Monday, November 27, 2006
It's amazing how pressure can transform someone so conpletely.
The pressure of losing his "self-proclaimed" leadership role, the pressure of having your suggestion rejected, the pressure of knowing that you are wrong but you just cant admit it, the pressure of recruiting people to you cause AND the pressure of the ultimate REJECTION.
How ironic that usually the people who are affected as such wil always deny that they are under such circumstances.
What can someone gain from being stubborn, unreasonable and close-minded? Is suicide the only escape for such a defeat (Hitler) that you try your utmost to avoid such a defeat even if it means destroying everything else around u?
jase [@] 8:12:00 PM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
mmmmm random thoughts =)
haha anyone wanna add jus tag =) im open to views or suggestions reagrding a topic im sure EVERYONE has run into in their lives.
the dreaded "F" word..
friendsWhat are friends? How do you classify your friends? What is true friendship if there was such an idealistic status for anyone to attain? Does it even exist?
Doesnt friendship stem from the fact that you being "friends" with someone as they imbue you with some "benefits"?
Doesnt not so smart befriend da intellectually enhanced individual with an aim that their "smartness" & hardworking attitude rubs off on them? Doesnt the aspiring soccer player befriend a more skilled and talented player to learn from them? Doesnt the artist befriend other artists in order to meld together each others diff styles and ultimately calling it their own? Doesnt the interested guy first befriend the alluring girl first with the hope of being "more than friends"? Doesnt the parent try to be frieds with their growing maturing offspring in order to prevent conflict in the family?
"Friendship" is merely a facade of a relationship with benefits. There is NO friendship in the world that classifies as "true" friendship with neither parties gaining or benefitting of each other. Fine maybe Jesus in view of his disciples or "friends" in Lazarus or Mary.. BUT not the other way round, we may never know for sure Jesus's friends motives for befriending him. And as the bible showed everyone gained something off Jesus. At the same time, Jesus knew all this and just gave and befriended them anyway.
So back to the beginning.. what is true friendship?
According to contemporary ideals, a "true" friend is someone whom sticks by you thru thick or thin and is willing to defend and help u when u need. THEN is being a "true" friend mean u stick by him/her eventhough they are being blatantly assholic? or is "true" friendship telling him off and risk losing the friendship? Then if your friend does indeed end da friendship cos of you not "thru thick of thin" eventho he is being wrong does it mean he isnt a "true" friend? And does being "true" friends mean if ur friend helps u thru a major hurdle in your life, means you are indebted to him? and does it make him a "true" friend if he constantly reminds u that "u owe him one"?
There once was an owl who lorded over the park. He could see everything and was the wisest of them all, but he was only awake in the night. He had a friend who was a hawk who only played 2nd fiddle over the park inhabitants. together they formed a formidable presence 24hours of the day. One day while the owl was jus about to sleep, the hawk came by askng for help with a certain eagle who had recently come to the park to live. The owl obliged and came to the aid of the hawk who in its haste and stupidity decided to get into a fight, due to its fatigue of the earlier nites activities and patrolling the owl was unable to break da fight up and injured itself in the ensueing tussle. the owl went back wif a torn wing and was unable to execute its killer swoop it so relied on to survive. The hawk lost the fight and blamed the owl for not being there for him. The eagle began to rule the park while the owl was unable to hunt efficiently. The owl asked the hawk to catch food for it but while the eagle ruled the hawk himself was unable to hunt as dominantly as before and told the owl that its "every bird for himself". The owl implored that since the hawk owed him a favour he should but the hawk refused. The eagle came to aid the owl but the owl rejected his aid as the hawk told the owl that if he accepted the eagles help they wld cease their frienship. In the end, the owl died and the hawk began its spiralling demise to its own impending death.
and the moral of the story being....
(1) Friends are only friends under circumstances
OR
(2) true friendship is an acceptance of differences.
HAHA couldnt think of anythign else =P ahah
kk done =) enough rambling ahha
jase [@] 9:54:00 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
ok done =P haha didnt do much cos i cant be bothered anymore so yea =)
fresh beginnings i suppose =) ahha
EXAMs OVER! did i mention it already?
EXAMS OVER!!!! haha
mmm been watching heaps of anime both new and old =) i so love You're Under Arrest =) miyuki is so pretty and cool =) haha and reliving Flame of Recca and Galaxy Angel =) haha jsu finished Saikano and Samurai X =) not many new anime dat is worth watching.. haha plus im not a "teeny mainstreamer" of da likes of narutards, bleachers & gundamoids.
haha well tag away guys =) and u want me to link u jus shout out cos i lost my old links list from da old template =P deleted it b4 i realised dat i needed da links =P ahha
jase [@] 10:27:00 PM
Saturday, November 11, 2006

HALT!
Quarantine Zone!
jase [@] 12:00:00 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
mmm haha ok dis will do for now =) ahha
i will fix up da minor details etc in due time!
EXAM OVER!!!!!!
muahahahahahahaa
jase [@] 10:38:00 PM
| You Are Spider-Man |
 Quick and agile, you have killer instincts (literally). And that kind of makes up for the whole creepy spider thing. |
haha im bored.. going to change mi blogskin soon =) so yea and add dat dratted new tagboard ahha
jase [@] 7:35:00 PM