Monday, May 31, 2004

ok i shall update now =P yeh blehh jus came home from badminton at mi cousins house =) ahah very tired now =P mi legs are damn sore =P man im like so unfit lor =P well yeh im in my aircon room now =) sighhhh haha im satisfied =)

well tmr is da big day for chinese oi level pple =) good luck k and jia you =)

well i guess theres no need to say wad happened today so i wun =P yeh wun bore u all =P

bball and probably badminton on vesak day =) wednesday morning at 9am meet at ngee ann poly =)

sigh =) well its 5.5 working days till church camp =) haah yay! cant wait =)

rahh im now under "outgoing".. sighh.. how depressing =P

"Without freedom, no art; art lives only on the restraints it imposes on itself, and dies of all others."
-Albert Camus, Resistance, Rebellion, and Death

jase [@] 1:01:00 AM

Saturday, May 29, 2004

=) wel yay! its saturday =) finaly haha =) hmm damn fantasia did win =P bleargh lucky i din stay up to watch her win =P yeah =)

hmm ok dbs was not too bad last nite =) yeh was good to share and hear everyone sharing.. well hope dat in da end our grp becomes stronger together.. yeh i duno we all haf problems i guess and b4 yest nite i wouldnt haf told anyone.. there are onli a few pple i wld actualy talk to about stuff like dat adn out of this few pple 2 are overseas =P oh wells =) hope for growth in our small grp la =) praypray

hmmm

ANNOUNCEMENT
there will be anote basketball outing on vesak day morning to afternoon wif tentatively badminton after dat =) but place is ngee ann polytechnic and starting time will be 9am

"In this age, which believes that there is a short cut to everything, the greatest lesson to be learned is that the most difficult way is, in the long run, the easiest."
-Henry Miller, The Books in My Life

jase [@] 4:14:00 PM

Friday, May 28, 2004

heyhey =) i shall update now =)haha =) hmm well met jane earlier.. before she goes overseas to brisbane =P blehh i wanna go overseas too =P yeh u go haf fun at aussie k =) yeh remember mi letta and da food i ask u to buy k =) heeh bring to camp for me k =)

well alan smith signs for manchester united for 7million pounds =) i suppose dats good news =) cut price for a good young player =) yeh da signs are good.. but we still need t sign at least another world class player for each position.. one striker one midfielder one defender.. and sell players liek diego forlan =P mi goodness.. hes gotta be one of fergies worst buys =P

yeh ok all da chinese o level pple.. jia you in ur studies k =)

rah i will be realli unhappy adn pissed off if fantasia wins =P blahh i realli cant stand her =P for all dats good and pretty and cute pls diana win k =) blehh but i think dat stupid fantasia will win loh =P bleargh...

"The harder the conflict, the more glorious the triumph. What we obtain too cheap, we esteem too lightly; it is dearness only that gives everything its value. I love the man that can smile in trouble, that can gather strength from distress and grow brave by reflection. 'Tis the business of little minds to shrink; but he whose heart is firm, and whose conscience approves his conduct, will pursue his principles unto death."
-Thomas Paine

haha a nice long quote =)

jase [@] 12:06:00 AM

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

heyhey guys =) hmm updaet now la since im online anyway =) tonite got CSI and WWE adn AMI3 haha got so mch to watch =) haha =) yeh

hmph some pple jus dun get it when they recieve emails.. REPLY LAH! for goodness sakes.. lieknot so hard .. even da email say pls repli sheesh... no consideration.. those who replied mi email thanks for making life easier for me haha =) i know some pple are online like alot adn still dun repli email.. sheesh.. den have email addy for wad CHEH..

well anyways =) hooray mi suzuki wagon is liek qt fast now =) bought a ford mercury too =) haah now its way easier to get money =) aha =) still need to improve mi ford adn suzuki a bit more =) haah =)

hmm cool =) 12 full days till church camp =) and 7 more working days till church camp =) ahah i liek to countdown stuff =) ahah well dun mean to sound bad or anything.. but im not looking forward to 1 aspect of camp tho =P sighh.. well jus hope dat dis "aspect" doesnt realli make such an impact =P but i doubt it.. damn..

rahh i want mi cd germ =) i cant wait to play fairyland =) haha

"Efficiency is intelligent laziness."
-David Dunham

jase [@] 9:37:00 PM

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

hmm jus got home from sushi tei =) yeh finaly i good meal dis week =P haah and its onli tues =) oh wells had beef noodles adn sushi from da "train" ialways find da food going roudn and round very amusing =)

yeh im not feeling very well now for some reason... =P

jase [@] 11:57:00 PM

ok i shall update now sinc emi may not do any updating later tonite =) haah wanna play mi Gran Turismo.. i think i bought da wrong car.. =P mi stupid suzuki wagon so sucks loh =P ahha liek so damn slow.. cant win any races.. cant even get off da last position =P blehhh..

well had a half day today =) need to use up la.. got two more so use one today la =) hmm its tues =)im happi about 9 more working days till church camp =) woo hoo =) i realli cant wait to go to church camp! =)

well as usual work is "normal" thak goodness aha =) normal is good.. =) uneventful predictable and normal ahah =)

hmm u better find da paper ahha =P

jia you to diana degarmo =) i hope she wins AMI3.. dun wan dat horse face to win =P henchou!!

"The way to get things done is not to mind who gets the credit for doing them."
-Benjamin Jowett

jase [@] 8:37:00 PM

Sunday, May 23, 2004

ok since im hoe now i shall update esp when im so tired =P blehh mi legs ache.. mi ankle to.. lucky for me mi ankle felt realli good today =)

GLORY GLORY MANCHESTER UNITED!! ahah WE WON THE FA CUP FINAL =) MANCHESTER UNITED 3 - 0 MILLWALL ahah yay =) scorers C,Ronaldo, and van Nistelrooy2 =) ahah so happy =) we so rock! watch out EPL next season =)

well just came back from bball!! =) dat was by far da highlight of da day =) da rest fo da day i shall get into later but yeh good an dhappy news first la k =) haha yeh realli realli awesome today =P it started of badly as we couldnt find a court to play at.. but den resorted to da ever reliable ngee ann poly to play =) ahah so yeh started late and all but well.. it was worth da wait =) me, juuu, shaunL, bencher, germ, julian, ryan, sean, wting, mark and UNCLE FRANCIS! ahah unclke francis was da surprise package today =) woah he wa so good loh =) haha well he must haf been awesome when he was younger =) yeh =) we all had fun and to all those who came thanks for showing up and making today dat damn good =)yeh haha i still haf some of mi point guard skills left in mi ailing old body =) im very happi wif mi self today =) mi "new" arm =) did moves dat i used to do 2-3 yrs back =) ahha =) im cool =) well we must all play again =) i will try and organize somethin soon =) hmm u know wad.. i cant be in da same team as someone, i realli realli cant.. its jus so hard.. i dun like da way he plays.. i realli dun.. its so "specialist" like da pple he passes to is jus one or 2.. i duno .. i hope im not doing da same.. i mean i do pass to liek everyone on mi team.. or i tried =P i dunno...

well something felt realli realli wrong today =P so yeh =P i dunno is it mi own attitude or wad? its like it all went wrong.. there was no gusto or feeling at all.. even at da "fast" ones.. like yeh.. oh wells i duno..

ok da transformation is finally complete.. like omg.. so stupid =P da way he just sat there when da sound system was going crazy.. and laughed and did nothing.. like.. sheesh..he jus sitting there wif da other.. liek do something instd of dat.. why? not rostered means no need to help ah? plus u were rostered loh =P wad ever happened to being responsible =P sheesh well at least i saw an act of responsiblilty today =) you cool juuu =) wake up u.. sheesh

"It is good to vary in order that you may frustrate the curious, especially those who envy you."
-Baltasar Gracian, The Oracle

jase [@] 11:32:00 PM

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jase [@] 1:17:00 AM

Saturday, May 22, 2004

ok i be updatin now since im online anyway =) haah dunno if i willbe online later so yeh jus do now la =)

eh BBALL tmr ah =) pray for good weather k =) oh yeh remember to bring extra clothes/shoes etc.. be properly attired ahha =) ahha =) we will haf heaps of fun tmr =) for sure !!

hmm im gonna try fairyland =P mi bro says its a good game so yeh =) try try la.. maybe can scab some items of him haha =) yeh germ u d/l it man its liek too big for me to d/l by miself and mi crappy 56k modem k ahha =P

hmm ja you man u =) hope u dun disappoint me tonite man.. aah its da big final day =) FA cup final =) ahah jia you!!

"Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul."
-Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray, 1891

jase [@] 4:17:00 PM

okok i shall update now since i got heaps to say about now =) haha =) well just came back from da RGS choir concert =) hah thanks jane fpor coming wif me on such short notice =) hehe yeh was kinda expecting da claire wld somehow cancel =P due to extenuating circumstances =) hehe oh wells =) well i can say i thoroughly enjoyed miself! =) wo hen xi huan =) haha too bad bern couldnt come =P aww umissed out leh ahah =) well budak pantai was there =) haah saw gordon =) heeh they were gd as usual =) ohoh theres dis realli small boyish looking cute girl =) wif a realli awesome voice =) mi goodness =) she was da hilite for me =)smal in size but damn big voice =) kudos to her esp for todays perf =)i so liked da macdonalds girl one =) it was da best item for tonite def =) haha wel da entire choir concert was realli kinda good so yeh =) i think da RGS choir is not as bad as i thot =) haha well good luck to their future endeavours ahha =) haha

hmm yeh nothin else much to blog about =) haah i cant rem wad to say =P ahha oh wells.. ohoh

well zara has left da country =) everyone wave to her -waves- ahah =) enjoy urself babe =)

EH PLH BBALL OUTING DIS SUNDAY! ALL INVITED AND THOSE WHOM I TOLD.. DUN FORGET AH =P

"Knowledge of the self is the mother of all knowledge. So it is incumbent on me to know my self, to know it completely, to know its minutiae, its characteristics, its subtleties, and its very atoms."
-Kahlil Gibran, "The Philosophy of Logic"

jase [@] 12:43:00 AM

Thursday, May 20, 2004

okiez i shall update now =) yeh i went to watch troy today.. kinda din like all da predictability adn da expectd glamourization of a useless character.. i mean paris is supposed to be da "weakling" as portrayed by the first 80% of da show.. and da sudden "hero" developed from da gayboy himself and his bow.. sheesh... how incredibly stupid da whole show was not bad i guess.. dat loser orlando spoilt it like totally.. he deserved being a coward and weakling but still a very dismal acting performance by him i reckon.. he should haf died along wif his father.. sheesh.. da 2 exemplary chracters ended up dead.. like... man let those who deserve to die die la.. chey.. how disappointing.. da ending was disappointing to say da least.. i realli hate dis glamourisation of orlando.. all his roles so far haf been "prettied up" for da masses.. like in POTC. sheesh.. so disgustng.. totally spoiled wad johnny depp had going in dat show =P den now.. sheesh how can a coward become brave in da matter of days?! esp after losing his brother.. no way.. den the porducers had da audacity to gif him a bow and arrows let alone kill achilles.. sheesh.. so rip off from orlandos abysmal legolas showing =P sheesh.. dis sow jus confirms dat orlando is all how and no substance and he gets favours from producers along da way.. dats why he is popular =P shhesh...

hey princess dearie =) u haf a gd trip in ur trio of places k =) ahah buy stuff for me to k =) ahah will be mising ur presence on sundays =) u go enjoy ur self and haf fun =) we will catchup again when u get back =) haha bon voyage =)

yeh.. hmm dunno wad els eto blgo about aha =) im happy wif mi little outburst at gayboy =) ahah

"Today, if you are not confused, you are just not thinking clearly."
-U. Peter

jase [@] 10:51:00 PM

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

ok i shall update now since im not going to be updatin later tonite =) yeh will be watching mi beloved CSI =) and den got WWE Raw =) haha mi usual weds nite fare =) ahhai dunno why but im gonna blog about out of point stuf haha =)

who doesnt watch CSI? =) ahah it will be qt sad if u havent and even sadder if u actualli dont like da show =) haha no offense but u realli hafta watch it man =) haha =) yeh al dat science and da evidence gathering =) da technology available nowadays to solve crimes =P man makes me liek not wanna commit any murders cos sure get caught one =)haha well i wana be a CSI when i grow up .. childish fantasy some say.. well i dun care.. im gearing up mi uni course towards dat so yeh =) wo hui jia you =)

ehhe well.. as for WWE i thik i blogged about it before =) its a wonderfullly choreographed dance =) a more manly one =) ahha no offense to al ye dancers out there ahah =)

ok hm well nothin much happened today =P slept qt a bit in da office cos got nothing to do =) more like i finished wad i was supposed to do and yeh =)

well its almost da weekend =) tmr i got physio ahah =) so yeh all good and in no time it will eb fri =) muahhaha =)

"What great delight it is to see the ones we love and then to have speech with them."
-Vincent McNabb, God's Way of Mercy

jase [@] 10:01:00 PM

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

lets end dis once and for all k =) before reading da rest of below jus think for a moment.. pls kp ur thots to urself and if u wan blog about it on ur own blog and not on other pples tagboard. leave it as dis.. i will haf da final say cos u had da honours of 1st strike so yeh leave it alone now

ok i haf onli one thing to post about and dats YOU.. "name" u dun even deserve to be "bolded" =P u know wad i wld realli like u to stand up and say all u say to mi face =) but i reckon u dun haf da guts to confront me =) c,mon i realli "dare" you.. i mean URGE u to do so =) c,mon im not "big" or "strong" enuf to physically attack u.. so yeh.. c,mon im here where u want to find me.. sheesh wads if all this anonymity.. i mean u scared of somethin about urself?

ok firstly wad da hell is wrong wif asking pple to update? theres no law against ite esp if they are mi good frenz who do exactly da same back to me.. and plus im sure u do da same.. and firstly like u said yourself its ur own personal place so who are u to say it aint interesting.. i wun "listen good" to someone who hides behind a facade.. esp one wif an attitude problem.. u obviously do not know how friendship works do u.. u onli tell pple to go update if tehy are close to u .. havent u thot about dat? and here u are being anonymous tellin me off.. at leat i show who i am cos im not afraid and got nothin to hide. unlike yourself.. u afraid arent u.. u dun haf wad we all haf here.. u must be not part of somethin and so want to be part of it.. sheesh.if i rem right dis aint da 1st time.. ami right.. anyways... extra? u realli are either oversensitive or jsu wanna find fault in everything.. haha chey extra is u opening ur big mouth and starting dis.. haah so who da extra now =P sheesh hypocrite

and pls.. u haf no right esp since u are anonymous to tell me wad to do ...

oh btw see these pple on ur right of da blog =) they are mi frenz! =) go get some k =) and if u are one of them in there.. den come to mi face and tell me ur prob =) i wil gladly listen to ur suggestions cos u are mi fren come what may

dis quote is for u

"Experience should teach us to be most on our guard to protect liberty when the government's purposes are beneficial. The greatest dangers to liberty lurk in insidious encroachment by men of zeal, well meaning but without understanding."
-Louis D. Brandeis

oh i just counted how many posts i realli haf .. =) its at 211 =P haah da dashboard is liek way off =P ahahha

jase [@] 9:59:00 PM

heyhey =) im updatin now =) yeh hmmm im still hoping to hell ur can persuade ur teacher and den can go =) haha realli... =)

yeh ok im at my new branch now =P haha publications.. its almost da same as TD ahah =) no diff actualli.. its liek a part of TD anyway =) its all good God does answer prayerand i hope He answers anoter one for me =) pls pls pls pls =)

hmmm well its all good la =0

well theres nothing much to blog about =P ahah dats agd thing =) shows dat nothing much eventful is happening haha so yeh hen hao =)

"Music is well said to be the speech of angels."
-Thomas Carlyle

jase [@] 12:46:00 AM

Monday, May 17, 2004

ok i shall update now =P ahah tho i dun realli feel like it =P yeh im realli tired and stuff =P haha jus came home from badminton at mi cousins house =) yeh tiring but fun =P even tho couldnt realli run properly cos of mi foot =P yeh =P damn haha

im very intrigued yet kinda aprehensive about tmr =P it seems im transferred to anothe rbranch agn =P bleh but dunno wad i will be doing =P it had better not be anything stay in=) but nvm even if they wanted to =) i got lotsa reasons dat i cant haha =) so no worries i think =) ahha =)

yeh oh wells.. =P church wad gd today =) haha well done zara =) i seriously think u are one of da brighter sparks in da worship team now =) plsu u looked realli pretty today =) esp ur cool top=) ahaha i like!! =) haahha hen hao kan =)

"He who does not have the courage to speak up for his rights cannot earn the respect of others."
-René G. Torres

jase [@] 1:00:00 AM

Saturday, May 15, 2004

ahah i shall update now =P hmm da damnm post number thing on da dashboard has not risen from 99 da entire week =P its as if i never even updated =P ahah =P damn blogger =P cheating me of mi number of posts =P haha nvm =P

oh YAY!! NEW JERSEY NETS 127 - 120 DETROIT PISTONS haahhahaa =) mi beloved Nets win to take lead da series 3-2 in da best of 7 ahaah =) one more game to win it all =) ahah after triple overtime too =) yay! me happy =)

hmmm well mi com was like spoilt yest nite when i got home =P ha dit repaired earlier today =P seems mi power outlet lew up =P ahah i dunno why =P oh wells nvm its fixed and dats all dat matters =) ahha =)

ok eh princess =) goodluck for worship pract and worship tmr k =)not as if u need it =) ahha well im sure God will bless u and char for ur efforts k =) jia you ni men liang ge =) ahah =)

"It is one of the most beautiful compensations of life, that no man can sincerely try to help another without helping himself."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

jase [@] 4:59:00 PM

Friday, May 14, 2004

SIGH... why is dis all happpening now.. not now.. not when everything is nice and rosy for once.. =P its always like dis isnt it.. but hey things arent dat bad =) well i hope you BM so pray about it real hard and make da decision by YOURSELF... i wil be extremely disappointed displeased and disgusted if da bof of u quit at da together.. i wun even bother aboutda other one.. u are mi BM.. u arent her.. i actualli do care about u alot k =P i realli dun wanna see a talent and heart like yours go to waste.. pls.. for once haf a backbone.. u are relying on somethin dat has very questionable background... VERY questionable.. rely on God.. not her... maybe ive spoilt u.. maybe ive been a very lousy K/M.. i duno.. i know u still haf parts of it u arent "good" at.. but God wil fix it.. ou hafta trust him.. u realli do... stand on ur own 2 feet.. stand upon ur own stage and shout wif your own words.. dun cower in da corner.. shout out ur name! u are ur own and no one elses! =) pls..

oh ok onto da gooder and da better haha well jus finished watching ami3.. haha looks liek i will be catching dat show for at least another week =)yeh wanted fantasia to be kicked out tho =P oh wels jasmine is still in da game and i hope da finals will be diana and jsmine so diana will win haha =)

ok i shall end here... laterz folks =)

"There are countless ways of achieving greatness, but any road to achieving one's maximum potential must be built on a bedrock of respect for the individual, a commitment to excellence, and a rejection of mediocrity."
-Buck Rodgers

jase [@] 1:14:00 AM

Thursday, May 13, 2004

haah woo hoo lleyton hewitt won!! 6-5 7-5 against tommy haas.. haha he win 6 straight games in da final set tpo coem back from 1-5 to 7-5 ahah =) yeh hmm im trying to start mi fantasy tennis team ahha =-) lets see how i fare =)

well din go work today =) had medical appt in da morning den wenthome to slack den had physio in da afternoon ahha =P tahnks for coming wif me k =)

hm well its finally da weekend again haha dis week pass qt fast hor =) haah its all good =) hmm there was a reason why i was looking forward to dis weekend but i seriously cant rem ahah =P

"Joy is but the sign that creative emotion is fulfilling its purpose."
-Charles Du Bos, What Is Literature?

jase [@] 10:25:00 PM

ok i shall update now ahha =) hmm dis week has passed realli reaalli quickly for me =)yeh tmr not going to work cos got medical appt in da morning and physio in da afternoon =) ahah yay! no need to go camp!!hooray! ahah

ok theres realli nothin much to blgo about.. im damn tirred from yet -P ahah tired tired =P ahha yeh ok i shall stop here la.. =P nothin els eot say loh ahah maybe wil haf somethin tmr ahah =)

haha watched mi usual dose of weekly WWE Raw ahah yay! edge and benoit won their match aha =) so happi evolution lost =) ahha i find WWE qt amusing eventho its scripted loh.. i compare it wif dancing cos its da same.. all da moves and all.. yeh done to perfection.. if got mistake means someone will get injured =0 da beauty of da sport =)

jase [@] 1:13:00 AM

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

heyhey ok i jus got back from a late night out =) ahah went to karaoke wif da "older ones" ahah at da kbox near church =) yeh damn fun =) singing and making fun laughing haah =) tommy shaun zara jane germ myself germainH adn john fan made up da crazy bunch =)haha fun to sing those realli fast chinesesongs hor zara =) ahah SOOO fun =) was left wif da 4 guys =) ahah so fun we were liek dying trying to sing =P ahah all our voices degraded to nothing man haha =P haha yeh its all good =)den had supper/dinner =) mee pok nar church agn =) ahha too lazy to go anywhere else to eat loh =P haha =) eeee zara never mention mein ur post =P ahha is disgruntled =P ahah

well lucky i came home and slept a bit b4 going out =P ahah otherwise i dun think i wld haf lastd till now =P ahah oh wellz gtg sleep now nitenites everyone

"We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of the dream. Wandering by lone sea breakers, and sitting by desolate streams. World losers and world forsakers, for whom the pale moon gleams. Yet we are movers and the shakers of the world forever it seems."
-Arthur O'Shaunessey

jase [@] 3:57:00 AM

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

heyhey all u pple!! wow da new blogger dashboard is realli cool =) thsi will be mi 100 post =) i dont even needd to count it one by one too =) haha COOL i like da entire new layout of it all ahha =) thanks blogger ahah =)

well ok almost fell asleep more den 3-4 times at work =P so tired man =P yeh stayed up late tokking to char.. haha happy tmr?! ahah well its a goo dway to view each day =) ahah =) was realli cool chattin to u about stuff =) haha cool =)

well tmr is da kbox thingy =) all are invited jus call me if u can go la k =)

exams almost over =) jia you!!

"Remember how in that communion only, beholding beauty with the eye of the mind, he will be enabled to bring forth, not images of beauty, but realities (for he has hold not of an image but of a reality), and bringing forth and nourishing true virtue to become the friend of God and be immortal, if mortal man may."
N.B.: "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder." See also: Napoleon Bonaparte.
-Plato, Symposium

jase [@] 12:44:00 AM

Sunday, May 09, 2004

hmmm haha had a pretty good day.. well started of realli crappy but oh wells it all turned out gd in da end =) haha well... shall not comment on PLH stuff.. -nothing to say- ahah

well after dat had mother day celebration lunch wif da relatives.. =) haha went to banana leaf rest to eat curry!! ahah yumyum! yeh fish head, mutton, chicken! =) yumyum da papadums were qt good to =) ahah den went back to church to meet da "family" for da 2nd family lunches in succesion =) haha =) had ice cream onli.. went to swensens! of cos must eat da ice cream!! had a topless5 .. haha jus 5 diff flavs w/o toppings.. hence da name ahah =) well its all gd =) den went to watch VAN HELSING da onli downfall of da movie was its ending =P ahah but eevrythin else about it was gd =)!!! ahahah and you took mi hawk sweater.. din haf da heart to ask it back from u =P see how much wo teng ni =) haha =) yeh da seats were shit but da company on bof mi left and right more den made up for it =) haha =) cool movie i gif it 3.5 stars.. (i wld haf gotten 4 but for da ending=P ) after dat went to taka to buy mum day prezzie =) ahha thanks to you, yes da same you .. ahha for helping wi fda color choice ahah =) yeh bought a cashmere shawl =) pretty purple.. den you went trying on everythin haha =) i think dat dangly belt thing looked realli rrealli nice on u =) haha i liked it on you =0

ahha well i guess its jus disappointing dat sch is now more impnt 2 u den church etc.. but kinda thot it wld all pan out dis way.. as for ur "other" well u are in deed following after ur footsteps and i never realli thot u were dat hypocritical and shallowminded... sheesh

ok onto happier things! ahah kudos to da bunch of u who made mi whole day awesome in da afternoon =) u al knwo who u are! =) ahha

"What we call the beginning is often the end. And to make an end is to make a beginning. The end is where we start from."
-T. S. Eliot, "Four Quartets"

jase [@] 10:32:00 PM

Saturday, May 08, 2004

ok i thot i shall blog on.. hmm well zara.. da spectacle to behold is somewad amusing.. u should see it too =P

hmm well i dont know what to say anymore..

hmm dis is from mi own experiences.. u think it will be easy to hear from others wads wrong wif u.. u think u wun explode at them.. who can/will/might want to even muster an attempt when there is no need to.. u will onli listen to those close to u.. and not when they confront u... u ask them urself. dats da way things work nowadays.. btw when u serve.. u dun need to be appreciated.. u are serving after all.. da satisfaction gained is from completing it from God.. to want pple acknowledgin it is fundamentally wrong even tho it feels nice and all.. u cant go into a task thinking of selfish rewards.. u haf done ur jobs. well done.. now its time for da younger ones to take over.. let them and dun feel like uve ben thrown aside.. its after a YOUTH grp.. anyways i do not realli think dat u wanna know why stuf has turned out dis way.. no one wants to sayanythin cos once said.. a very volatile situation will develop.. and ppl eare stil recovering from da recent "catastrophe"..

can all u pple stop it wif da "wads wrong wif plh now" attitude.. its ur own perception.. oh onto another thing related.. a clique is wad other pple outside da close grp of frenz percieve ur grp as.. how morally disgustin... its like wad u said yest.. "if u wan things to change.. den u cant go out.. etc.. do things to be close anymore" ... sheesh u know wad.. u damn right girl =P i liked dat statement u made k =) realli frank and to da point..

oh and u 2.. u kno wad.. im realli damn disappointed at da collective efforts u 2 haf made.. take it seriously can.. i realli haf pampered da bof u havent i.. sigh.. (1) - u seem 2 haf become damn bochup abt da whole issue.. u turning out like ur sis.. well its ur life... and.. (2) - ur not like dat.. i know u.. is it (1) dat is pullin u down or wad?

sigh.. oh wells...

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
-Frank Herbert, Dune, "Litany Against Fear", 1965

jase [@] 4:10:00 PM

ok i shall update now =) haha tho im damn tired =P hmm rah i shall wait online till someone at least comes online =P ahha well today was somewad good la i reckon =) oh good jane is online =) eheh got someone to pei wo liao =) ahah im happier =)

hmm rahh =P oajsoi hfidalcadain hjdsBFVIUGF lhwoVN;F i like gibberish =P haha

blahhh i dunno wad to blog about =P mi mind is at a blank now =P

ok anyways.. haha had ryan and ben over today =) played PS!! haha so fun =) played FIFA 98 and puzzlebobble =) haha oh yeh whens our competition zara =) ? ahhhaha =) den played WWE Smackdown ahah damn fun man =) had a ball all round =) den went for dbs =) haha i liked todays discussion =) i like da new book =) haha yummy =)

haha okok sian liao =P ahha

jase [@] 12:36:00 AM

Friday, May 07, 2004

I SHALL NOT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AS LAST YEAR

haha hmm had to make a strong statement! =)

haha thats all folks =)

jase [@] 2:01:00 AM

Thursday, May 06, 2004

oh o k.. i feel da need to address somethings..

ok i havent thot about dis in awhile but since ive been at home doing nothin haha why not =) why do pple keep harping on like how wad "used to be"... sheesh.. look forward to da future not look back in regret to the past.. mi gosh.. and well like ive said before.. i haf lost frenz too wad.. but im not complaining about things.. sheesh.. hmm plus i aint being un"empathatic" but u all jus hafta go get a life and not get bogged down by selfpity.. im sure if u look thru da veil u will see things arent as bad as u see it.. and u will see da proverbial bright light..

like i said in another prev entry things change.. but God doesnt.. and thats the bottomline.. hold on to dat alwayz k...

rumour has it that the fellowship has split? =) well.. who said so man =) dis blog layout is still here isnt it =) we are all still here.. da majority of us still hang wif each other.. cept for mi bro and mayb 2 others.. but yeh we are all still here.. but hey 6/9 is still good no matter wad pple say.. sheesh we aint broken up! and we still rock no matter wad. ALL 9 OF US! when it comes to the crunch we WILL all support each other =) wo men hen qiang!

hmm one last thing.. do u like being treated like "used up" paper.. used for a bit den thrown away or put aside, onli picked back up if theres no more paper as a loast resort... i guess frenships are like dat in a way.. or dats how i see it.. yes u have a new friend.. but does dat gif ua passport to discard wad u had in exchange for somethin spankin new and a novelty? well... dats one way to lose a fren.. hmmm well wads done is done.. u try returning to find dat "old" piece of paper.. but da paper doesnt want to be found.. den u blame da paper.. haha how .... human

"Ideologies separate us. Dreams and anguish bring us together."
-Eugene Ionesco

jase [@] 4:10:00 PM

ok i shall update now =P waiting for someone to come online.. haha but i dun tink dat someone will loh =) haha but oh wells.. will stay online for a bit anyway =) hmmm

well jus watched WWE =) hehe mi weds weekly dosage of it =) haha HBK Rawks!!
u know im cute, u know im sexy, ive got da moves, ive got da lines.. YOU KNOW IM SEXY!!...

well today ws uneventful to say da least.. ahah well thank goodness i get to miss dat stupid parade tmr =) !! muahahhaha =)

blehh.. hmm still.. its been a good time at home =)

jase [@] 1:50:00 AM

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

ok i shall update now =P

hmm u know wad.. am i being dat overbearing person agn? hmm i dunno wad to do .. =P oh dears.. i enjoy dis persons company so much yet so afraid become "too much" and lose dat person.. well hopefully dat promise we made holds and it wun get to a irreparable stage.. hmm yeh

well da ankle is getting better and all =) hehe walking is still a pain. ahha so u can guess hows running =P haha well =P

in da meantime... well ha was looking at da roster.. 27th jun is da youth sunday thingy... it jus piqued me how things will turn out =) probably good no matter wad cos God is always in charge.. but hows da whole prep process gonn abe like.. hmm i may be on recourse by den =P haha well its gd yet bad =P

well i played mi playstation todday =) hehe playing LoM and Parasite Eve2 =) ehhe bof seem to be qt good games =) ahha aya is a cool character =)

hehe

oh yay! mi com is virus free now =)

Hope is the denial of reality."
-Margaret Weis, Dragons of Winter Night

i like to deny reality!

jase [@] 1:31:00 AM

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

ok i shall update today =P

today was not a really good day =P damn ankle.. sprained it qt badly =P went to hospital.. agn =P bloody hell.. now its swelling heaps and hurts.. onli good thing dat came out of it was mc till fri.. =) i get to miss dat damn parade shit =P so stupid u know =P

oww.. mi ankle reali hurts even now =P worse den dat other time =P blooddddyyy

oh wells.. hmm today da activity online is very scarece =P mus be everyone having exams =) ahah
jia youz!! =) study hard k pples!!

well hopefully i wun be so bored tmr.. i get to catch up on i playstation now =) ehhe

jase [@] 1:59:00 AM

Monday, May 03, 2004

btw here is yesterdays update dat i conveniently forgot to post hahah =) ..i shall post todays later at night. =)

heyhey.. oh wad a wondeful weekend!! =)

hmm today was super awesome.. i realli dun wan it to end loh =) so gonna stay up as late as

i can =) haha make da day eat into tmr =) ahah

TODAY WAS WORSHIP SUNDAY!!

well went for 8am servise for da 1st time in mi life =P haha well its normal la i guess =)

den haf pract.. hmm well u know for all da practs dat we all went thru.. ahha da real thing

was way awesome.. haha =) jus see how wonderful God works =) haha cool man.. yeh like juu

was very "on form" for da real thing.. ahha thru out practs she was liek struggling =) hah

well i thank God for today =) it has been mighty awesome =) i coiuld really feel God in da

room =) it was awesome =) all who missed it.. ahha u should haf come man =)

yeh wanna thank da band members =) all of u k =) u all realli rocked =) da entire worship

team for alld a encouragement and da exquisite backup singin =) ahha joel for guidance =)

jane for being such an excellent partnar =) and princess =) u realli helped me and jane

heaps k =) reali=) thanks k =) and thanks for all da plhers dat open up ur hearts to God =)

well all da practs/discussions were all worth it to worship You =) haha eventho we kinda

played pool heaps ahha =) *winks at jane and zara =) ahahah

well after plh jus walked around and chilled la =) haah good fun suaning jaen =) ahahah =)

yeh den went to meet da others.. they went to watvch a movie =P adn not a realli good one in

fact =P ahah before dat watched them play arcade. ahha zara tsktsk.. u arent da queen of DDR

anymore ahah =) u haf ben dethroned =) ahah hmm ah finally a not "chou" looking nprnt =P

ahaha oh wells..

den went to cousins place to play badminton.. haha yeh eventho had realli very little sleep

i still haf da energy ahha.. tokkin on da phone now =) haah i think i will be dead in camp

tmr =P ahah

jase [@] 11:04:00 PM

Saturday, May 01, 2004

blehh
im so tired and tired and tired =P
jus got home from da most tiring pract ever =P well had a gd supper.. but was liek damn gong do yeh =P ahha damn man

well pray for sunday k guys =) WORSHIP SUNDAY

haha hope ot haf heaps fo fun tmr to =)

hmm oh u betta prat about da worship stuff k =) may God guide =)

jase [@] 3:19:00 AM

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