Wednesday, November 30, 2005
in old singapore =P
hate da mozzys =P
well things haf een good =)
spent time wif mi lil mei =) god fun =) havent spent time wif u in ages and it was good =) and it will be fun having u in elb too =)
going to play bball later.. im so fattt =P
jase [@] 1:35:00 PM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
important announcement
my 21st will be on the 9th.. sorry for all da confusion yeh
jase [@] 7:31:00 PM
hehe =)
i can say im truly happy now =) woooooooooo. =)
jase [@] 12:05:00 PM
Friday, November 25, 2005
had a gd day yest =)
thanks all u guys for coming k =) realli nice to see everyone and stuff and haf fun and chill =) yay! thanks for da footy, shirt and BoA? card =) haha
well im totally buggered now =P
jase [@] 2:11:00 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
okok finally da confirmed details are out.. so check ur emails =D
jase [@] 10:47:00 PM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
well again im startin to be envious =P
the 4 Ds..
Dodgy
Desperate
Depressed
Deprived
=D
haah
jase [@] 8:10:00 PM
Monday, November 21, 2005
jus somehow came across someones blog which had a letter on it.. and i know im probably stickin mi finger in where it doesnt belong but oh wells wad they heck yeh =)
i wont put da blog address on mi blgo cos i think its pretty much stupid, demeaning and i'll be da same as da asshole who did.. gssq u can go eat shit and die whoever u are..
seriously.. to dis woman who wrote da letter.. excuse me but there's no other way to say it.. "ur pretty fucked up".. i mean seriously jus leave her alone la.. and 2 u who put it up on ur blog ur following da lady's example so yeh..
and to all who judged her.. who gives u da damn right? ur not God? ur all as screwed up as u say she is.. ur no different from her.. eventho i wasnt close to her i would fight 4 her right to be human.. she's still my fren and nothing changes dat..
LEAVE HER ALONEthank you for common sense 
*ps
mei i hope things arent as bad as the useless shit media puts it.. i hope u and ur family are handling all this well.. anythin u need im here ok.. im very worried about u now.. u havent been replying my smses and bench say u never answer his calls or smses either.. wads happened to you?
jase [@] 11:38:00 PM
do u still remember those jap words on da last card i sent u..
they are still true even 6 months later
jase [@] 11:22:00 PM
ahhhh eh all those who haf gotten invites dun rsvp yet..
probably and tentative changes are being sorted outsorry sorry need to amend ok.. so yeh wait for da next email to come out or if u da type who sure can wan jus wait for da handouts la =) haha if i bother to make them ahah
jase [@] 8:33:00 AM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
ive sent out da invites..
PLEASE RSVP ASAP OK makes life easier for da organizers
jase [@] 7:35:00 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
and the julie award goes to...... *drumrollllllll
haha =) i havent laughed so much in my entire yr in one nite =) thank u julie =) ur cool no matter how uncool i tell u dat u are =) ahahah
sigh
kk
bof getherings are set =) whew finally.. ahha
jase [@] 10:42:00 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
man i am SO fat =P
ok small gathering it is den..
oh finally kbox replied mi emails.. i was actually kinda set on cuz's house but yeh we'll see where the email convo goes and how much i actually hafta pay..
jase [@] 7:43:00 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Australia 1 - 1 Uruguay,win on penaltiesDivine right mi ass.. uruguay u can go home in shame..
We are in the WORLD CUP! hooray!!
jase [@] 11:17:00 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
This post will be a tribute to Eddie Guerrero WWE SUPERSTAR
Thanks for all the performances and we will be praying for you and your family.. ive followed u since WCW days till now.. its been prob 6+ yrs.. thanks for being cool and one of da best wrestlers there ever is in mi opinion..
God bless
jase [@] 10:34:00 PM
dat was an awfully depressing post =P haha sigh...
FM06 does make someone feel better ahah
i need drugs.. bad..
haha
jase [@] 9:47:00 PM
why am i caring when u dont anymore.. it prob means nothing to you anymore.. why am i still holding onto the "strands" of hope that arent even there.. u promised so many things and u failed to deliver on every one of them and here i am still thinkin i shld fulfil mi side of the promises.. u onli care wether i got over you ot not and u want onli 1 answer.. u expect onli 1 answer.. if i dont answer your way there jus isnt any other way right? it's ur way or i can jus go to hell and die isnt it..
i ask myself everynite.. "why u cause me so much pain?"
i ask myself everynite.. "will u accept me again?"
even tho i know da answer i still pray.. i still hope.. i still yearn 4 "magic".. a miracle..
and i thot i was "genuinely happy".. i guess it was all jus a facade dat i put up to try and prepare me for mi trip back.. too bad it broke too soon..
i only want 1 bdae prez.. onli one.. i onli ask for dat.. stuff mi ps3.. screw a new tv.. i dont want new clothes, i dont want BoA, i dont want toys, i dont want anime.. take away mi computer if u so desire.. jus give me dat 1 thing i miss so much...
jase [@] 3:53:00 PM
Monday, November 14, 2005
good fun good fun...
hmm did i say somewhere b4 dat i am genuinely happy.. i mean things cld be better but wad da hey right?
2hrs of intencity + bowling + 1 kriskringle + 1 bdae prez = $50.. haha not bad right? i didn spend dat much today ahah
bragghhhheeeee =P ahah random word =P
i haf a headache trying to organize stuff..
should i haf one here or not =P sighhh
jase [@] 10:54:00 PM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
happy birthday ange and deb =)
and here is one of da bdae girls =)
hope da pic aint too sucky =P
had prob 1 of da most funnest days ive ever had even tho im like so dead right now =) ange! ur realli cool & funky!! =)
so stuffedd.....
mi eyes feel like marbles =P
blast from the past clapbangkissdoes it matter debating wether or not she had "special arrangements"? it doesnt matter to me and im realli happy dat she's gone and done something dat is noteworthy and she deserves all da fame and wadever cos she make da effort and is rewarded by it.. it reali is sad dat all u jealous buggers are trying to pull her down.. gambate girl
jase [@] 11:54:00 PM
=P 2 parties in a day =P unprecedented and tiring =P kk catchas around =)
jase [@] 8:26:00 PM
Friday, November 11, 2005
sigh..
i jus hate things dis way... if i hate it now i dont wanna know how i'll feel later on.. and im jus about to change mi mind on going tonite.. there is absolutely NO reason wad so ever to even go.. den there's tmr too.. sigh should i even bother going for either one? or dun go at all or jus go 4 one? den go which one? sheesh.. maybe i jus so happened to be on da mailing list dats all.. otherwise i dont think i wld haf even been invited..
and i thot it was going to be a new beginning.. a yr into dis new beginning and i dont see anything new about it.. same ol shit different time
jase [@] 11:49:00 AM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
MY TIME IS NOW!!!!!!!!!whooooooooooooooooooooooooo...
FIIIINNNNAAAALLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYY ... ive come back to sanity =) haha
well welcome to my world chubs and lily ahah =) FoB (Full of BoA) haha
jase [@] 7:03:00 PM
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Manchester United 1 - 0 Chelseahope dat result is not onli da turning point for man u but also for me.. so for since dat morning i woke up at 3am to see da spectacle of man u beating chelsea.. im actually aloy happier den usual ahah
watched 40yr old virgin today.. boy it was soooo drrraggggyyy.. =P
oh wells
haha one more tmr.. mi time is near..
whoooooooooooooooooooooooo.................
jase [@] 9:25:00 PM
Monday, November 07, 2005
one more..
my time is coming..
u cant see me...
jase [@] 5:37:00 PM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
tmr and weds... den its all done..
jase [@] 7:12:00 PM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
OOOOHHHH YEAAAHHHH !!!
Ive got a Gold chocobo and tifa's & Clouds final limit breaks =) haha plus all da other materia =) KOTR up urs man =)
well 2 more... 2 more..
i see u on msn and im filled wif sadness and i dun even hafta talk to u.. "sadness" is a mild term to describe the cauldron of feelings dat stir on my heart.. and is probably a "nice" term too.. wonder wad sort of reaction will happen when i actually see u.. hell and brimstone? ahah
fan the fires...
jase [@] 9:24:00 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005
well... its been da most lowmotivation 5 days ive ever had in mi whole life.. i guess it realli is all starting to fall apart right now.. i got to last a few more days so dat when i do fall apart its after da stupid exams..
sighhh
i wanna celebrate mi 21st but after i think about it more.. i kinda dont want to anymore.. for all those who haf so many frenz yeh fine.. sighh is it worth da effort?
jus want dis entire bloody yr to end..
jase [@] 6:23:00 PM
