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Monday, January 30, 2006

i realli want to start anew and move on...

sigh someone help me
jase [@] 3:19:00 PM

festivities? wad does it all mean to me?

i wild trade all mi ang baos jus to haf u back.. ALL of them.. even last yrs..

miss smsin u while playing mahjong jus liek last yr..
jase [@] 1:58:00 AM

Sunday, January 29, 2006

well its officially Chinese New year day now.. so wads changed? nothing apparently..

im jus hoping and praying dat you'll take me back even right at da last minute like at da airport b4 i leave.. even if its dat late i still will be happy.. in fact i wld be da happiest guy in da world..

one thing is for sure is dat i promise dat i will love u for da rest of ur life if u take me back..
jase [@] 3:14:00 AM

Saturday, January 28, 2006

well.. i guess i shall jsu put dis up for pleasantries sake...

Happy Chinese New Year
may the year of the dog bring u whatever la

i dun see da point in faking smiles and happiness when deep down im realli broken..

sigh

stabs heart
jase [@] 5:59:00 PM

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Manchester United 2 - 1 Blackburn Rovers
Ruud van Nistelrooy 8min , Louis Saha 51min

well into the cup final =)

hmm darn im not at all black or even brown after yests 2hr pool and swim =P blehh unfair ahah

well off to queensway whee i hope to get a pair of cheap new red shoes for CNY XD haha
miss da times wif u roaming in queensway

it will never die..
jase [@] 3:04:00 PM

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

was lookin thru mi friendster account and mi friends list... i feel so "erased"..

it jus isnt fair.. it never was and it still isnt..

i truly miss u.. i dont miss having someone to love and hold.. i miss you and i miss havin YOU to love and hold and cherish da rest of mi life

is it all too late already?

i guess i shld haf done dis a long time ago and i shld haf done it often too..


i miss u..
jase [@] 11:57:00 PM

Monday, January 23, 2006

well i haf put up pics for claires bdae farewell bash =) haha a selected few will do =)

here's mi darlin mei plus manda =) da aussie crew minus rach XD haha



da plh gang!


stern "Comm" members


things are better dis way.. i dun care if pple say why im always hanging around wif kids cos i hang around them cos they love me and i love them =) i felt good dis weekend eventho everything else in mi life died.. hah did dat make sense? ahah

thank you rach for talkin and listenin and cheering me up today =D
jase [@] 6:04:00 PM

Manchester United 1 - 0 Liverpool
Rio Ferdinand 91st min

whew.. da goal made me cry..
jase [@] 5:56:00 AM

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Thank you all who were a part of our celebration yesterday =) thank you all for making claire smile and be happy like ive never seen her since i came back.. thank you all =) it was a great success cos an aim was set and it was achieved.

mei.. i want u to know dat kor will always be wif u no matter wad.. u mean da moon to me XD ahaha cos u know who da person dat means da world to me is =D haha sigh..

kbox isnt good for a broken heart =P haha sigh but overall it was a good day =) thank you zara for putting up wif mi crap haha =)

ive put a lot of thought and prayer into it..

you're the onli one for me and there's onli really 2 ways things will happen..

1 - God gives me someone else to mend mi heart and make me whole
2 - God changes your heart and you will make me whole again

perfect u are in my eyes and will always be.. God shall show me right or wrong i maybe.. God give me the love to make me complete.

i will live by these 2 paths and trust God to do what His will...

She's always on my mind,
From the time I wake up
'Till I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go

She's all I know

'Though she's so far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine

Why I live in despair
'Cause while awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all these time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so?

Heaven knows...

jase [@] 11:25:00 PM

Saturday, January 21, 2006

ok its finally here...

it will all be perfect.. ahha

mi eyes hurt.. mi back hurts..

ORD LOH!
jase [@] 3:44:00 AM

Thursday, January 19, 2006

haha here are da nps from yest =D haha




good fun i say =D

but why does every awesome day be paired wif a truly bad one =P

look its me in sch uniform =P blimey!

hmmm i need to finish 2 anime series, Scrapped Princess & Zoids, b4 i go back to aust =) and i shld try to complete dungeon siege2 also haha

why does da timing of things always suck.. i realli haf nothing to say about da "fiasco".. its troubling..

i realli miss u..
jase [@] 9:19:00 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

today was fun after all =) ahah went to SAJC XD wif my little stupid giggly mei ahah.. hmm man i fit into da uniform and da whole student thingy too well dat its scary ahah

den hung wif juuuu and luke in SA =) went to slack around ps ahha den bought durians home! haha

haha i realli do look 16 =P darnnnn

thanks juuu mei and luke =D u guys made my day =) cool cool
jase [@] 10:00:00 PM

today was quite fun la..

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
jase [@] 1:14:00 AM

Monday, January 16, 2006

thank you to juuu mi dear brudder..
thanks for da prayer hug and encouragement uve given me.. i realli dunno how i wld be able to get thru w/o u k..

well its been ok but i guess abit stress still ahah

yaye tmr seoul garden!
jase [@] 1:53:00 AM

Thursday, January 12, 2006

im riding on a week of disaster =P

man da worse things happen to me =P oh wells hope no issue arises from wad happened in camp today =P thanks jerry for standing up..

sighhh i miss her..

oh wells.. 4 of us in melb.. wonder wad awaits us there..
jase [@] 12:09:00 AM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

im feelin alot better now...

still feel abit lonely but i guess God will fill up dat loneliness and yearning for a coompanion partner soon so i guess i will jus live wif dis feelin for now la..

thanks for making it easier for me too.. thanks for talkin to me and smiling at me today and yest.. it realli helps me..
jase [@] 11:42:00 PM

oh dat wasnt a sarcastic thank you ok.. it was sincere ahha

well been prayin da whole day.. i guess God's answer comes tmr den.. we'll see wad happens..

getting over it all.. prays 4 a new beginning wif or without u..
jase [@] 1:22:00 AM

Saturday, January 07, 2006

ok..

i love u TOO much... maybe jus maybe when i learn to love God the most den u will come back to me.. so i will learn dat first..

thank rev ridge... its been so long since i had some cool adult to talk to and not feel intimidated and cry wif..

THANKS
jase [@] 4:02:00 AM

Friday, January 06, 2006

today was a bad day...

1 major stupid thing happen and dat ruined my entire nite...

sigh walked into 3rd floor.. everythin jus came flooding back.. and i jsu cried...

"do you reali love her or u jus want to be needed by someone...?"

I REALLY DO LOVE HER
jase [@] 2:21:00 AM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

bleargh.. sick..

sickness is a good thing to help forget other stuff..

cried myself to sleep.. and its all ur fault mei =P blehh..

how do you lie to yourself?
jase [@] 10:57:00 PM

Monday, January 02, 2006

faint glimmer of hope

i shall hold on to it till sunday

to all da newJ1s! have fun in a new school!
da rest who are schooling.. have a gd day in sch too ok =)

haha
jase [@] 11:04:00 PM

have fun in US mei =)

bleargh

Thank You God for...

my 2 daughters for cheering me up and being there 4 me
mi mei 4 beign da sweetest thing alive
frenz in juuuu bench lyd kara for talkin to me and lending a ear
julian for opening up to me.. finally ahah and cheerin me up
germ.. a new start as frenz

im glad...

one more thing b4 i can finally move on..
jase [@] 2:29:00 AM

Sunday, January 01, 2006

ive done mi best.. ive said all i could say..

i still feel down and sad but something has been lifted from inside of me.. at least she talked to me yest after everything..

i wonder wad da reply to the box wld be.. will it be a surprise? im still hoping on dat faintest hope but i think i know wad da answer is.. sigh

i will win u back.. someday
jase [@] 1:32:00 PM

ive done mi best.. ive said all i could say..

i still feel down and sad but something has been lifted from inside of me.. at least she talked to me yest after everything..

i wonder wad da reply to the box wld be.. will it be a surprise? im still hoping on dat faintest hope but i think i know wad da answer is.. sigh

i will win u back.. someday
jase [@] 1:32:00 PM