Monday, May 30, 2005
ok i haf something to say now
NOBODY GO TO BALI, INDONESIA OR WHATEVERDont waste ur precious tourist money to go to such a shithole.
serously?! 20yrs?! da damn bali bomber mastermind onli got 30months and may be out in less becos of "good behavior".. bloody hell he wasnt even repentant.. hell if i rape 20 girls i get i think probably da same sentence. fair meh? u think by making an example of someone u can mend da "dirt" in ur country.. come on u know it we know it, pple go to bali not for jus drugs.. child sex, prositution etc.. pls having sex wif a 6yr old girl for money is far worse den traffiking drugs dont u think? let indonesia be their own country.. cut them off for all i care.. or better we lie in wait for the next indonesian to commit a crime and den we throw teh kitchen sink at him.
let them haf their money we have already given to them.. jus no more.. enuf of dis crap. i reckon wad "aid" we gif onli goes to one place? "aiding" corrupt politicians and judges in filling their pockets.
hm da french are another problem.. da booing of nadal was absolutely appalling.. sheesh it's one thing to boo a collective team but not a individual. french pple are girls.. look at veira and pires.. proud little crying girls.. epitomises french spirit doesnt it..
jase [@] 6:27:00 PM
ok im blogging in uni now =) haha so dat when i get home i dont need to blog and can do some work =P sian leh.. haf so much to do but liek im doing it too slowly and no motivation =P sux..
well today is a realli cold day =P
Nutrition suxSYG in 2 weeks and i jarred mi knee.. hope it's not serious.. well im up andmoving but abit sore so should be ok =)
hmm ive got ~$80 dollar credit in mi uni internet usage thingy and i onli used like 25cents =P and ive recently upped mi uni usage of the internet =P rah hopefully blogging in uni can "use up" mi credit =) haha
good luck germ, claire mei, amanda, juuu etc in ur chinese O levels ok =)) will be praying for you..
jase [@] 8:44:00 AM
Saturday, May 28, 2005
ok.. slowly but surely.. im beginning to realli not like going to FOCUS.
funny how God has given dat one person but He then takes her away from me and probably never going to give it back.. it's so stupid.. da onli person that made me feel complete.. oh wells...
anyways.. all assignments done.. now wads left is revision.. hmm im going at quite an ok speed but like there's still so much to do loh =P esp for stupid nutrition.. i realli hate dis subject =P
okok end here
jase [@] 1:32:00 PM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
hey fellas..
its realli cold today =P
haha i dunno why im updating cos i haf nothing to update about =P
hm That 70s Show is good for da laughs but it makes me miss things =P oh wells
i want a PS3 haha =)
jase [@] 8:00:00 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
went to watch star wars 3 earlier today =)
well how many pple mi age can actually say dat i went for a movie wif mi dad.. haah well it's good stuff anyway.. it's good to spend some time wif me dad so yeh =)
well star wars was kinda ok =P not too fantastic tho.. well i can relate 2 anakin tho.. haha =P poor dude.. and poor girl too..
well hmmi did no work tonite and i think i will sleep early too =P haha nvm i shall take today as mi rest day haha =) ive been having too many rest days =P ahah
i think i will get scolded for dis but one of da fridays i dun think i will go anywhere.. jus stay home to study.. unprecedented i know.. ive never done it b4 so why not try it out ahah =) it seems alot of pple do it for yr12 so yeh... why da hell not?
even sport now does nothing to help me feel better.. sigh..
i am too reliant.. sigh i want dat something i dun haf and i guess im going to be miserable till i get it.. well.. i realli haf given up haf i.. you may pray or wadever.. i realli dun believe in dat anymore.. i still hate you for destroying wad u wld call a "faith".. your entire ilymaf.. well i dun see da point in going on fri or sun anymore.. i want a "reh".. oh wells..
jase [@] 10:13:00 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
im not someone who believes in fate/destiny and all that crap.. but hell.. it has not been mi year and looking by the signs, things will not get better for me.. at least till maybe august.. sigh...
the best team lostim not being mourinish but yeh..
oh wells.. dat probably equates mi life anyway
on a slightly happier note.. mi hawks trounced fremantle..
jase [@] 9:14:00 AM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
i've got a date with the FA Cup Finalwell anyways.. man u must win.. this is the match of our season... play well and do us proud fellas =)
well ok back to revision =P
sigh i guess it was all a mistake.. but it was nice while it lasted..
jase [@] 3:22:00 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
mmmf im actually going to turn 21 dis year.. hmm ive got a few wishes for my birthday.. haha anyone can make them come thru?
1 - I wanna meet HBK! Shawn Michaels
2 - I wanna meet BoA!
3 - A date at OLD Trafford! & actually meet the team.. ( haha im not greedy =) keane, van nistelrooy, giggs and ronaldo will do =) )
4 - John Cena wouldnt be a bad 4th choice either...
haha =) i bet noone will even come close to dis so yeh.. i can keep on dreaming haha =P
sigh i dunno why im actually thinking this loh.. sux.. im still like ages away from mi "21st" i mean is it such a big thing? ... i dunno like seriously.. sighh maybe im jealous dat pple haf their entire whole immediate family to celebrate it wif.. maybe im jealous dat pple haf so many frenz to celebrate it wif... maybe im jealous dat im jus not mature like others.. maybe maybe maybe.. oh wells..
u know wad mi perfect bday wld be... waking up to breakfast made by dad.. going to the beach with a "special" one.. coming home to victories by my hawks and red devils.. and jus spending time wif mi "special" on mi lawn looking at stars and fallin asleep there and den and den waking up next to her and saying "ily".. sighhh.. yeh right.. who am i kidding =D.. it will never happen =P
onto reality =P still no motivation to study =P well at least ive done all mi assignments so yeh
jase [@] 8:54:00 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
okok hmm im so tired =P fell asleep in both lectures and felt like dying in da tute =PP
well it's sad to see southampton go down =P ohw ells hope they get promted next season and hopefully now man u can get antti neimi from them..
bleh.. it's still cold around here...
eh shelby u coming over to melb or not =P
jase [@] 4:32:00 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
ok hmm
oh i found da most sweetest and lovey-dovey video on kazaa.. downloading it by mistake tho =P thot it was a BoA vid but it's not.. but oh man.. it was heartwrenching =P
anyways today was ok i guess.. played touch rugby today wif da guys =) was good to actually knwo wad in da world i am doing loh =) had some pros over to train us =) ahah now there's no excuse dat we cant win SYG! haha
well another weekend gone.. bah
well =P
jase [@] 7:05:00 PM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
my hawks are awesome!!Sun's go 2-1 up in NBA conference finals seriesyay 2nd win of da season and plenty more to come i reckon =) if we keep playing well i think we may even sneak into da finals haha =) but even if we dun it has been a good first quarter of da season =)
ok im done wif most of mi assignments now =) feelg good =)
but yeh one stupid SDL left dat is bugging me..
hmm yeh it's been quite a good day i reckon..
jase [@] 7:41:00 PM
ok shall update abit..
im so happy its da weekend finally =P i mean i still gopt thing so to do but yeh jus happy dat it is da weekend =P whewww....
ok its late anyways =P i go sleep now
jase [@] 12:01:00 AM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
ok i shall update a lil bit today =P
bah i got so much to catch up on =P on like got a new essay to do as well as some fact sheet crap =P well im done for da essay today so maybe catchup on some resat and some of da lecture notes =P yeh
well i think i may haf found mi little niche to cower in uni now.. prob a good thing =)
well sigh mi back hurts like hell now =p i think i either sprained it or overexerted =P not sure =P
ok i will stop here =)
jase [@] 9:03:00 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
okok i shall be good and do some updating b4 i go do some study =P
man i am so in need of catching up =P sigh dat one week was actually kinda disastrous =P now i haf heaps to catch up on =P
sigh wrong time wrong place =P
well sigh one sadness and another one to go =P bah it jus never ends doesnt it =P
jase [@] 8:39:00 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
ok im back..
bah..
nothing to updaet about loh.. i dunno.. sigh.. all the feeling are back agn =P damn...
im still hungry..
jase [@] 10:13:00 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
there are alot..
ALOT of blind pple out there...
wads worse is a blind person tryin to start something..
all dat ive supposedly done there are some i am sorry about but there are some which i will stick to it cos i was glad i did it. wad i said about in mi blog awhile ago i do not regret. wad happened when i left and wad i said i do not regret.
im going to try mi luck at medievel arts hahathe time has passed.
i haf gained the knowledge i seeketh for 2yrs.
Ive seen the truth, the darkness,
and i haf fought it and haf come out victorious..
weakened but victorious.. down but not out.. never out.
i wil never walk alone,
i never did and bless those who haf fought wif me and for me. u wun be forgotten. bless thee in ur endeavours to make your land a better place.
mi job is done.
the veil has been lifted.
now onward young soldiers, work awaits.
it's in ur hands young ones.
the future is yours.
and to you thine enemy,
i stand and behold ur utterings and ravings,
morals u tell me, i tell u i dont want ur morals,
i watch you b4 mi eyes and turn away,
away from wad sickens me and heads to a better land,
dun worry the feelin is mutual.. far more den mutual..
the fire burns within me more den u can ever comprehend,
u do anything to hinder those whom haf fought wif me i can guarantee u that i will be back to finish wad i started.
to cleanse and relinquish..
SHINE FORTHi look to the heavens,
"so this is where u want me to be"
i step onto the grassy knolls breathing in the sweet aroma of unpolluted air.
i look yonder at da horizon,
as the sunsets in the distance everything is suddenly clear.
the reacquantiances, the new frenz..
it is all clear.
no more fighting,
jus refreshing and recharging.
i reach out and you reached back.
a new life beckons.
jase [@] 6:30:00 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
ok i shall update cos i havent done so in ages =P haha
oh yeh thanks janette =) u made me feel heaps better after last nite =) haha kinder bueno egg to you!! haha
hmmmmi shall look for ur stuff jen but yeh ahha =) no promises haha =) u better buy stuff for me in m,sia man haha =)
well u are so silly mei =) was nice talkin to you agn =) ur still so cute and ditzy ahah
ok i dunno wad im doing today but yeh =)
jase [@] 10:28:00 AM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
ok i shall update..
decline..
see you all soon
jase [@] 2:12:00 PM
