ps =P haha
283 days.. =P
jase [@] 8:01:00 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
today was pretty ok i guess..
mmf... -no comment-
angel? or not..
uni tmr =P
jase [@] 7:29:00 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
ok hmm shall blog abit today =)
haha im actualli regularly updating dis =) to mi pleasure and satisfaction =) i dont believe ive kept this blog for so long liao =P hmm its been i think 2yrs =) haah cool cool cool =) ive not even liked BoA dat long =) ahhaha
had a realli fun pract today =) haha i realli enjoyed miself =) haha abit blur at da start but cool! haha yeh today we attempted to classify unknown germs =P yup some grams test =) overall in all quite cool =) haha
okok i'll end here ahah =)
jase [@] 8:13:00 PM
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
hmmm rah ive got nothing to update..
it rained today =P veryyy cold =P
well its good to be home early to play games =) hehe
oh ned to remember to bring mi stupid bio wksheet to hand in tmr =P
okok rawr.. where are "you"... SIGH
...u are still a stuckup elitist pig you know dat...
im glad im away from you and ur kind.. i wonder if u wld haf made it if u din "cheat" at da 1st hurdle..
jase [@] 4:58:00 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
ok i shall blog a happy update even tho there's nothing much to be happy about =P haha..
well.. im happy dat im home now.. haha its freezing today .. or im freezing today =P haah
i dunno.. i realli wanna see BoA live in concert =P
darn.. hope i dun miss it =P
jase [@] 12:59:00 PM
Friday, March 04, 2005
today was bad.. realli bad..
ive never felt so lost.. so alone.. so little.. not even in da hustle bustle of uni haf i felt liek dis.. i dunno.. should i even tell phoebe? sighh she wanted me to call and tell her wad i thot about tonite.. but i jus cant.. oh wells.. i'll jus say i fell asleep =P sighhh
sighhh i jus wanna quit and not try anymore..
dis sux.. realli
jase [@] 11:22:00 PM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
well today is a better day =)
thanks bryan =) tho u may not know it but u cheered me up heaps today =) and u too chris and phoebs =) i hope our little "coaching" sessions do pay off in da end and like by dec you can play one-on-one wif me =) ahah step by step ok!
yeh things are ok =) thanks germ for laast nite.. however dubious dat may sound.. ahah
jase [@] 5:42:00 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
sighhh.. ok i met ONE new person today..in for real.. but like i dunno. i guess being an international student and staying in da halls is goood cos den u can meet pple co su jus have to and so form ur own clique.. well good for her den.. sighh i start all by myself and its tough..
sighh u not even trying and u gettin da breaks =P sighh its jus not fair.. oh wells
jase [@] 8:38:00 PM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
da story of mi life.. i try so hard and guess wad.. something stuffs up.. firstly now i know why nobody wants to play forward for tryouts.. its a lonely life and its hard to "impress" if u dun score goals.. so yeh.. dats one thing.. den 2nd.. someidiot screwed mi knee.. bloody hell.. sighh oh wells maybe sport is jus not meant to be for me.. sighh jus liek everything else..
uni sucked today.. damn boring.. damn hot.. sighh
still no one
jus feel so empty these past few days..
jase [@] 8:50:00 PM
