Friday, March 31, 2006
i haf an absolutely awesome time last nite =) today was nice too..
haha i actually wore a suit and tie =D haha and i had da most fantastic looking girl to accompany me =) haha eventho i was itchy adn uncomfortable da entire nite, i was realli realli happy dat nite =) and da smile on your face made things even better =) thank you sunshine =)
find your guiding inspiration in a place where dreams are made..ive found mi guiding light and i hope mi dreams will come true..
well i am comtemplating putting up one picture from da ball =) haha i need to find a realli nice one =) ahah
jase [@] 7:53:00 PM
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
tmr is a big day for me.. i hope everything turns out well =)
tell me princess now when did u last let ur heart decide =) haha
da dressing up.. da company.. i havent done dat in ages and like this is a new experience to me eventho i maybe considered "experienced" in that i haf had 3 "partners" in mi past already.. after all dat it's like i finally ready for some commitment and i'll take it when it comes.. slowly i'll jus wait and God will eventually give it to me so yeah.. im kinda not very worried about it anymore =) so yeah..
i'll update u guys on wad happens and stuff =) but i think it should be fun tmr
jase [@] 7:44:00 PM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
the most precious trasureyour own happiness.. or the happiness of someone u love..
jase [@] 6:38:00 PM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
Walking On Sunshine
Katrina And The Waves
I used to think maybe you loved me, now baby I'm sure
And I just can't wait til the day when you knock on my door
Now everytime I go for the mailbox, gotta hold myself down
Cause I just can't wait till you write me you're coming around
I'm walking on sunshine whoa
I'm walking on sunshine whoa
I'm walking on sunshine whoa
And don't it feel good
Hey, alright now
And don't it feel good
Hey yeah
I used to think maybe you loved me, now I know that it's true
And I don't want to spend my whole life, just waiting for you
Now I don't want u back for the weekend
Not back for a day, no no no
I said baby I just want you back and I want you to stay
I'm walking on sunshine whoa
I'm walking on sunshine whoa
I'm walking on sunshine whoa
And don't it feel good
Hey, alright now
And don't it feel good
Hey yeah
And don't it feel good
Walking on sunshine
Walking on sunshine
I feel alive, I feel the love, I feel the love that's really real
I feel alive, I feel the love, I feel the love that's really real
I'm on sunshine baby o!
I'm on sunshine baby o!
I'm walking on sunshine whoa
I'm walking on sunshine whoa
I'm walking on sunshine whoa
And don't it feel good
I'll say it again now
And don't it feel good
jase [@] 7:56:00 PM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
hworrr =P
mi body is aching but i am feeling more awake den ever =) haha dat run was good =) ran about easily 8k i think =P feels like 15k ahah =P
i had such a great day =) it's like i forgot dat such days existed la =)
jase [@] 9:33:00 PM
Monday, March 20, 2006
she's coming! wheee heeeeahhaahhahahahah
ok i shall not be on a high =) but yeh im happy =) plus it's going to be fun =) i havent been to something like dis in awhile =) dun count last years one where it was jus depressing for me =P haha thank God for friends and new friends =)
chubby's grp is basically the first group im totally at ease anbd comfy wif eventho i only jus met them all like 2-3 weeks ago =)
well yeah recovery 70% complete =)
jase [@] 6:00:00 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
hmm im hoping dat she'll come wif me and yet im hoping dat i dun hafta go =P i mean it wld be nice to be accompanied by someone and stuff but like i hafta dress up etc =P ahah caught in 2 minds man =P well God's hands now i guess.. let Him decide for me wether to go or not go lah..
oh wells
today was a good day tho =)
jase [@] 12:03:00 AM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
hmm haha no inspiration to write article =P haha plus so tired..
fatigue has set in man.. i can bearly stay awake during class la =P
had driving lesson today and i was like so dying in front of da wheel la.. lucky didnt make too many mistakes =P
rah i realli feel like sleeping in and skipping da damn 8amlecture tmr =P
jase [@] 8:06:00 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
RAHHHHHH SOOOOO TIRED...
Bench.. it jus isnt as simple as u think it is.. sigh i wish it was dat simple and i cld jus ask but i cant..
sigh too tired still to write mi massive article ahah another day perhaps..
perhaps perhaps perhaps...
jase [@] 10:11:00 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
to go for it or to jus sit back...
oh wanted to blog about something but it prob will take up too much of mi already meandering brain power haha
Death by Servicewell maybe later or maybe tmr =)
i miss her yet i cant show it or tell her
jase [@] 10:04:00 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
i met someone realli realli awesome yest morning at badminton =) someone dat made me feel realli comfy even tho it was da 1st time i met da person =)
last nites bs at psKen place realli made me think abit more and alos made me think wad i should do next.. funny how da timing was realli "coincidental" wif wad happened in da morning..
oh wells
jase [@] 2:10:00 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
hmm
i feel quite lifted now =) it's a real change.. dis HAS really SURPRISED me tho like im not trying to be sarcastic or anything but yeh.. thanks for talking to me about everything hannah and thank you amy, jon, age and nick for da encouragement... Thank YOU God for taking me back even tho ive drifted away quite badly..
for once i feel realli good after a fri nite.. is dis wad im suppose to feel after fri?
anyways.. yeh its good.. finally starting to get good...
jase [@] 11:27:00 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
whew its weds.. da heavy part of da week is over..
mmf mi back hurts =P
i feel so unmotivated to study still.. like yeh.. jus dun feel like doing it no matter wad i try.. i jus drone onwards till its done den i feel like i didnt even absorb anything =P
sigh..
wad goes around comes around... HA
jase [@] 6:28:00 PM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
was at julz surprise birthday party =) abit advanced but anyways
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOPPY JULIEE! haha
man im so TIRED =P
should i or shouldnt i.. do i wanna try it again or not.. i really dont knwo wad to do.. sigh
im going back to singing on fri so yeh =) first step.. Lord i hope im doing da right thing..
jase [@] 10:36:00 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
Bruce Almighty made me cry.. so weird inever thot a jimcarrey show would do dat =P
sighhh
SO tired..
well i hope tmr's surprise goes well =)
its gettin more and more difficult nowadays.. like yes i do feel more at ease and not so depressed but it's hard to keep at it.. feels like im jus fighting and fighting and fighting all by myself..
jase [@] 10:32:00 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
soo da weekend is over already..
i still feel so drained eventho da weekend is over.. i reali need to recharge but there's no way i can.. sighh
church hasnt been a big surprise to me.. its been da same and routine and predicatable.. like i dunno im trying mi best to be socialable or wad nots but it jus doesnt work.. sighh
darn din get to see a certain person on sat XD ahha maybe next sat =P haha sighhh
jase [@] 6:21:00 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
well... its been a tiring week.. almost over. im glad dat da 1st week will beover and done wif.. im realli so tired.. there jus isnt anything to recharge me each day.. i jus get sapped more and more as da week progresses..
i yearn for something to jus come by and recharge me.. i guess dis saturday is off den... i guess i wun be going to the city anytime in da near future..
mi back hurts.. mi heart hurts and mi head hurts...
blehhh
finally quake4 is done.. ahha get to shoot things and ease mi frustration!
jase [@] 9:04:00 PM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
as i predicted in s,pore it has come good.. u reassured me and said i was mean to say dat.. but yeh wow even faster den i predicted tho.. oh wells..
things in melb are not wad i haf foreseen.. it's wad i thot it wld be initially.. "bad"where are u mi angel? why havent u come to me yet.. SIGH
jase [@] 9:57:00 PM
